Marvel: I have a serious mental illness

Looking at the clown in front of him, Zhou Ran looked a little dazed.

He suddenly remembered what Clark had said to him: "Zhou, I want to tell you a secret, a very important secret. There is more than one personality in your body... So, you should see Dr. Cornell less in the future."

, no matter how good your relationship with him is, there are still many things you can’t say.”

It seems that the Joker in front of him is the other personality Clark reminded him of.

Zhou Ran frowned. He remembered that at noon at Cornell Presbyterian Hospital, Dr. Cornell had a crazy laughing expression on his face and said in a strange tone: "Why so serious?"

So, has Dr. Cornell already seen the clown?

What did he mean by that sentence? Was he reminding me, or had he been infected by the clown's bewitchment, or did he just happen to say such a thing?

"Jake? Why don't you speak? What are you thinking about?" The clown came behind Zhou Ran at some point, put his hands on Zhou Ran's shoulders, lay beside his ear, and asked in a low voice.

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A smile appeared on the corner of the clown's mouth, and his tone was very gentle.

Feeling the dampness and heat coming from his ears, and listening to the words that were like a devil's whisper, Zhou Ran couldn't help but tremble all over, and his face turned a little pale.

He was a little scared.

Zhou Ran couldn't help but be afraid.

After all, any normal person would probably not want to have close contact with a clown.

If you just watch clown videos, you will fall in love with clowns and be attracted by their mysterious charm and indescribable madness.

But when actually standing next to the clown, no one can face it normally.

No matter who you are, you will be afraid.

Of course there are exceptions to this, and the bat flying at night in Gotham does not.

Zhou Ran is obviously not that bat, and this is not the DC next door. There are no bats.

The clown here has no natural enemies.

"Jake, are you afraid of me?" The clown blinked and smiled.

Listening to the clown's question, Zhou Ran took a deep breath, calmed down his nervousness and fear, and slowly said: "Are you afraid? Of course you are! I think no matter where you are, there is no one who is not afraid of clowns!"

"Just like the bat in Gotham at night, he can deal with all enemies at will, but he can't deal with the clown. It's hard to tell whether he is afraid of the clown."

"Of course, fanatical clown believers like Harley Quinn are not included. She is already as confused as the clown and has no fear."

"But fear obviously doesn't solve the problem. The clown doesn't know why. I'm more purely curious about you than afraid."

"I'm curious, how long have you been in my body? Why did you appear at this time? And why did you say that I am your god?"

Listen to Zhou Ran's words.

The clown clapped his hands, laughed loudly, and said: "Today is a very happy night for me, Jake, do you know? I have wanted to meet you for a long time, but I am afraid that you will be afraid

I am afraid of me, hate me, hostile to me, and even deliberately want to kill me."

"After all, the clown is an alien! No normal person can accept that there is an alien and a monster living in his body."

"Fortunately, you are only afraid of fear, not hateful or hostile. This has exceeded my expectations, which surprises me."

Zhou Ran heard this, pushed up his glasses, and suppressed the fear in his heart. He stood up and looked into the clown's eyes, and said with complicated emotions: "Clown, have you ever heard of the story about Mr. Ye's love for dragons?"

"A long time ago, there was a man named Ye Gong. He liked dragons very much. He filled everything in his house with dragon-related items, dragon buildings, and dragon paintings. Finally, the dragon really came.

When I came to Ye Gong, Ye Gong, who likes dragons, was frightened to death."

"This is the story of Mr. Ye's love for dragons. I was also Mr. Ye once, and you are the dragon I admire most."

"So, I like you very much and am curious about you. There is no hatred or hostility, but fear and fear are inevitable."

"Hahaha, you like me? Are you curious about me?" The clown raised his eyebrows, laughed loudly, and said very excitedly: "Today is indeed my lucky day, Jake. I never expected that you would say such a thing.

It’s really beyond my expectations!”

The clown blinked, laughed playfully, and said: "Hoho hoho, but Jake, I suddenly felt a little confused. In the morning, you saw Clark Kent and Superman!"

"Then, when you first discovered that there was another personality in your body, you went to the hospital and found a doctor. But when you came to me, you were so calm, which was a bit abnormal."

"So Jake, I suspect you are lying to me."

"However, it doesn't matter whether I lie or not, because even if it is a lie, I am very happy, extremely happy."

After hearing this, Zhou Ran smiled and explained: "Joker, this is because you and Clark have different attitudes. Clark has always maintained an equal position with me. Although he calls me the main personality, I can still feel his

A feeling of equality.”

"And here, I can feel your attitude. You have always been very humble, and you also said that I am your god."

"That's really hard to hear from a clown, so who is lying?"

Zhou Ran smiled and threw the lying question back to the clown. He was looking forward to the clown's answer.

Zhou Ran didn't lie, sometimes it feels really strange.

No matter from which angle you look at it, the existence of the Joker is more dangerous than Superman.

From a personality perspective, Superman Clark Kent is a bright and kind personality, while the Joker is a dark and evil personality.

But the clown made Zhou Ran feel really friendly, which was really absurd.

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! There are even more absurd things. Zhou Ran can't believe the absurd illusion in his heart. It seems that he can kill the clown easily, and the clown can't

There is a bit of resistance.

And the clown seemed to be still expecting this to happen. This was so absurd that Zhou Ran couldn't believe it.

Hear Zhou Ran's rhetorical question.

The clown shook his head, with a crazy laughing expression on his face, and said: "Jake, I have been waiting for this day for a long time. I have always wanted to see you. I want to become one with you and dedicate myself to you.

