Marvel: I have a serious mental illness

Peter Parker is very confused, sad and anxious now.

During this period, his sleep quality was extremely poor. He had the same dream every day, which had seriously affected his daily life.

He would always doze off during the day, listless, with big dark circles under his eyes. He looked like those playboys on campus who had their bodies hollowed out due to puppy love.

Because of this inexplicable thing, Peter Parker was hated by both Jane and Gwen.

They didn't believe Peter Parker's words at all. They believed that Peter Parker was no longer a chaste rooster.

They think Peter Parker has changed, he is no longer the innocent boy, nor the gentle young man.

In the eyes of Jane and Gwen, Peter Parker is now a playboy who can only take kidneys.

After all, Peter Parker has a godfather named Tony Stark.

A person's name, the shadow of a tree, and Tony Stark's reputation are all known to every New Yorker.

As a groom every night, a collector of cover girls every twelve months, and the godson of playboy Tony Stark, it’s hard for anyone to believe that Peter Parker, who has a pair of dark circles under his eyes, is a good boy who keeps himself clean and maintains his chastity.

A young boy.

Peter Parker is very distressed. His current mental state not only keeps him away from love, but also away from the path to knowledge.

He hadn't spoken to Jane and Gwen for five days. They were irritated with him and ignored him at all. When they met, they just glanced at each other with disdainful eyes, and added two sarcastic smiles.

The teachers at the school no longer praised him, and looked at him with anger and loss in their eyes. A good student, a smart genius, and a future scientist were gradually embarking on the road of dying halfway.

All in all, Peter Parker is really having a hard time right now.

However, when a person loses something, he will also gain something new. Energy is conserved.

The law of conservation of energy has always been an extremely precious truth. It can be applied to any situation. For every person in the world who is laughing happily, there is someone who is sad and crying.

Although Peter Parker is drifting away from love, his friendship is getting deeper and deeper.

"Hey, Peter Parker, I'm becoming more and more satisfied with your current state. I used to think you were a good boy, but it seems that's not the case now."

"Hey, you kid has a lot of fun, too? Look at those thick dark circles under your eyes. You must have experienced several great battles..."

"Tsk, let me guess who it is? Are they the plump and round sisters in the cheerleading team? Hey, those two are really the best. I can tell they are amazing just by looking at them..."

"You kid are getting closer and closer to me now. It feels so good. There used to be an invisible barrier between you and me, blocking our relationship from getting closer... But now this barrier is disappearing...

"

Flash Thompson, a delinquent young man who has reformed his past, turned back his prodigal son, and turned a new leaf, is extremely satisfied with Peter Parker's current state, and will not stop talking about it for the time being.

He raised his thumbs up and praised Peter Parker like crazy, and privately and unseenly handed Peter Parker several of the latest genuine Blu-ray 4K discs of "Little Days, a Large-Scale Urban Multiplayer Action Movie".

He hopes that Peter Parker can learn some advanced technologies from it and become more proficient in matters between men and women.

Thompson was hot, Tokyo was hot, but Peter Parker was never hot.

Not only was he not hot, he even felt very cold.

Peter Parker breathed a long sigh of relief. He raised his head and looked at the blue sky, his eyes full of anxiety.

What on earth is going on with this dream?

Ever since that car accident, he has been having the same dream, an extremely weird dream.

In the dream, he participated in the school's internship mission and came to the Spider Expo held by Ossenben Company with Gwen and Mary Jane.

At the expo, he happily used his camera to take pictures of the spiders in the glass box, and recorded and described the species and living habits of each spider.

But just when Peter Parker was working happily, he was bitten severely by a black spider.

Subsequently, his body underwent tremendous changes, from a thin, malnourished young man to a strong, muscular young man.

Peter Parker's physical fitness has been greatly improved and he has achieved a fundamental qualitative leap. He has transformed from a mortal body into a "little superman".

Thanks to the special characteristics of the spider, his reactions, speed, and strength were all beyond those of ordinary people. Peter Parker turned into a humanoid spider, and he could even spin silk.

In the dream world, Peter Parker experienced a brief period of confusion after gaining power. In the first moments, he used this power to play with the bad youths who had bullied him, led by Flash Thompson.

Then, he used his own strength to gain wealth for himself. He participated in underground black boxing, defeated powerful opponents one after another, and obtained huge bonuses one after another.

Just when Peter Parker went home happily with the bonus, something tragic happened to him. His uncle Ben died in front of him.

Before his death, Uncle Ben told him sincerely: "Peter, never use your own power to create evil and chaos, but use your own power to maintain justice and peace, and help ordinary people who are in dire straits..."

"Peter, you must remember that with great power comes great responsibility..."

In the dream world, after Peter Parker received spiritual education from Uncle Ben, he began to use this power to eliminate violence, support justice, and fight against evil...

In the end, he became a great superhero, and he was called Spider-Man by people in New York.

Of course, the path of a hero is by no means that easy.

