Marvel: I have a serious mental illness

New York.

In Tony Stark's luxurious villa.

Ethan was pacing back and forth in the living room, admiring Tony Stark's mansion. Not everyone has the opportunity to enter Tony Stark's mansion. Ethan is very happy now.

In the underground laboratory.

Tony Stark took off his steel armor and put on a pair of work clothes. Tony didn't wash up, and he still looked as gray as before, with curly and messy black hair, and a pair of big dark circles on his face. His mental state looked very...

not good.

Seeing this, Zhou Ran coughed slightly and said, "Ahem, Tony, your mental state is very bad now. Why don't you go and take a rest first? We will conduct a physical examination tomorrow."

Tony shook his head and said, "Jake, don't worry about my health. I'm in very good condition now. My mind is spinning rapidly and I'm full of strength."

Tony slowly came to the desk and sat down, turned his head and glanced at Zhou Ran, then pointed at a transparent cabin in the laboratory and said: "Jake, you need to take off your clothes and enter that cabin.

I will do a basic scan of your body first."

Zhou Ran nodded, and with a thought, he took off Superman's suit, then took off his clothes and walked naked into the transparent cabin.

Inside the cabin, Zhou Ran looked around.

He didn't recognize any of the instruments in the cabin, but with superhuman senses, superhuman biological stance, and superhuman thinking, his brain could clearly get the structural diagrams of these instruments and whether they were harmful to him.

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Although he doesn't know the specific function of these instruments, he can copy every small part and electronic component, and he can easily make another copy.

There was a strange color in Zhou Ran's eyes. With his superhuman brain and the speed of absorbing knowledge, he also has the potential to become a great scientist, and he is also a scientist who is at the forefront of various fields.

Technology is the primary productive force. If you learn the power of technology well, you can become a god. However, no matter how powerful the technology is, it seems difficult to compete with Superman's own power. Especially in this world without kryptonite, Superman himself is already invincible.

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Zhou Ran felt that the only thing he lacked was that he could not possess superhuman strength 24 hours a day. This was the issue he needed to understand most now.

Zhou Ran did not object to asking Tony Stark to examine his body carefully. On the contrary, he was very supportive for three reasons.

First, he and Tony are good friends. Tony is always kind to his friends and will never harm him.

Second point, if Tony gets his physical data, it will definitely stimulate Tony Stark, a proud genius, and he will definitely work harder to research technology and improve his steel suit. Tony becoming stronger is nothing

Bad thing, because there are too many crises in this world.

The third point is that Zhou Ran himself is also very curious about his body, especially whether there are any mutations or other changes in his brain. Although gaining superhuman power makes him very happy, there is suddenly another one in his brain.

I have another self called Superman.

This caused great worry in Zhou Ran's heart.

In the past, Zhou Ran was often worried about various crises in the Marvel world and his own safety issues. Zhou Ran was surrounded by countless pressures every day. Under such strong pressure and in such a very anxious state, Zhou Ran was able to be very straightforward.

Bai felt his mental state, which was a terrible feeling.

Zhou Ran was eager to solve his mental problem, so he chose to seek medical treatment.

Since he often went to Cornell Presbyterian Hospital, he naturally became good friends with Dr. Cornell, the director of the psychiatry department at Cornell Presbyterian Hospital. Dr. Cornell had treated many mental patients, and one of his patients brought him to Zhou Ran.

The impact was huge, it was a patient suffering from schizophrenia.

The patient's condition was very good at first, but then it got worse and worse. He had lost his sense of self and couldn't tell who he was. He only had one minute a day that belonged to him, and the rest belonged to him.

Personality.

Dr. Cornell told Zhou Ran the reason for this and what split personality is.

Split personality is scientifically called "dissociation disorder/intermittent personality dissociation", also known as "dissociative identity disorder". Its main feature is that the patient will resolve conscious activities or memories that cause pain in him from the entire mental level.

Leaving to protect oneself, but thereby losing one's self-integrity.

This is a mental illness that is very difficult to treat. If the sub-personality is killed rashly, all the pain borne by the sub-personality and the main personality will burst out, and the main personality will die.

The main personality and the sub-personality must have friendly communication and interaction and integrate with each other. This is the only way to treat it, but merging with each other means that the sub-personality needs to choose suicide.

