Marvel: I have a serious mental illness

"Peter, we can't tell others what to do. Because that's their right and freedom... But what can we tell ourselves to do? Because that's also our right and freedom."

Uncle Ben's voice was very soft, but his tone was not relaxed, and even a bit heavy.

Uncle Ben is already very old.

He doesn't know which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident?

therefore.

He always wants to teach Peter Parker all the principles of life he has learned.

Uncle Ben knows that his thoughts are old and decadent, and he knows that the principles of life he has understood are not perfect.

He also knows that he is not a successful person. His life has nothing to do with success, and he has even been entangled with failure.

If you look at it this way, the failed principle of life seems to have no value and meaning...

But that's not the case.

Failure does not mean failure, and failure should not be completely denied.

Because mediocrity can be considered a type of failure.

Uncle Ben's failure cannot make Peter Parker successful, it can only make him a mediocre person.

A mediocre person may not shine, may not be respected, or may not enjoy a rich life.

But equally…

He will not cause any damage to this world.

He will not hurt others wantonly, and he will not do bad things.

He is silent, he is taciturn, he abides by morals and laws, and he is self-restrained.

He seems to be the bottom cornerstone that no one wants to be a part of.

But no one can deny the importance of cornerstones.

Because it is the mediocrity of the foundation stone that allows the building to be built higher and higher until it reaches the sky.

The word mediocrity is the last bottom line that Uncle Ben has set for Peter Parker, and it is the simple values ​​that Uncle Ben has established for Peter Parker.

Mediocrity is never shameful.

Uncle Ben does not force Peter Parker to become a useful person to society, but he sincerely hopes that Peter Parker can become a harmless person to society.

certainly.

What Uncle Ben hopes more is that Peter Parker can become a useful person to society.

However, his age does not guarantee that he will be able to see that day coming.

Therefore, he would choose to settle for the next best thing.

Listening to Uncle Ben's teachings, a warm smile appeared on Peter Parker's face. He raised his hand, looked at Uncle Ben, and said very gently: "Uncle Ben, I promise you, I will never be like that.

People, I will abide by the law, restrain myself, and become a moral person."

"Uncle Ben, don't worry, Peter Parker will always be Peter Parker, he won't change."

"If I have the ability, I will definitely use my ability to help those in need... because with greater ability comes greater responsibility."

Peter Parker said this heavy oath in a very relaxed tone.

This time, it was he who took the initiative to say the phrase "The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility" and understood this truth.

Instead of Uncle Ben taking the initiative to say it and using death to teach him the last lesson in life.

This time, Uncle Ben doesn't need to die.

This time, he will not regret it, and he will not be unable to sleep in pain at midnight.

This time, he will not fall into confusion and confusion because of some failures, some criticisms, or some unacceptable truths. He will be like a helpless child who can only secretly wipe his tears in the corner.

This time, he will be happy, joyful, and happy.

Because his relatives are still there, the people important to him are still there, and they will always be there.

It was the dream that lasted for many days that allowed Peter Parker to change like this.

In those dreams that lasted for many days, he lived the life of Spider-Man, which was a very painful life.

In that painful life, he had no Mr. Jake, no Uncle Ben, no Aunt May, no Stark, no Mary Jane, no Gwen, no Ned...

He lost everything he held dear.

Family, friendship, love...all left him.

He is a hero in people's hearts.

But he is also a failed man.

Fortunately, it was just a bizarre dream.

Peter Parker clenched his fists gently. This time he would never lose everything, and he would never allow what happened in his dream to happen again.

He wants to be a happy Spider-Man.

So, the first thing to do is to save Uncle Ben.

He will become the kind of person Uncle Ben wants to be so that Uncle Ben doesn't have to lose his life trying to teach him.

"With great power comes great responsibility..." Listening to Peter Parker's words, Uncle Ben opened his eyes wide and couldn't help but repeat it.

