Marvel: I have a serious mental illness

The memories in my mind stopped abruptly.

"well!"

Zhou Ran couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

He stretched out his hand to push up his glasses and murmured in a low voice: "Arthur, I want to take back what I said that day. I shouldn't have condemned you. I want to apologize to you."

"Arthur, for someone like you, it's okay even if you want to destroy the world and kill everyone."

"No one can stand on the highest moral level and advise you sincerely, and no one can stand on the highest moral level and cruelly accuse and abuse you."

"Because this world owes you. This world, which is all suffering to you, should be destroyed. There is no need to leave any trace of it."

"You don't need others to reason with you...and you don't need to listen to those reasons...the reasons are just like bullshit to you, meaningless."

"Arthur, there is only one way to stop you from destroying the world and to stop you from wielding a knife, and that is to appear in front of you and kill you with my own hands."

"Other than that, there is no other way..."

"Arthur, I don't know whether becoming a clown is lucky or unfortunate for you personally?"

"Arthur, I don't know what you think about yourself? But personally, this time I choose to side with the clown. Arthur becoming a clown is your best choice."

"Only after you become a clown can you wield a knife in the world... Only after you become a clown can you gain people's respect... Only after you become a clown can you gain people's love... After you become a clown, you

Only then can you become a real person.”

"Arthur, I will definitely find you. I want to apologize to you for what I said that day."

"No matter where you are now, whether you are dead or alive, I will find you and apologize for what I said that day."

Zhou Ran nodded very solemnly and made his promise with a serious expression.

He doesn't know how he can atone for his sins against Arthur?

He chose to apologize for what he had said.

This was the best way of atonement he could think of.

This is what he must do.

Zhou Ran's conscience would be uneasy if he didn't do this.

Arthur is very meaningful to Zhou Ran. He can be regarded as half of Zhou Ran's friend.

Yes, you heard me right, they are friends.

Because, Zhou Ran's current memory not only contains his own memory, but also some of the Joker's memory.

This part of the memory was given to him by the Joker.

It was very interesting for Zhou Ran to accept this part of the memory.

At first, he watched from God's perspective, which is the third person, just like watching a bloody and violent blockbuster in the cinema.

But as the memory goes by, the clown's activity time becomes longer, and the way of viewing also changes.

It became a substitute, the clown in the memory directly became Zhou Ran himself, Zhou Ran was the clown, and the clown was Zhou Ran.

so.

The clown's secret observation of Arthur for three months is equivalent to the three months of Zhou Ran's secret observation of Arthur.

The clown playing the clown game with Arthur is equivalent to Zhou Ran playing the clown game with Arthur.

The Joker's feelings for Arthur are equal to Zhou Ran's feelings for Arthur.

Arthur is half a friend of the Joker, which means Arthur is half a friend of Zhou Ran.

Zhou Ran felt the same memories of those three months, and his feelings for Arthur were extremely real.

He must find this friend and say sorry.

He won't stop Arthur from doing anything, he just wants to say sorry.

"Sorry, my friend."

"I didn't know you were my friend at that time. I shouldn't have said those words to you. Please forgive me."

Zhou Ran shook his head, with a smile on his lips.

This is really a very complicated matter.

My friend doesn't know me, and I don't know my friend, but the two of us are really friends.

We are a pair of friends who cannot recognize each other even if we stand face to face.

"Hoo~"

Zhou Ran took a long breath, stood up slowly, pushed up his glasses, and walked out the door.

He needs Tony Stark's help. To be precise, he wants to borrow Jarvis.

…

Stark Industries Building.

Spacious president's office.

Tony hugged his little Pepper Potts tightly, letting her close to his chest, feeling his heart and his surging love.

Holding Boz in his arms, Tony had an indescribable feeling. He had never thought that one day he would be such a gentleman.

He already felt satisfied just holding her in his arms without doing anything too extreme.

Yes, Tony is very satisfied now.

He was pleasantly surprised. This was something he had never felt before. This feeling was love.

A poem suddenly appeared in Tony's mind, which was very suitable for his current psychology.

