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The latest website: Looking at the clown in front of him, Zhou Ran's expression was a little dazed.

He suddenly remembered what Clark had said to him: "Zhou, I want to tell you a secret, a very important secret, there is more than one personality in your body... So, in the future, you should rarely see that Cornell doctor , no matter how good your relationship with him is, there are still many things you cannot say."

It seems that the clown in front of him is the rest of the personality that Clark reminded.

Zhou Ran frowned, and he remembered the sentence that Dr. Cornell said in a strange tone when he was in the Presbyterian Hospital of Cornell Hospital at noon, with a crazy laugh on his face: "why so?"

So, has Dr. Cornell seen the Joker?

What did he mean by that sentence? Is he reminding me, or has he been bewitched and infected by the clown, or is it just a coincidence that he simply said such a sentence?

"Jake? Why don't you speak? What are you thinking?" The clown had arrived behind Zhou Ran at some point, put his hands on Zhou Ran's shoulders, and leaned against his ears, asking in a low voice. .

A smile appeared on the corner of the clown's mouth, and his tone was very gentle.

Feeling the damp heat coming from his ears, and listening to the words whispered like a devil, Zhou Ran couldn't help trembling all over, and his face was a little pale.

He was a little scared.

Zhou Ran couldn't help being afraid.

After all, as long as he is a normal person, he should not want to have close contact with clowns.

If you just watch the clown's video, you will fall in love with the clown, and be attracted by the mysterious charm and indescribable madness of the clown.

But when standing next to the clown, no one can face it normally.

No matter who you are, you will be afraid.

Of course, there are exceptions to this, and the bat that flies in the night in Gotham does not.

Zhou Ran is obviously not that bat, and this is not the DC next door, there are no bats.

The clown is here and has no natural enemies.

"jake,

Are you afraid of me? "The clown blinked, smiled, and said.

Hearing the clown's question, Zhou Ran took a deep breath, calmed down his nervousness and fear, and said slowly, "Are you afraid? Of course you are! I don't think there is anyone who is not afraid of clowns anywhere!"

"Like the bat in Gotham night, he can deal with all enemies casually, but he can't deal with the clown alone. It's hard to say whether he is afraid of the clown or not?"

"Of course, fanatical clown believers like Harley Quinn are not counted. She is as confused as the clown, and there is no fear."

"But being afraid obviously can't solve the problem. The clown doesn't know why. Compared with being afraid, I am more purely curious about you."

"I'm curious, how long have you been in my body? Why did you appear at this time? And why do you say that I am your god?"

Listen to Zhou Ran's words.

The clown clapped his hands, laughed loudly, and said, "Today is a very happy night for me, Jake, do you know? I've wanted to meet you for a long time, but I'm afraid you'll be afraid Me, afraid of me, hating me, hostile to me, and even deliberately trying to kill me."

"After all, the clown is an alien! No normal person can accept that there is an alien, a monster living in his body."

"Fortunately, you are only afraid of fear, and there is no hatred or hostility. This has exceeded my expectations, which surprised me."

Hearing this, Zhou Ran pushed his glasses, suppressed the fear in his heart, stood up and looked into the clown's eyes, and said with complicated emotions: "Clown, have you heard the story about Ye Gong's good dragon?"

"A long time ago, there was a man named Ye Gong. He liked dragons very much. He filled everything in his house with dragon-related items, dragon buildings, dragon pictures, and finally dragons really came. When he came to Ye Gong's side, Ye Gong, who likes dragons, was frightened to death."

"This is the story of Ye Gong's love of dragons. I used to be Ye Gong, and you are the dragon I admire the most."

"So, I like you very much and I am curious about you. There is no hatred and hostility, but fear and fear are inevitable."

"Hahaha, like me? Curious about me?" The clown raised his eyebrows, laughed, and said very excitedly: "Sure enough, today is my lucky day, Jake, I never thought you would say such a thing. It really exceeded my expectations!"

The clown blinked, laughed, and said, "Hey, but Jake, I was suddenly a little confused. In the morning, you saw Clark Kent and Superman!"

"Then, when you first discovered that there was another personality in your body, you went to the hospital and found a doctor. But when you came to me, you were so calm, which is a bit too abnormal."

"So Jake, I suspect you're lying to me."

"However, it doesn't matter whether you lie or not, because even if it's a lie, I'm still very happy, extremely happy."

Zhou Ran heard this, smiled, and explained: "Joker, it's because you and Clark have different attitudes. Clark has always maintained an equal position with me. Although he calls me a personality, I can still feel his personality." A sense of equality."

"And here, I can feel your attitude, you have always been humble, and you also said, I am your god."

"It's really hard to hear such words from a clown's mouth, so who is lying?"

Zhou Ran smiled, and he threw the question of lying to the clown again, and he was looking forward to the clown's answer.

Zhou Ran didn't lie, sometimes it feels really weird.

No matter from which point of view, the existence of the Joker is more dangerous than Superman.

From the perspective of personality, Superman Clark Kent is a bright and kind personality, while the clown is a dark and evil personality.

But the clown feels really kind to Zhou Ran, which is really absurd.

There are even more absurd things, Zhou Ran can't believe the absurd illusion in his heart, he seems to be able to kill the clown easily, and the clown will not resist at all.

And the clown still seems to be expecting this to happen, which is so absurd that Zhou Ran really can't believe it.

Hear Zhou Ran's rhetorical question.

The clown shook his head, with a crazy laugh on his face, and said: "Jake, I have been waiting for this day for a long, long time, I have always wanted to see it, I want to merge with you and dedicate myself to you, Then you will have all my strength."