He was very surprised now. He was surprised that Peter Parker could understand such a truth, and he was happy that Peter Parker could understand such a truth.

Uncle Ben couldn't help but smile.

He was so happy, he had never been so happy as he was today.

Peter, this kid has really grown up...

He fulfilled his responsibilities as an uncle, he fulfilled his responsibilities as a brother, and he fulfilled his responsibilities as a guardian.

Not only did he raise his nephew to adulthood, but he also taught him to become a good person with noble moral character, giving him a good education in all aspects, both physically and mentally.

Even if he dies one day, he can face his brother calmly.

"Peter, you have really grown up, and uncle is really happy..." Uncle Ben gave Peter Parker a thumbs up and praised loudly.

"Uncle Ben, you can no longer treat me like a child. I am about to graduate from high school and will soon become a college student. I can already take care of myself...Uncle Ben, now, you can too

Take a good rest, give yourself a holiday, do whatever you want, and enjoy your freedom..." Peter Parker raised his eyebrows, with a smile on his lips.

"Hey, Peter, I'm not a bad old man who can't do anything. I have endless energy in my body now. I have to buy all kinds of gifts for your Aunt May... This year, I'm working hard.

In half a year, buy a new second-hand car and take your Aunt Mei out for a trip. She really wants to go to Niagara Falls. This is her dream..." Uncle Ben stretched out and couldn't help but twitching his eyebrows. He now

Really happy.

"Uncle Ben, I have money, I can buy you a car..." Peter Parker said with a smile.

After listening to Peter Parker's words, Uncle Ben's smile disappeared and his expression became serious.

He looked into Peter Parker's eyes and said in a deep voice: "Peter, did you earn your money yourself?"

"No, that's not... you didn't earn your money yourself. Your godfather gave you the money. You can't use this money to fulfill your filial piety, because it's not your money!"

When Peter Parker heard this, he frowned and asked in confusion: "Uncle Ben, why? Although this is money given to me by Jake's godfather, he said that I can use the money as I wish."

"This money already belongs to me. If I use this money to buy you a car, what's the problem?"

"Even if Godfather Jake knew about it, he wouldn't say anything... He would even praise me and be happy for my behavior..."

"We have become a family, so why should we be so clearly separated? What's the point?"

After hearing this, Uncle Ben sighed softly and said calmly: "Peter, there are some things that are difficult to explain to you. In short, I am doing it for your own good."

"Peter, my suggestion is that you not only don't touch the money, but you even return it to Mr. Jake."

"Peter, if you don't pay it back, sooner or later you will lose yourself..."

"Oh, Uncle Ben, I really don't understand why you have such thoughts? Lose yourself? Am I a person who is blind to money?" Peter Parker stood up suddenly, he was a little sullen, he felt that Uncle Ben was really

He is too stubborn and can't communicate with him.

"Peter, that's not what I meant. I just hope you don't accept too much good. That will become your weakness..."

"Uncle Ben, that's enough! I don't want to hear these things anymore! I know very well what kind of person I will become in the future, and I also know very well what kind of things I am doing now..."

"call……"

Peter Parker breathed a sigh of relief, took big steps, and walked straight out of the house.

Uncle Ben looked at the scene in front of him in astonishment, with a wry smile on his lips.

"Oh, Ben, when did Peter's temper become so bad? Oh, I can't understand it. One second you two were close uncles and nephews, and the next second you two became tit-for-tat.

The enemy..." Aunt Mei put down the magazine in her hand, her eyes widened and full of doubts. She was a little confused.

She just read the entertainment tabloids seriously for a while, and the uncle and nephew became like this.

"Mei, adolescent children are always like this... one second they are friendly, and the next second they are angry, this is very common... Mei, did I say something too much just now?" Uncle Ben frowned and whispered softly.

asked.

