Marvel: Starts with a Zanpakuto

After a kiss, everything is gone.

Between the flashing and extinguishing moments, there seemed to be a cold voice resounding in Lord's mind.

"Persevere, you must persevere."

"No matter what happens, no matter what you see, no matter what you feel...

"Please, please... keep it up."

"Don't give up on yourself, I will stay with you until the end of time."

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Cold, damp, suffocating, painful.

In the boundless dark ocean, Lord wandered aimlessly like driftwood.

It's just that his eyes were tightly closed, a look of pain condensed between his eyebrows, and the whole person looked like he was in a coma.

No, it's not a coma!

Lord's consciousness is still very clear, but he just can't move, and can't even feel any sensations.

His five senses are like being shielded, with eyes unable to see, nose unable to smell, ears unable to hear, mouth unable to speak, hands but unable to reach, and even the spiritual power in his body disappears.

This feeling... is terrible!

Having lost his five senses and spiritual power, he became an ordinary person again.

But as an ordinary person, he was immersed in this icy ocean, and there was no way to borrow from his feet. No matter how hard he tried to stand firm, he eventually fell into the water within a few seconds.

Nearly suffocating water flowed into his nose, filled his nose and throat, and infiltrated his lungs and stomach.

The cold water filled his stomach, and the prolonged suffocation made the lungs fierce and painful. Due to the desire to survive in his heart, Lord experienced several struggles and finally reached the surface before his energy was exhausted.

"Ah...huh...huh..."

A puff of fresh air poured in, followed by Lord's stomach spasm, spitting out the water that had just been poured in.

However, a wave suddenly set off on the calm sea, and once again drove him, who had just escaped, into the deep water.

The sudden wave made Lord completely unprepared. He was caught off guard and choked into more water. His whole body was as painful as being torn apart, but the water became like a raging fire, burning his lungs and brain. .

Finally, he suffocated.

The darkness enveloped him, and his consciousness gradually sank.

Lord was dead, drowned alive, experiencing the pain of suffocation and choking, his face became distorted as a result.

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Cold, damp, suffocating, painful.

In the boundless dark ocean, Lord wandered aimlessly like driftwood.

The sinking consciousness was awakened, and he woke up again.

Only this time, he felt that something was missing, but he couldn't remember it.

The feeling of suffocation struck again, full of erosion like a raging fire, water flowed into the body frantically from the nose and mouth, and the lungs and brain became muddy. This painful feeling aroused the will to survive, and Lord struggled again. stand up.

He didn't have time to think about why this happened.

There is no time to explore the truth about his resurrection from the dead, he just wants to live!

Puff...Puff...

The water splashed everywhere, and he thumped in the water like a land duck.

But this vast ocean doesn't have any buoyancy, even if he tried all the methods, he couldn't get out of this desperate situation.

Instead... keep dragging him down.

There was no light in the dark water, and the icy temperature made his body gradually stiff.

Consciousness, once again shrouded in darkness, sinks into the depths of this unknown ocean.

Lord is dead.

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Cold, damp, suffocating, painful.

In the boundless dark ocean, Lord wandered aimlessly like driftwood.

Perception was reduced to the freezing point, consciousness was on the verge of disintegration, the struggling Lord, repeatedly suffocated and drowned in the water, violently dying, as if being tightly entangled by a poisonous snake, took him away. All oxygen.

Countless thoughts began to emerge one after another.

They spewed out like volcanic lava, unbridled destruction trampled his will.

Lord tried to sum up the experience, but it was useless. The summed up experience was useless. The new method tried was useless. The will to survive was wiped out bit by bit. Numerous torture and pain pushed him slowly. To the'edge of the cliff'.

He died again.

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Cold, damp, suffocating, painful.

In the boundless dark ocean, Lord wandered aimlessly like driftwood.

Countless struggles, countless attempts, countless...resurrection.

He finally knew what he had lost.

In the deaths, his emotions were gradually peeled away again, as if he was pulling a cocoon, a little bit of his brain was pulled out.

The dark water is as silent as death.

Lord, who had lost everything, hugged himself like a baby.

A voice gradually amplified in his mind, reverberating in the dark water, whether he was willing to listen or not.

Suicide.....

Suicide...

Suicide...

So tired..... Really tired...

As long as you die, everything will be fine.

No need to endure this kind of pain, no need to be tortured, no more effort, no more struggle.

Yes.

As long as you die, everything will be over.

There was a silent urge, like a tens of thousands of swords pierced into the heart, which severely erased his will to survive.

A faint flame seems to be extinguished in the strong wind.

Is it still dead?

No... can't die!

Why are you struggling?

Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!

Hey, he looks so capable, he's so uncomfortable, why don't you give up?

Those who won't give up can't give up.

He has not figured out whether he wants to live struggling or die in relief.

Even the belief in working hard to live seems to be gradually being stripped out.

"No! No! No!"

"It's not like this, it's not like this, it's not like this!"

"Can't die! Can't die! Can't die! Can't die! Can't die!"

"Hold on! Don't give up!"

"Looking back...thinking back...those past times..."

"When you are happy, when you are sad, when you are suffering, when you are lonely... no matter what kind of suffering you are going through, never give up on yourself, look up...Look at the sun tomorrow, Look for...the thing you love!"

"Even if you are stuck in the quagmire, don't give up'struggle'."

"No!!!"

With a hysterical roar, Lord finally opened his eyes.

The dark ocean that had imprisoned and tortured him, along with this roar, disappeared silently.

Instead, there is a pure and thorough world.

The clear water surface reflects the color of the sky, and the vast blue sky is endless, with long white clouds dotted on it, like a rare canvas in the world, reflecting the clearest beauty in this world.

The serenity that has never been felt soothes his pain.

There was sorrow that could not be wiped away in Lord's eyes, and tears seemed to slowly fall from the corners of his eyes.

He seemed to have died once, but came back alive.

It's just the feeling of pain, weakness, exhaustion, and even wanting to give up life and use death to get rid of it, that he can never forget.

Tick...

A drop of tears fell into the clear water, and ripples suddenly appeared.

Lord lowered his head slowly ~www.wuxiaspot.com~ The clear water reflected his face. It was a young man with short black hair and looked a little decadent. His appearance was not handsome, but his eyes had a single look. Kind of unspeakable perseverance and determination.

"Long time no see... Lord."

He looked at that unfamiliar face, and his thoughts turned up for a moment: "So this is my interpretation, no wonder you will stop me, now...I finally understand."

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Under this clear water.

There are countless corpses and bones piled up, buried in the deepest place like a mountain.

A pair of magnificent color eyes gleaming with cracks, like the bright light bursting out of the stars, watching him silently across this clear, mirror-like water.

One up and down, but it seems to be separated by a side of the world.

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