On this road, Peter Parker was often injured, often bled, and often broke bones. Pain and danger accompanied his daily life.

This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! He walks on the tip of the knife every day, and he travels between life and death every day.

Peter Parker made this dream about spiders extremely real, and nothing that happened in the dream seemed false. It seemed to be a portrayal of his life.

Especially the scene of Uncle Ben dying in front of him is still fresh in Peter Parker's memory and unforgettable. Until now, Uncle Ben lying in a pool of blood still appears in his mind from time to time...

This recurring dream made Peter Parker extremely frightened. You must know that he is only a fifteen or sixteen-year-old child now, and the pain of losing a loved one is not something he can bear.

It was precisely because of the tragic death of Uncle Ben in the dream world that Peter Parker's mental state was so poor. Because of this incident, he specifically sought consultation from a psychiatrist on campus.

But after filling out the psychological and psychiatric test questionnaire, the psychiatrist said that his mental state was very good and there was no problem at all...

Obviously, Peter Parker was super dissatisfied with this answer. After Peter Parker's repeated strong requests, yesterday evening, the psychiatrist reluctantly prescribed him some over-the-counter medicine to soothe his spirit.

After taking the medicine, Peter Parker did not get better. He was still dreaming as usual.

No, not only that, in last night's dream, after Peter Parker experienced the life of Spider-Man, he saw a black spider.

It was an extremely huge spider. It was as huge as a giant mountain. It lurked in the dark abyss, built a web full of stars, and spread its eight long legs that could not be seen at a glance to hunt for prey.

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The black spider's food is Peter Parker, countless Peter Parkers.

On that big net that covers the sky and the sun, there are human beings of different ages and appearances hanging one after another. Each human being has the same name [Peter Parker].

At the end of the dream, the spider opened its huge eyes and stared at Peter Parker very seriously. Then, it opened its sharp mouth, and an extremely small black spider crawled out of its mouth.

The black spider pounced on Peter Parker and bit him hard on the neck.

At that moment, Peter Parker truly felt the burning pain...

After waking up this morning, he started to have a fever, vomiting and diarrhea, and the water in his body was excreted like crazy. The clothes on his body and the quilt covering him were all soaked, as if he had been soaked in water.

Peter Parker's face became extremely pale. He stood up weakly and stepped on the scale. Then something strange happened.

Not only did his weight not decrease, he even gained thirty kilograms.

Looking in the mirror, Peter Parker saw the perfect muscles on his body that were engraved with knives and axes. His whole body was filled with well-developed muscles...

Peter Parker was completely dumbfounded. He touched his neck. It was intact and there was no scar at all.

Peter Parker, who had spent the whole morning in a daze, came to the shade of a tree and sat quietly on a bench thinking.

Peter Parker arched his arms, looking at the powerful biceps, he frowned, with a puzzled expression on his face, and murmured in a low voice: "What on earth was going on in that dream? Mine

Why did such an amazing change happen to my body?”

"As long as I am bitten by a spider, will I become that Spider-Man? But that is not a spider in reality, but a spider in a dream..."

"Does the spirit really react on the body? Can activities in dreams really affect changes in the real world? Everything that happened to me is really unscientific, and there is no theory that can explain it...

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"What should I do now? No one will believe me if I say this... Everyone will just think that I am a mutant."

"Well, even if I don't have the X gene, no one will believe that I'm not a mutant. They will only think that I am a special mutant..."

"If the identity of the mutants is really confirmed, then everything will be terrible. Mutants are all people that everyone hates and fears. Alas, then, Mary Jane and I will really have no chance...

"

Thinking of this, Peter Parker couldn't help but twitch the corners of his mouth, revealing a bitter smile.

He let out a long sigh and stretched out his finger tremblingly towards the empty Coke can on the trash can.

There was a "whoosh" sound.

A white spider web shot directly from Peter Parker's fingertips, and instantly exploded the empty Coke can on the trash can like a bullet.

What happened in the dream became reality at this moment, reflecting on Peter Parker.

Seeing this, Peter Parker finally determined that he was no longer a normal person, and he had to force himself to accept this fact.

But no matter what, when the dream is linked to reality, even this admission is difficult to accept.

Because this is a bit too unexpected and unscientific...

"Spider-Man? It seems to be a good thing to be respected and loved by all New Yorkers..." Peter Parker opened his eyes wide, and a smile appeared on his face. He just couldn't accept it, but he somewhat enjoyed this feeling.

He rubbed his head and murmured in a low voice: "I seem to have become a monster..."

"For a horrible monster like me, would Jake and Tony be okay with me?"

"Will they hate me?"

Thinking of this, Peter Parker took out his mobile phone and made a call to Tony Stark.

After the call was connected, there was a sound of howling wind.

Peter Parker whispered: "Tony Godfather, do you have time? I seem to have become different."

"What? What did you say?" Tony Stark, who was flying in the air without a steel helmet, heard only the roar of the wind and nothing else. He didn't hear Peter Parker's voice at all.