Marvel: I have a serious mental illness

Feeling the dazzling sunlight, Zhou Ran quickly stretched out his hand to block it.

"Sorry, there seems to be something wrong with the lighting in this room." Dr. Cornell smiled, while wiping his glasses, he said, "Jake, do you need me to close the curtains?"

Zhou Ran shook his head and said he didn't need it.

Then, he picked up the thick stack of psychiatric diagnosis reports on the table and read it. This was the SCL-90 Symptom Self-Assessment Scale, which he had filled out himself.

When Cornell Hospital tests whether a person has a mental problem, it will use mental testing instruments and a SCL-90 symptom self-rating scale for comprehensive consideration.

The questions in this rating scale are not fixed. They are all questions jointly developed by psychiatrists across New York and will be updated every period of time.

The scores are scored according to the standard answers set by the doctors.

A perfect score of 100 indicates an excellent mental state; a score higher than 80 indicates a good mental state; a score higher than 60 indicates a normal mental state; a score lower than 60 indicates a problem with the mental state.

Zhou Ran looked at his report. The results of the report had always been stable, always above 90%.

This means that Zhou Ran's mental state is not problematic at all, he is much better than normal people, he is more resilient, and his mental endurance is also huge.

Zhou Ran took a deep breath and put down the report in his hand.

There was nothing wrong with the report, and there was nothing wrong with Dr. Cornell.

When Dr. Cornell lies, he drinks water unconsciously.

But Dr. Cornell didn't drink water just now. This detail was discovered by Zhou Ran accidentally. When Dr. Cornell told the story of his relationship with the woman, he would keep drinking water.

Because Dr. Connell is a homosexual and a non-marriage homosexual, Dr. Connell likes men, especially men who are just eighteen years old.

Zhou Ran smiled, pushed back the report in his hand, and said, "Dr. Cornell, I'm really sorry. It's not that I don't trust you, it's just..."

"No need to say it, I understand! Jake, I have always understood you!" Dr. Cornell interrupted Zhou Ran.

Dr. Cornell smiled, put on his glasses again, and said slowly: "Jake, you know everyone has their own personality! Personality is generally divided into external personality and internal personality. Your external personality is

Confidence, seriousness, seriousness and a little bit of dry humor, your inner character is worry, suspicion, fear and a lot of freedom."

"This also makes you act very stressed because you don't dare to release your freedom. In fact, you have never been happy in your life. The happiness you show is also pretended by yourself. You have never experienced it for a minute.

Live true freedom.”

"You have a strong sense of discipline, but those are just the protective colors you disguise for yourself. Well, you are like a lamb mixed into a pack of wolves, forced to wear a wolf's skin and act like a wolf."

"So, I have always said before that you need to find a woman, find a woman you like, because when a man meets a woman he likes, he will reveal his hidden essence bit by bit, and you will unload yourself

disguise, you will become free and happy."

Dr. Cornell paused, sighed, spread his hands, smiled bitterly, and said: "But unfortunately it's too late now, love can no longer relieve your stress. This is really the most outrageous thing I have ever encountered since I started practicing medicine.

What happened was that a person with a very good mental state, who had never encountered any hardships in his daily life, actually suffered from schizophrenia."

"It stands to reason that the secondary personality takes the place of the main personality to bear the pain of life. Jake, you really don't deserve this disease at all. Could it be that you have encountered something very painful for you? But I didn't listen to you.

You encountered school bullying when you were in school, and no one deliberately targeted or bullied you when you were working at Stark Industries."

"Is it something that happened in the orphanage when you were a child? When you were a child, you received some kind of stimulation..."

Zhou Ran shook his head and said: "I was not abused when I was a child. The orphanage has always been very good to me."

When Dr. Cornell heard this, he frowned and said, "Jake, have you met the Clark you mentioned? What kind of person is he?"

Zhou Ran nodded and said: "I have met Clark. He is a very kind and righteous man, and he treats me with respect. He is very bright and majestic, without any flaws. He has the power of a god."

He has strength, but he has always been kind, pure kindness, full of tolerance and love for human beings, and full of tolerance and love for this planet."

After hearing this, Dr. Cornell nodded, took out a camera from the drawer, and said seriously: "Jake, if possible, I would like to meet the Clark you mentioned. I would like to communicate with him. I

I’ll ask about him.”

"I will record the communication between me and him, and you can take a look at it when the time comes. This is a necessary and sufficient condition if you want to cure schizophrenia."