This way you can have all my power."

"You who have been living in this world are depressed and fearful for your safety. You should be eager for the Dionysian factor!"

"With the Dionysian factor, you will have the strongest self-healing ability. You will be an immortal existence. Nothing in this world can kill you. No matter what kind of danger you encounter, you can survive."

"So, come and kill me! After killing me, you will get everything from me. I left a lot of things for you. Kill me and you will find out everything!"

"Why?" Zhou Ran frowned and asked in confusion: "Clown, why do you expect me to kill you? I had this feeling in my heart just now, but I still couldn't believe it."

"What exactly do you want to do? Why do you want me to kill you so badly?"

After hearing this, the clown frowned, opened his arms, tilted his head, and looked into Zhou Ran's eyes. For the first time, he didn't laugh or laugh crazily.

He looked very serious and said in an extremely serious tone: "Jake, don't ask why? You can only know the answer after you kill me."

"In short, if you don't kill me, you will regret it sooner or later! Some things can only be changed by killing me. If you don't kill me, although I don't know what will happen in the future, it is definitely not a good thing!"

"I'm sure that is definitely not a good thing. It will be something that you will regret very much!"

"Don't you want to have the Dionysian factor? With the Dionysian factor, you can do whatever you want? There will no longer be anything that can hurt you in this world, and you will be truly free."

The clown took a deep breath, paused, and continued: "You don't have to wear a mask to disguise yourself like before. Jake, think about it carefully. Have you been really happy these years?"

"You have not been happy at all these years! In order to protect yourself, you force yourself to do things you don't like every day. You work hard, you try hard to make friends with Tony Stark, and you do everything possible to gain his trust.

, become his friend.”

"Jake, how many years have you not been your true self? Ask yourself, do you really want to be the perfect Mr. Jake that you created? Do you really want to be that person?

Do you really want to live the way others see you?"

"Do you really need those loud compliments? Do you really enjoy the expressions of envy, desire, shock, and admiration that others show when they see you?"

"These are not what you really want. You have done so much and enjoyed such a great reputation, isn't it just to get the attention of the world? Isn't it just that you don't want to be a discarded child that can be thrown away at will? Isn't that right?

For your own safety?"

"All you really want is to keep yourself safe and live your life without any worries."

"Now, as long as you kill me, you can get it all, get it easily, and then live the life you really want in your heart!"

The clown stretched out his hand to push his hair, raised the corners of his mouth, and a crazy laugh appeared on his face, and the smile spread all the way to his ears and feet.

"Hoo ho ho..."

The clown laughed, looked into Zhou Ran's eyes, and said, "Come on, Mr. Jake, make your choice! Yes or No!"

The clown smiled and took out a pistol from his pocket, took Zhou Ran's hand, and put the pistol into Zhou Ran's hand.

The clown raised Zhou Ran's hand, pointed the gun at his head, licked his lips, and said softly: "Come on! Jake, shoot! Just pull the trigger lightly, and then there will be a 'pop'

, you can get everything you want!”

After listening to the clown's words, Zhou Ran frowned. He glanced at the pistol in his hand and shook his head.

Zhou Ran took a deep breath, stared into the clown's eyes, gritted his teeth, and asked very loudly: "Why? Why on earth is this?"

Zhou Ran was a little confused. He couldn't figure out what the clown was doing? What was he thinking in his heart?

Why do you want to die?

He is really a madman! A madman who cannot analyze at all! A madman who has no idea what he will do!

No one has ever been able to figure out what the Joker is thinking?

The bat flying in Gotham at night can only guess a little bit. It is simply impossible to guess all of the clown's behavior.

But one thing is certain, the clown will never do anything unclear. Everything he does has its own purpose and meaning.

Although the clown likes to cause killings and cause fear and chaos, killing and the fear and chaos caused by killing are definitely not the clown's purpose.

He must have a deeper thought, and every step he takes has a deeper thought.

Especially choosing death can make the clown choose death, so there must be something deeply meaningful behind it.

This madman is not afraid of death, but he will never let his death be in vain, and he will never die in vain.

Zhou Ran doesn’t know what the clown is planning?

His finger had touched the trigger, but it was difficult for him to pull it.

This kind of yes or no multiple choice question is really annoying!

Everything that happens after pulling the trigger is unknown. This unknown is something Zhou Ran cannot predict and cannot guess.

It's like Pandora's magic box. You won't know what's inside until you open it?

It's like Schrödinger's cat in physics. If you don't open it, you won't know whether the cat inside is alive or dead?

Full of unknowns and uncertainties!

This is not as simple as a multiple-choice question on an exam, with only right and wrong answers!

This is a person's choice, this is a choice about life.

There is never a right or wrong answer to this multiple-choice question, and no one can know which one is the correct answer!

Life is too long and full of uncertainties. It is impossible for just one choice to affect everything!

But the clown eliminated all options, leaving him with only one choice.

The clown said a lot of things just to tell him that Yes is the most correct choice in this question!

Only after choosing Yes will he become better.

Zhou Ran frowned and his hands were shaking crazily.

The index finger touches the trigger, then releases it, and the cycle continues.

Zhou Ran took a deep breath of air and looked at the clown silently without saying anything.

Zhou Ran's eyes had already told the clown the answer. He would never choose to shoot before he knew why and before he got an explanation.

Seeing this, the clown pressed the pistol in Zhou Ran's hand tightly against his head.

With a ferocious face and a split-mouthed laugh, he said: "Hoo ho ho, Jake, I will let you kill me!"

"Now let me show you what I did with your body while you were sleeping?"