The name of this poem is "When you are old". Although the poem is simple and plain, every word is full of love.

【When you get old, your hair turns gray and you become sleepy】

[Sitting tiredly by the fire, taking down this book]

[Reading slowly, looking at the eyes when chasing dreams]

[Your soft look and deep halo]

【How many people have loved your fleeting figure】

【I have loved your beauty, with hypocrisy or true love】

【Only one person ever loved you with the heart of a pilgrim】

【Love the traces of time on your sad face】

[I love you, bowing your eyebrows and bending over the stove mantle]

[Worried and thoughtful, murmuring]

[How does love pass away, and how does it climb up the mountains?]

【How to hide your face among the stars】

This is a poem written by the Irish poet [William Butler Yeats] in 1893. It is his passionate and sincere love poem dedicated to [Maud Gonn].

But it is a pity that the poet's love was not responded to and was cruelly rejected many times.

While Tony felt sad for the poet, he also felt lucky and happy for himself.

Brother William, who has never been masked, although you write poems very well, it is a pity that you cannot get love.

It's different for me, Tony Stark, I got it.

Tony feels that at this moment he is the happiest person in the world, and what he is doing is also the happiest thing in the world.

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There is a broad agreement between life and death, and it is said to the child. Hold the hand of the child, and grow old together with the child.

As a human being cursed by knowledge, Tony Stark's brain instantly composed many love confessions for him.

That's a romance that only belongs to men in science and engineering.

Boz, energy does not arise or disappear out of thin air, just like my love for you. From the first day I met you, I felt like a catalyst was added to my life. Plants can raise themselves.

, I can not only support myself but also support you.

Boz, to make glucose and oxygen, I need carbon dioxide, water and a little bit of your smile.

Botz, the rocket equation can be simply expressed as: Based on the law of conservation of momentum, the rocket consumes its own mass and generates thrust in the opposite direction, thereby achieving the maximum ideal flight speed. On the way to pursue you, I have experienced all the lovelorn, frustrated and all interruptions in the past.

Giving up is all in order to reach the best you.

Boz, everyone has an ancestral DNA chain, but I just want to form a beautiful double helix with you.

Botz, do you know how long the half-life of C-14 is? It's less than one thousandth of the time I spent waiting for you.

Botz, if you do a variable speed circular motion, then I'm that centripetal acceleration.

Boz, if I were a button lithium battery, then you would be my lithium metal.

Poz, I still like you very much, just like sin square plus cos square, always the same.

Poz, do you know π? This is my deep longing for you, which will never end and will never be repeated.

Poz, our hearts will collide together sooner or later due to the irregular motion of molecules.

Poz, my heart has become an independent variable, and the function makes waves because of you.

Poz, my love for you is like an isotope of cesium, it takes 573 billion years to change.

Poz, my love is like a real number, including your rationality and your irrationality.

Poz...

Tony Stark frowned, he wanted to say love words.

But there were so many love words in his mind that he didn't know how to choose for a while?

Forget it, let’s not say it anymore.

I, Tony Stark, disdain to talk about love. I am more inclined to do romantic things than talk about love.

I want to prepare a gift for Potts that is unique to my Tony Stark, a gift that no one else can replicate, a romance of my Tony Stark.

Thinking of this, Tony Stark stretched his arms harder and hugged him tighter.

Botz felt Tony Stark's steel-like arms and his strong heartbeat.

Her face turned red instantly.

Boz felt that her body was heating up rapidly, and a fire suddenly ignited inside her body. The fire was evaporating the water in her body.

Boz swallowed a mouthful of water. She was really thirsty now and wanted to drink some water.

Botz raised his head and looked at Tony Stark, who had a silly expression on his face from time to time, and said softly: "Tony, can you let go of me? I want to go get some water..."

"If you want to hug me, you can wait until I finish drinking water before hugging me."

Drink water?

Tony heard this, lowered his head and looked at Bozi in his arms, with a smile on his lips, and asked in a low voice: "Bozi, do you want to drink water?"

Boz nodded.

"Ahem..."

Tony coughed slightly and lowered his head.