After hearing this, Zhou Ran was silent for a moment, but he was still a little hesitant.

Dr. Cornell smiled and said: "I know what you are worried about. You are worried that like my former patient, you will lose your self-recognition and be possessed by Clark."

"That patient is an irreproducible example. He willingly donated his body. This kind of selfless personality is a bit rare. Obviously, Jake, you are not that kind of person. And we can set a password in advance. You just need to remember it.

Just follow that code and you'll wake up instantly."

After listening to what Dr. Cornell said, Zhou Ran took a deep breath, calmed down his nervousness, and said, "Okay, Dr. Cornell, I'll do as you say."

This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! Dr. Cornell nodded and said: "Well, our password is future. Jake, now you need to engrave this password in your mind. When

After you remember it, I will hypnotize you."

"Future, future, future..." After Zhou Ran repeated "future" several times, he looked at Dr. Cornell, nodded, and said, "Dr. Cornell, I have remembered it, and we can start."

Dr. Cornell started his hypnosis with a smile, and his tone was extremely gentle: "Now, slowly close your eyes, take a deep breath, and relax. You just need to take a deep breath and relax. You are too tired from your usual work."

, you need to take a good rest."

"You decide to travel, you drive the car slowly on the road, you leave the urban area of ​​New York, you leave New York, you leave this noisy city, you go further and further, you smell the fresh

The air, looking at the beautiful scenery, you are extremely happy, you are extremely happy."

"You see a building, a very beautiful building. You drive towards that building. When you get close to the building, you stop the car, open the door, and walk out. It is an extremely spectacular pagoda. The pagoda stands on top.

You are looking at someone, someone you are very familiar with, you really want to see him, he has an inexplicable attraction to you."

"Now, when you go up to the first step, your body and mind will be more relaxed..."

"Continue to go up to the second staircase, and you will feel that your mind is getting quieter and quieter..."

"..."

"Continue going up to the fifth step...you are getting deeper and deeper into your subconscious..."

"..."

"Continue to go up to the tenth step, taste it carefully, feel it, and enjoy the feeling of deep relaxation... You are about to see the person you are familiar with..."

"Clark..."

As Dr. Cornell finished speaking.

Zhou Ran opened his eyes little by little, sat up straight, a very gentle smile appeared on his face, and said: "Hello, Mr. Cornell, I am Clark."

A smile appeared on Dr. Cornell's lips and he said: "Hello, Clark, nice to meet you. I have some questions I want to ask you."

Hei Chao smiled and said: "Mr. Cornell, before asking formulaic questions, please turn on your camera...or do you not want to ask formulaic questions?"

"What are you planning?"

Dr. Cornell pushed up his glasses, smiled, and said, "Jake just told me that you are purely kind, but it doesn't seem like it from your appearance."

Hei Chao stretched out his finger and tapped his forehead, and changed back into Superman's costume. Unlike Zhou Ran, his cape and the S symbol on his chest were all black.

Scarlet light lit up in Hei Chao's eyes, and he sneered and said: "I didn't expect that my first time controlling the body would be in this way. Mr. Cornell, in order to thank you for your great kindness, I decided to

I'll give you a heat vision."

"Are you satisfied with this gift?"

Dr. Cornell slowly cut a cigar with cigar cutters, placed it on the table, handed it over, and asked: "Clark, do you want a cigar?"

Hei Chao picked up the cigar and cast a heat beam on the cigar. After lighting it, he took a puff and asked in surprise: "You don't seem to be afraid of me?"

Dr. Cornell put the second cigar he had cut in his hand into his mouth and said: "Afraid, I don't feel afraid at all. I am even a little excited. I need to smoke a cigar to cool down. Mr. Clark, please excuse me.

Click it for me."

Upon hearing this, Hei Chao shot out a heat vision and lit the cigar, saying: "This bold and fearless look, this familiar feeling, really disgusts me, extremely disgusting."

"It seems like I shouldn't call you Cornell, I should call you Joker, right!"

After Dr. Cornell took a long puff of cigar, a crazy smile appeared on his face and said: "No, I am not a clown yet, and I will never become a clown. I am just a good friend of the clown. Both he and I are crazy.

, although his and my essence are the same, the direction of madness is different."

"The clown is chaotic madness, and I am lucid madness. I have to thank Mr. Clown for making me realize that I am actually a patient myself."