"Sorry, Ben, I didn't listen to the exchange between the two of you...because today's entertainment tabloid is really attractive. It said that our mayor has been replaced, and the handover is now underway. In two days

It will be announced, it's really hard to imagine..." Aunt Mei curled her lips and raised the entertainment tabloid in her hand.

"Hey, Mei, most of the content above is false...who would believe entertainment tabloids?" Uncle Ben said with a smile.

"Ben, sometimes what you say is really hurtful. I believe in the entertainment tabloids! It seems you should really reflect on it. Peter has always been a good boy, he is very gentle, and he never gets angry.

, this must be your problem..." Aunt Mei rolled her eyes, took the entertainment tabloid in her hand, walked straight into the bedroom, and then slammed the door.

Uncle Ben was stunned for a moment, stretched out his hand and scratched his head. He looked at the empty dishes on the table, lowered his head, and murmured in a low voice: "Is it really my problem? Am I too sensitive? All my worries are gone.

Is it redundant?”

"It seems that I have to find another opportunity to have a good chat with Peter. Alas, I really didn't mean that he was jealous of money. Why didn't this kid just listen to me and finish my sentence?"

"Peter, I just don't want you to be too dependent on Mr. Jake. If you spend his money today, you will want his help tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow..."

"Human desire is like rolling stones on a high mountain. Once it starts, it can never be stopped. Unless...these stones are originally at the bottom of the mountain."

…

The streets of Queens.

Peter Parker was walking alone on the street, looking a little depressed.

He didn't want to quarrel with Uncle Ben, he had tried his best to have a good communication with Uncle Ben.

But in the end he couldn't hold it back, lost his temper, and had a quarrel with Uncle Ben.

He understands Uncle Ben's kindness towards him, and he understands what Uncle Ben said.

However, understanding is one thing and acceptance is another... understanding and acceptance are two completely different things.

Peter Parker sighed lightly, Uncle Ben was still too stubborn.

He just wanted to show his filial piety and use the money given to him by Jake's godfather to buy a car for Uncle Ben. What's wrong with this?

Could it be that what Jake’s godfather gave to him can no longer be given to others?

There is no such truth in the world.

This kind of reasoning doesn't work.

Uncle Ben, I know you are doing it for my own good. You don’t want me to rely too much on Godfather Jake... You don’t want me to continue to be favored by Godfather Jake. You don’t want me to lose myself step by step and become a “slave” to Godfather Jake.

.

Uncle Ben, your idea is not wrong.

But there is one thing you forgot...

Couldn't that kind of dependence be avoided without spending Jake's godfather's money?

Wouldn't I lose myself if I didn't spend Jake's godfather's money?

impossible……

Godfather Jake and I are inseparable.

He will forever influence me, and I will forever be influenced by him.

Because he gave me this life.

How can I repay this huge kindness?

Uncle Ben, this is a kindness that I cannot repay no matter how hard I try!

I already owe so much to Jake's godfather, so spending a little more money is not a big deal...

Peter Parker is very conscious, he is very conscious of the situation he is in now.

He is very clear about the relationship between himself and Zhou Ran, and the two of them are really inseparable now.

Even if Zhou Ran does something wrong, Peter Parker cannot choose to be his enemy. All he can do is to dissuade him over and over again.

As for whether these dissuasion are of any use, that can only be left to God.

In addition, Peter Parker also firmly believes that Zhou Ran will not make mistakes. He has always been a person who is admired and respected by others.

Even if Zhou Ran does something wrong, Peter Parker cannot choose to be his enemy. All he can do is to dissuade him over and over again.

As for whether these dissuasion are of any use, that can only be left to God.

In addition, Peter Parker also firmly believes that Zhou Ran will not make mistakes. He has always been a person who is admired and respected by others.

In addition, Peter Parker also firmly believes that Zhou Ran will not make mistakes. He has always been a person who is admired and respected by others.

In addition, Peter Parker also firmly believes that Zhou Ran will not make mistakes. He has always been a person who is admired and respected by others.