Boz opened his eyes wide and his face became rosier.

No, this is absolutely not possible.

Boz mustered up all her strength and rebelled against Tony Stark. She wanted to take back the water in her body.

She will never allow herself to fail. She, Boz, is the most famous female representative and strong woman in New York.

She wants to speak up for women.

The two of them went back and forth and had a very lively confrontation.

The battle is getting fiercer and more intense.

ten minutes later.

"Hey..."

In the end, Boz was defeated.

She never fought for Tony Stark, and she was completely defeated in this battle.

"Hoo, ho, ho..." Boz was very reluctant and breathed rapidly.

She fought this battle extremely hard, not only was she deprived of the water inside her body.

She also felt a huge suffocation. Tony Stark almost killed her, but Tony Stark refused to let her breathe.

Botz puffed up his cheeks and looked at Tony Stark with fierce eyes, "I must take revenge on this hateful villain."

Tony's mouth showed a smile that belonged to a winner. He glanced at Bozi with disdain, pinched Bozi's face with both hands, and said arrogantly: "Bozi, do you want to continue drinking water?"

"If you want, then nod!"

"Huh..." Bozi's face became even more rosy, his eyes were covered with mist, and he nodded reluctantly.

"Huh..." Tony took a deep breath, which went straight to his Dantian. He almost failed in the fierce battle just now.

He must be fully prepared for this battle.

He will never be merciful or use all his strength.

When a lion fights a rabbit, he also uses all his strength.

He, Tony Stark, respects Botz very much and wants to use all his strength.

"call……"

Tony Stark's hot breath sprayed on Boz's face. Boz knew that this was a signal that the battle was coming. She gritted her teeth gently and closed her eyes decisively.

Tony Stark was such a terrifying enemy that she had to close her eyes when facing him, otherwise she would be upset.

Paying full attention is the greatest respect for the enemy!

"Pah! Pah! Pah!"

A burst of very loud applause suddenly sounded.

"Hey, Tony, I really learned a lot today. It turns out that this is real drinking water."

"It seems that all the water I drank before was fake. No wonder my brain is not smart. It turns out that the water I drank since childhood was wrong!"

After the applause, a voice sounded that was three parts ignorant, three parts teasing, three parts appreciative and one part enlightened.

"Jake, you bastard, you piece of shit!"

"When the hell did you get in?"

Hearing this familiar voice, Tony Stark, who was interrupted from the battle, suddenly felt very social.

This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! He became angry, looked at Zhou Ran, and let out an extremely ferocious roar.

Zhou Ran sighed helplessly, shrugged, raised his hands, showed ten slender fingers, and said very embarrassedly: "Well, that Tony...I was standing here ten minutes ago.

I just happened to see you discussing the issue of drinking water."

"Then, I thought you would drink the water I drank, and I thought you would hold Boz in your arms to drink it."

"But I didn't expect it to be in this way... Ahem, I think you are too involved, so I don't have the nerve to interrupt."

"Mr. Stark, I would like to interview you. Is this really comfortable?"

"A full ten minutes!"

"Don't you have a dry mouth? Don't you feel suffocated?"

"I'm really scared. You two's faces are so red that it's scary. It really looks like you are suffocating."

"..."

Zhou Ran talked eloquently and did not regard himself as an outsider at all, asking crazy questions and making all kinds of complaints.

Of course, his question was really serious. After all, he has been single for 28 years and really doesn't understand this kind of thing.

It was difficult for him to understand that one mouthful could last ten minutes.

And it seems to last longer.

This is really incredible.

Faced with Zhou Ran's question, Boz's face instantly turned red into an apple. Not only was his face red, but his neck and ears were also red.

"snort!"

Botz snorted, stretched out his hand and pinched Tony Stark's lower back, and whispered a threat in Tony Stark's ear: "Tony, when I get home, how will I deal with you?"

"hiss!"

Tony instantly grinned in pain. He watched Zhou Ran grit his teeth and cursed: "Jake, are you a fucking devil?"

"Damn it, did I owe you something in my previous life?"

"You kidding me, quartic!"