Mecha Star Wars
Chapter 639 The helplessness of being a child
"What happened next?" John Woo parked the car, pulled up the handbrake, and walked toward the cafeteria door with Lin Fan.
"Later, he still didn't quit after several months of quitting." Lin Fan tightened his cotton-padded clothes tightly, folded his hands around his chest and pressed it. "Later, maybe he felt too aggrieved, so he started again. There is no need to quit again."
"But I will always remember that in the most difficult time, he quit smoking and drinking in order to save me money. Even though he failed in the end." Lin Fan lowered his head and smiled.
Later, she took the money and bought her first grilled sausage.
It costs two yuan a piece. It's really delicious. It's a delicacy in the world.
She cried after eating and was reluctant to throw away the sign. She washed it and took it home to put it away.
Later, maybe I ate too much, or maybe the sausage factory changed the ingredients.
To this day, she has never eaten such delicious grilled sausage, even in the special agency and 800.
The lights in the cafeteria were brightly lit, dispelling the darkness outside.
As soon as he stepped in, his whole body was enveloped in light, just like in his memory, Father Lin also stepped into a bright life.
John Woo knew what happened before and after Lin’s father went bankrupt. But there is really no way to know this secret from quitting smoking to save pocket money for my daughter except the person involved.
"So you like your dad more?" John Woo followed Lin Fan to get the tray.
"That's what it looks like on the surface." Lin Fan pushed the tray in front without looking back.
"On the surface?" John Woo asked.
"The question of whether you prefer dad or mom is used to trick children." Lin Fan turned around and smiled, "I used to think that I liked dad more than mom. But then Jin Sichen woke me up and realized that maybe I didn't like mom. I don’t like it, I just care about it when I ask for it but don’t get it.”
This is really what Jin Sichen would do. John Woo grinned.
"Because dad is not often at home, he likes mom but doesn't like dad. Or because mom can't meet his expectations, he likes dad but doesn't like mom..." Lin Fan shook his head, "I'm past that age. It's just that my dad She is indeed easier to get along with and communicate with than my mother. So on the surface, I do like my father more."
Lin Fan once hated Mother Lin very much.
I hate him so much that I don't want to continue seeing her. She once felt that Mother Lin was the source of all tragedies.
But the more I hate it, the more I can't let it go, and the tighter the lock in my heart is, making me suffocate.
Jin Sichen spent a lot of effort on reconciling with Lin's mother.
He stood in Lin Fan's perspective and sorted out life with her. The good and bad qualities of Lin Ma were analyzed.
Help Lin Fan scold Lin's mother, point out her mistakes, and do all kinds of harm to Lin Fan.
Lin Fan got support little by little from the conversation with Jin Sichen. It turned out that she was not the one who was wrong. It turned out that someone understood her.
But Lin Ma’s mistakes are difficult to change after all.
Her character and age determined her life. Lin Fan almost died several times without turning her around, and there was basically no need to make other meaningless attempts.
So Jin Sichen's final plan was to let Lin Fan let go.
It's not due to great love, choose to forgive.
It was to let Lin Fan free himself and let go of the pain of the past, so he downplayed the causes and effects of Lin's mother in it and objectively forgiven him.
That is to say, pay less attention to her, think of her less, reduce the impact of her words and deeds on you, and subjectively ignore her.
Lin Fan tried it and it worked.
Later, after her good job was exposed, Lin's mother rarely asked for trouble. Lin Fan also found a way to get along harmoniously with Lin's mother.
As for the past...let it be.
Life is pretty good now, so why dwell on the pain of the past and ignore the happy life of the present.
"Although it's quite touching that your dad quit smoking for you, it's not life-and-death yet, right?" John Woo remembered what she just said, but you can't quit until you're life-or-death.
"Hi, this was before." Lin Fan waved his hand and took the food without looking back. "Later on, didn't my dad have high blood pressure? He almost had a stroke and was hospitalized for a long time. The doctor asked him to stop smoking and drinking."
"He didn't quit." John Woo knew it without asking.
Dad Lin's monthly smoking and drinking expense reports are all on his computer.
"Quit. He was terrible at that time." Lin Fan sneered, "But within three months, it sprouted again."
"I once told him the seriousness of this matter very seriously." Lin Fan turned around and looked at John Woo seriously, "Smoking and drinking are not only harmful to his body, but will also have an impact on the medicine he takes. Smoking and drinking would harm the health of normal people, not to mention that he almost had a stroke. Not every time you are so lucky."
"He didn't listen." John Woo affirmed.
Lin Fan sighed and turned back, continuing to walk forward.
"It's good if you can listen. The convenience for parents is probably that they can do whatever they want with their age and status."
"My dad told me that he also wanted to quit, but he just couldn't help it. After so many years, smoking and drinking have become an indispensable part of his life. He may not know when he will die, but Without smoking and drinking, he would be worse off than if he were dead.”
"Actually, he had been quitting for more than three months at that time. If he persists, he won't be able to quit." Lin Fan lowered his head. "Is it useful? If it were possible, I would want to tie him up and give him a good beating."
It's not easy to quit, and she knows the pain in her heart.
Never mind the feeling she had when she quit taking drugs. But she managed to hold on for a breath and stopped taking the medicine.
Later, Lin Fan also thought that if she could quit, Father Lin might not be able to quit.
Keren and Renren are independent individuals. There is no reason why she can ask Father Lin to do the same, right?
The main reason why she succeeded was because of poverty.
But when Father Lin was at his poorest, he didn’t quit, right?
"His eyes were full of tears at that time, and I thought about how he had saved me money and quit smoking and drinking, so I relented."
Lin Fan shook his head helplessly and smiled, "Actually, people are the first person responsible for their own safety. If you don't take yourself seriously, what's the use of others talking about it? Just let him go."
Lin Fan let out a long sigh, feeling uncomfortable.
John Woo patted his shoulder and said, "Don't think about it. I think uncle is in good health."
Lin Fan forced a smile.
I am over 60 years old and have underlying diseases. I smoke two packs a day and drink half a bottle of liquor with one meal. How long can I get better?
But it's pointless to keep saying these depressing words, after all, Father Lin is indeed not doing well.
Since you can't change his will, just enjoy the good parts.
"So, you can't persuade them to quit smoking. When it's time to quit, they quit on their own." Lin Fan clapped his hands on his shoulders and concluded his speech.
Throw all the bad things in your head into the corner and move on to find food.
The two of them stopped mentioning the matter and filled three plates full of delicious food.
When I walked to the checkout, I was dumbfounded.
Lin Fan had an 800 badge, but he came out in a hurry and didn't bring it with him.
There is no money in the other visitor badges worn by John Woo.
The two of them stared at each other, then laughed.
It's too sloppy, it's all over the place.
The 800 toll collector had a very good attitude. He knew that they could not eat the Overlord meal, so he asked the two of them to go to the side first and wait.
Lin Fan took out his phone and was about to call someone over for help when he heard a crisp sound behind him.
"Eh? Lin Fan, is that you?"
In fact, being a child is a lot of helpless things.
When a child is disobedient in childhood, he can be beaten or scolded. That is education.
But what should I do if the old man disobeys me? He cannot be beaten or scolded, and he will be told later that he is unfilial.
Not being obedient is not filial, not giving money is not filial, not doing a good job is not filial, not getting married on time is not filial...
When I was a child, my parents loved me better and I enjoyed a happy childhood. However, many of them left me alone when they were young and have to support them when they are older. I feel pitiful when I hear that.
Being a kid is so hard.
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