I don’t think that it is a very difficult thing for the sub-personalities to commit suicide. Among multiple personalities, most sub-personalities will not choose to commit suicide. Unless they are the kind of selfless virgin bitch sub-personalities, most of them will definitely

Wouldn't choose to commit suicide.

The sub-personality believes that he is also the master of the body, and the body is also his. The sub-personality bears the pain for the main personality, and also chooses to self-destruct. Which sub-personality can bear this kind of grievance?

And among multiple personalities, the main personality is usually weak and the sub-personality is strong. In the end, it is the sub-personality that often occupies the body. The main personality will sink little by little and fall asleep in the sea of ​​consciousness, slowly losing self and respect.

Control of the body.

That patient is the best example. Zhou Ran didn't want to be awake for only a pitiful minute. Zhou Ran was also a little lucky in his heart. His personality was Clark, a kind-hearted Superman. He was safe for the time being, but Superman would not

Harm people.

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Feel the complex thoughts emerging one after another in Zhou Ran's heart.

Hei Chao's face is very ugly and his expression is very cold. It is a good way and a good idea to hide his true nature. Otherwise, once the main character discovers his dark nature, he will definitely use various methods to kill him.

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This is consistent with Hei Chao's thoughts from the beginning. As a personality born in darkness, as an alien in this body, the master personality will definitely kill him without mercy.

If you want to survive, there is only one way, and that is to kill the main personality, then devour the other sub-personalities, completely control this body, and become the sole owner of this body.

The first step is to darken the main personality. Only after blackening, the light and darkness in the sea of ​​consciousness will be unbalanced, and I can swallow the main personality.

How to darken the main personality?

Hei Chao frowned, thought for a while, and came up with a good idea.

First, let the protagonist become a real superman, gain glory, and gain praise from the world, and then let him feel the malice of the world towards superman, let him feel betrayal, let him feel the desperate sense of betrayal, let him

He wants to destroy this world all the time.

Betrayal is the best way to become evil.

Let his lover betray him, let his friends betray him, let everyone betray him.

Hei Chao sneered in his heart, clenched his fists gently, and said, "Zhou, you only have eight minutes left today."

Zhou Ran heard this, nodded, and reminded: "Tony, I only have eight minutes left today."

Tony Stark frowned after hearing this.

This is really a strange thing. I have never heard of such a situation happening after a person has superpowers.

Is there still a time limit on Jake's superpowers? It's getting really interesting now.

Tony reached out and made an OK gesture, nodded, and said seriously: "Jake, eight minutes is enough to complete a preliminary scan."

"We have plenty of time. If we can't complete the inspection today, we still have to do it tomorrow."

"Okay, we're going to start now. Jake, if you feel uncomfortable at any time, you must say it. Don't resist later, I will take a tube of your blood and test your blood.

In this way, see if there is X gene in your body."

After Zhou Ran heard this, he nodded gently.

Tony Stark took a deep breath, looked at the computer screen, and said: "Jarvis activated the cabin and scanned Jake's body."

"Roger, Mr. Stark!" Jarvis's mechanical voice sounded.

The instruments in the cabin were slowly started. First, a tube of blood was drawn from Zhou Ran's body, and then red rays of light were emitted to scan Zhou Ran's body.

Tony Stark stared at the computer screen, waiting for the data to be transmitted.

But after waiting for more than thirty seconds, he still didn't get any data about Zhou Ran's body.

"Mr. Stark, the red light source emitted from our instrument to scan Mr. Jake was all swallowed up by Mr. Jake's body."

Jarvis's mechanical voice sounded.

Tony frowned and said, "Jarvis, try other spectra often."

The instruments in the cabin began to emit light sources of other colors for scanning.

A minute later, Jarvis's voice sounded in the laboratory again.

"Mr. Stark, all the spectra emitted by the instruments in the cabin have been swallowed up by Mr. Jake's body, making it impossible to scan. And Mr. Stark, I think there should be no known light in the current spectrum.

Mr. Jake's body cannot be tested."

"Mr. Jake's body is catching light all the time."

After hearing this, Tony thought for a while and said slowly: "In this case, the method of using spectra to obtain data will not work. It seems that we can only try using sound waves."

