Marvel: I have a serious mental illness

After listening to what Nick Fury said.

There was a strange color in Natasha's eyes. She frowned and lowered her head. Her face was suddenly divided into two halves, one half sad and the other half happy.

A weird laugh came out of her mouth, while she murmured: "Hehehe... red house... red house... I am the black widow... the black widow... no, I am the clown... I am the clown who has been reborn.

…who am I?”

"Hehehe... I am the Black Widow, I am not the Joker... I am not the Black Widow... I am the Joker..."

"Hehehe... the red house... where is the red house? What exactly is the red house?"

"Hehehe...what am I?"

"..."

This weird laughter, coupled with the intermittent murmurs, is simply like the screams of the devil in hell. It is extremely weird and harsh, and it is not like the sound that a human can make.

It was an indescribable, untouchable, indescribable, indescribable chaos and fear.

Natasha suddenly raised her head, stared at the agents in the room with a pair of red eyes, her state was extremely crazy, and she roared hysterically: "Who am I?"

"Who am I?"

"Who am I?"

Facing Black Widow's eyes full of chaos and madness, Nick Fury broke into a cold sweat on his back, but he did not choose to escape and step back. He chose to look directly at Black Widow, like a person without any emotion.

He asked in a cold voice: "Natalia Aryanovna Romanova, you are a spy trained by the Red Room. You are a cold and ruthless weapon. In order to graduate smoothly, for

To be able to survive, that day, you killed all your companions with your own hands, you killed all your friends with your own hands! That day you chose to become the Black Widow!"

"But now you have a second chance to choose. Either kill us with your own hands and transform from Black Widow to the Joker, or get rid of the Joker's shadow and become Natasha, a senior agent of S.H.I.E.L.D. again!"

"You have already shouldered an irrepayable blood debt, do you want to bear another one?"

Nick Fury asked with a cold face, while putting his right hand into his trouser pocket and gripping the loaded pistol in his trouser pocket. It was a pistol that could be fired at any time. His finger was already on the trigger.

, the gun has been pointed at the Black Widow, and if she makes any rash move, the bullet will burst out from the gun and hit her in the head.

Nick Fury will never allow any danger to arise, and this danger itself comes from SHIELD itself. This is a huge joke, this is an extremely huge shame, and this is something that he himself will never tolerate.

Listening to Nick Fury's words that were as cold and ruthless as a knife, Natasha felt a stinging pain in her heart, a pain in her head that felt like it was exploding, and bloody faces appeared in her mind.

Some faces are smiles, some faces are sad, some faces are fear, some faces are angry, some faces are panic, some faces are hate, some faces are relief...

She was very familiar with every face, and she knew every face. Natasha stared blankly at those faces, and huge sadness swept through her whole heart like a tsunami.

A large amount of tears welled up in her eyes unknowingly. She wanted to cry out, but it was stuck in her throat and could not come out. She was so sad that she lost her voice.

Tears streaked down my cheeks, even reaching my lips without even noticing.

The beautiful makeup was also stained by tears, forming an extremely chaotic oil paint. The lipstick on the lips spread to both sides, and the bright red blood-like color spread to the ears bit by bit, looking like a big

's smiling face.

Natasha finally made a sound, but the sound was not crying, but a burst of weird laughter. She whispered desperately: "Jie Jie... the kindest Ellie... hehe... the most beautiful one"

Beina, the most temperamental Sarah, the cutest Lilia, the coldest Irene, the most easily angry Sanna, the most annoying Kelly, the most timid Jesse... Lan who no one loves

Ni..."

Then countless whispers sounded in her ears in an instant.

"Natasha, my best friend, kill me! Ellie, I really don't blame you. I'm very happy to die in your hands. This is better than dying in the hands of others. You must live.

, you want to leave this hell, you really want to see the outside world... Will it be as cold outside as here? Is it the same for children as old as us outside? Take my share of survival and help me

Look at those views..."

This is the kindest Ellie.

"Oh, oh, oh, Natasha, please, please let me go! I am not a threat to you at all, am I? Please, Jesse really doesn't want to die..."

This is the most timid Jesse.

"Natasha, we have competed together many times. This time it will be you who will die. I, Sanna, will be the one who survives in the end!"

This is the most angry Sanna.

"Natasha, you will spend the rest of your life in pain! You will be unloved like me for the rest of your life! I, Lanny, will be waiting for you in hell!"

This is the Lanny no one loves.

"Natasha, it's really cold here, colder than Erin's body. We are good friends, but I have dragged you down. We don't have a grain of food anymore. And I was injured in the last battle.

My body really can't hold it anymore... Only one person can survive in this ice field, so Natasha, please eat me... You must survive..."

This is the aloof Erin.

"..."

"..."

"Natalia Aryanovna Romanova, congratulations on coming back alive. You have become the best spy in the Red Room. You will be awarded the title of Black Widow!"

This is a ruthless general.

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Natasha knelt down in great pain, held her head in her hands and knocked it hard on the ground, her forehead was red from the impact, and she cried extremely loudly.

: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm really sorry...Natasha didn't mean it...Natasha really didn't mean it...she didn't want to kill you..."

Seeing this, Nick Fury couldn't help but let out a long sigh, he finally succeeded, it was stable, it was stable this time.

Black Widow's current state is somewhat normal. She will definitely get better and wake up.

She will definitely wake up, before the clown's fireworks explode.

SHIELD's time is really running out, only fifty-two minutes and forty-seven seconds left.

Nick Fury, who has an insight into the weaknesses of human nature, is very aware of Black Widow's own weaknesses. Black Widow's weakness is her name, the red house.

Her past is buried there, and it is the biggest scar in her heart. It is a wound that she will never dare to face, and a wound that she will never dare to tear open.

That red house was the place she feared most in her life...the place she admired most...

Every successful senior agent will be a patient with a severely damaged soul. They all have serious mental illnesses... They all have a past that they can never face... They all have stories that they cannot tell...

The best way to defeat fear is to replace it with a deeper fear.

The best way to establish worship is to establish a new deity for her.

In the process of self-hypnosis, Black Widow was afraid of clowns and worshiped clowns. She broke her rules bit by bit and gradually lost herself...

She has gone crazy, really gone crazy, and no longer knows who she is, but she still retains the most primitive fear in her heart, which is the hell called the Red House, and the name she carries...

Nick Fury deserves to be the famous king of agents. He has an insight into the weaknesses of human nature and only thought for a moment before he found the best way.

This is the best method, but it is also the most violent method, using fear to attack fear, awakening the past in Black Widow's heart that she has never wanted to face, and awakening the most primitive fear in her heart.

Use this most primitive fear to break the darkness and shadows brought by clowns.

Is this why Nick Fury ultimately chose Black Widow for this hypnosis?

It's because Black Widow has enough potential to become a clown, and she also has enough primitive fears to escape the clown's fear...