"You who have been living depressed in this world for a long time, and you who are afraid of safety, you should be very eager for the Dionysus factor!"

"With the Dionysus factor, you will gain the strongest self-healing ability, you will be an immortal existence, nothing in this world can kill you, no matter what kind of danger you encounter, you can survive."

"So, come and kill me! After you kill me, you will get everything from me. I left you a lot of things. Kill me and you will find everything!"

"Why?" Zhou Ran frowned, and asked very puzzled: "Clown, why do you expect me to kill you? I had this feeling in my heart just now, but I still can't believe it."

"What exactly do you want? Why do you want me to kill you so badly?"

After hearing this, the clown frowned, opened his arms, tilted his head, and looked into Zhou Ran's eyes. For the first time, he didn't laugh, and he didn't laugh wildly.

He looked very serious, and said in an extremely serious tone: "Jake, don't ask why? Only after you kill me will you know the answer."

"In short, if you don't kill me, you will regret it sooner or later! Some things can only be changed by killing me. If you don't kill me, although I don't know what will happen in the future, it is definitely not a good thing!"

"I'm sure that's definitely not a good thing, and it will be something that you will regret very much!"

"Don't you want to have the Dionysus factor? After having the Dionysus factor, you can do whatever you want? There will be no more things that can hurt you in this world, and you will be truly free."

The clown took a deep breath, paused, and continued: "You don't have to wear a mask to disguise yourself like before, Jake, think about it carefully, have you really been happy these years?"

"These years you are not happy at all! In order to protect yourself, you force yourself to do things you don't like every day, you work hard, you work hard to make friends with Tony Stark, you do everything you can to gain his trust , become his friend."

"Jake, how many years have you not been your true self? Ask yourself, do you really want to be the perfect Mr. Jake that you molded? Do you really want to be that kind of person? Do you really want to live the way others see you?"

"Do you really need those loud compliments? Do you really enjoy the expressions of envy, longing, shock, and admiration when others see you?"

"These are not what you really want. You have done so much and enjoyed such a great reputation, isn't it just to get the attention of the world? Isn't it because you don't want to be an abandoned child who can be thrown away at will? Isn't it For your own safety?"

"All you really want is to keep yourself safe and go through this life without worry."

"Now, as long as you kill me, you can get all of this, easily get all of this, and then live the life you really desire in your heart!"

The clown stretched out his hand and pushed his hair, raised the corner of his mouth, and a crazy laugh appeared on his face, and that smile spread all the way to his ears and feet.

"Hohohoho..."

The clown gave a strange laugh, looked into Zhou Ran's eyes, and said, "Come on, Mr. Jake, make your choice! Yes or no!"

The clown smiled and took out a pistol from his pocket, took Zhou Ran's hand, and stuffed the pistol into Zhou Ran's hand.

The clown raised Zhou Ran's hand, pointed the gun at his head, licked his lips, and said softly: "Come on! Jake, shoot! Just pull the trigger lightly, and then there's a 'click' , you can get everything you want!"

Hearing what the clown said, Zhou Ran frowned. He glanced at the pistol in his hand and shook his head.

Zhou Ran took a deep breath, stared into the clown's eyes, gritted his teeth, and asked very loudly, "Why? Why is this?"

Zhou Ran was a little confused, he couldn't figure out what the clown was doing? What are you thinking?

Why do you want to die?

He is really a madman! A lunatic who cannot be analyzed at all! A lunatic who has no idea what he's up to!

No one has ever been able to figure out what the clown is thinking?

The bat flying in Gotham at night can only guess a little bit. It is simply impossible to guess all the actions of the clown.

But one thing is certain, the clown will never do some unclear things, everything he does has its own purpose and meaning.

Although the clown likes to cause killing and cause fear and chaos, killing and the fear and chaos caused by killing are definitely not the purpose of the clown.

He must have a deeper thought, and every step he takes has a deeper thought.

Especially the matter of choosing death can make the clown choose death, so there must be something profound behind it.

This lunatic is not afraid of death, but he will never let himself die in vain, he will never die without knowing why.

Zhou Ran doesn't know what the clown is planning?

His finger was on the trigger, but he was having a hard time getting it off.

This kind of yes or no multiple choice question is really annoying!

Everything that happened after the trigger was pulled was unknown, and this unknown was something that Zhou Ran couldn't predict and couldn't guess.

It's like a magic box in Pandora's hands. If you don't open it, you won't know what's inside?

This is like Schrödinger's cat in physics. If you don't open it, you won't know whether the cat inside is alive or dead?

Full of unknowns and uncertainties!

It's not as simple as multiple choice questions in an exam, where there are only right and wrong answers!

This is a human choice, this is a choice about life.

This multiple-choice question has never been right or wrong, no one can know which one is the correct answer!

Life is too long and full of uncertainties, it is impossible to affect everything just because of one choice!

But the clown has ruled out all options, leaving him with only one option.

The clown said a lot of things, just to tell him that yes is the most correct choice for this question!

When he chooses yes, he will become better.

Zhou Ran frowned, his hands were shaking crazily.

The index finger touched the trigger, and then released it, and the cycle continued like this.

Zhou Ran gasped for air, looked at the clown silently, and said nothing.

Zhou Ran's eyes had already told the clown the answer, he would never choose to shoot before he knew why and before he got an explanation.

Seeing this, the clown pressed the pistol in Zhou Ran's hand tightly to his forehead.

With a grim face, he opened his mouth and laughed loudly, and said, "Hohohoho, Jake, I'll let you kill me!"

"Now let you see, what did I do with your body while you were asleep?"