"Jarvis started the sound wave for scanning, then turned on the photon microscope to zoom in on Jake's skin layer. I want to see from the atomic level how this method of capturing light works, and I must record it."

"Perhaps this way of capturing light is how Jake's body actively reserves energy. This energy can be used to increase his strength and speed. This energy can allow his eyes to emit extremely hot lasers, giving him the ability to

A power called Superman."

"Jake's body is like a machine that is running all the time. Light is his energy source. Currently, the only thing in the biological world that can absorb light energy is plants. This is most likely due to the mutation of Jake's skin, which is more severe than that of plants.

It’s amazing, it can absorb and convert light energy more quickly.”

"Normal human skin does not absorb all colors of light. It reflects most of the light and can only accept the light that can be seen by the naked eye, that is, visible light."

After hearing this, Jarvis quickly started the sound wave for detection, turned on the photon microscope, and projected Zhou Ran's skin layer onto Tony's computer.

After using sound wave detection, Zhou Ran's body data began to be transmitted to Tony Stark's computer bit by bit.

Tony Stark looked at the string of data, his eyes widened suddenly, and he took a big breath of air.

Tony slumped on the table, his expression was extremely complicated, and he grabbed his hair with his hands.

This is impossible, this is absolutely impossible.

This data should be false. This huge energy reaction should never appear in a human being. This is too unscientific. Scientific knowledge can no longer explain this huge energy reaction.

This energy response is constantly rising, as if there is no threshold, endless, and always growing data.

With a beep, the supercomputing machine in front of Tony Stark that was used to calculate the energy response inside Zhou Ran's body went black and burned out.

"Mr. Stark, do you want to start the backup machine and continue to calculate downward based on the last data just obtained?"

Jarvis's voice sounded.

Looking at the supercomputing machine that was constantly smoking in front of him, Tony Stark shook his head, sighed, and said with a very lonely expression: "Jarvis is no longer needed, it is meaningless. No amount of calculations are meaningful.

, because although we know the concept of positive infinity, we cannot calculate the value of positive infinity.”

"This is an unsolvable problem. Mathematics can calculate everything, but it cannot calculate positive infinity and negative infinity. Our currently developed supercomputing technology cannot calculate this value. Of course, if Jake's energy is not positive infinity, but negative infinity,

It’s infinitely close to that value, so you can still try to calculate it.”

Jarvis thought for a while and said: "Mr. Stark, you seem to have forgotten me. I can borrow computers from all over the earth to perform calculations."

Tony took a deep breath and said: "Jarvis, no need, don't do such meaningless things. By the way, does Jake's tube of blood contain the X gene? Or is there anything abnormal about it?"

"Mr. Stark, there is no X gene, and there is no difference between the blood of ordinary people."

After hearing this, Tony showed a wry smile and said, "Jarvis, open the cabin!"

With a "ding" sound, the transparent cabin for detecting Zhou Ran's body data opened.

Zhou Ran walked out of the cabin naked. After putting on his clothes, he came to Tony's side and sat on the chair.

Zhou Ran's super hearing heard everything that Tony Stark and Jarvis were talking about just now, and he heard it clearly.

Zhou Ran looked at the lonely Tony Stark in front of him, took a deep breath, and comforted: "Tony, I don't think the energy in my body is endless, because there are never endless things in this world, planets

The energy of the universe is huge, the energy of stars is huge, and the energy of the universe is huge.”

"But scientists still haven't given up. They have calculated the values ​​of these energies and how they operate. Planets, stars, and the universe will eventually be destroyed. It's just a matter of how long it takes, isn't it?"

After hearing this, Tony gave a bitter smile and said: "Jake, you are not a scientist, you will not understand the powerlessness I felt just now. It was a powerlessness you can't even imagine. Your existence has almost destroyed my world view."

"I have always thought that science can answer all the problems in the world. No matter what the problem is, the answer can be found in science. But when I saw you just now, I couldn't think of any scientific way to explain it. Science can no longer answer it."

"I now have the feeling of Newton in his later years, who moved from science to theology, and from advocating science to opposing science, he became a devout believer."

"Because mutants have the X gene, biological genetics can be used to answer the question. But Jake, your huge energy response can only be explained by God. You were created by God, or you are God."