MEMORIZE

"I didn't recognize you…So you've lost all your memories.

"No, I told you at first. It wasn't total amnesia, it was partial amnesia."

Ahn shook his head left and right with a gloomy face. I clasped my fingers in both hands and thought quietly.

One thing that's disappointing is that I heard about the past from Ahn Hyun's mouth. He talked from his own point of view, and as such, the story of what happened to Ansol seemed to be quite lacking in specifics. I didn't really have anything to say because I was barely home at the time.

I sort of organized my thoughts and slowly opened my mouth.

"That means there are things you remember and things you can't do."

"Yes, according to the doctor...He said he'd forgotten most of his painful memories. There's a lot of possibilities, but it's most likely that there's a kind of self-defense instinct that I don't want to remember anymore….”

“…….”

"My head went blank the moment I heard that. To say that you've forgotten me means that your brother was deeply resentful of being an older brother."

I nodded calmly. Although he did not hear from Ansol's point of view, the situation was fully sympathetic.

The family feud between a disgraced family and their mother's suicide. Long-standing, domestic violence accompanied by abuse. bullying at school And finally, father's suicide.

Moreover, it is said that the father was suffering from severe schizophrenia.

In terms of circumstances, genetic and mental disorders were inevitable. In a world where there was no one on his side, it was surprising that Ansol did not pray for suicide in his personality.

No, maybe I did.'

Ahn Hyun may not know, or he may not have said it at all.

I brushed off a couple of times at the beginning of the year and spoke quietly.

"So what happened to Ansol since then?"

"…I was very confused and anxious. He was very reluctant to meet people, and when he was in severe depression, he grabbed his head and cried. To make matters worse, as the symptoms got worse, the age even regressed."

"So that's what's been going on?”

"At the hospital, it was caused by a combination of extreme trauma and stress. He said he would take his time to see how things turn out because he often recovers suddenly.There was no sign of recovery over time."

Ahn Hyun sighed deeply. His eyes were caught in the beginning of the year between my fingers. He shakes his head with excitement when he gives a slight signal because he seems to want to smoke.

I put my hand in my arms in its original position and put my lips on it. Ahn Hyun stepped on the floor with both hands and laid down slightly to open his mouth.

"How did you manage to bring him home like that...At first, I tried to figure something out. When I thought it was just the two of us, I felt a lot of pressure. So with the thought of protecting Sol at any cost...I showed her pictures, I took her to the hospital, and I took her to places we used to hang out."

"Why didn't you do that before?"

"Ha ha. Regret is always late. Anyway, I think we were always together except for working hours. And then, one day. It just occurred to me."

“……?”

Ahn Hyun stopped talking for a while. Then he suddenly looked straight at me and opened his mouth with a clear tone.

"Maybe, it wouldn't be bad to live like this, forgetting your memories."

"…Well."

"Right? How can I comfort myself like this?It just occurred to me that I might be able to make a fresh start.”

"I don't know…."

I personally do not agree with that opinion. However, he did not necessarily speak out of his mind. If Ahn Hyun had stuck to his original idea, he would not have brought this up to me. And I didn't mean to argue because I hadn't experienced that situation.

Soon after, Ahn Hyun's words continued.

"By the way, I don't think anyone who doesn't make it will. I was going to start anew after a long time, but when I opened my eyes, my sister and I came into Hallplane. You know how I feel, don't you?

"…I know."

"I can't believe my brother was summoned on the day he came back from the army. I mean, there's no one who doesn't feel wronged...Well, anyway, it's kind of like. Haha."

Ahn Hyun wrapped up the whole story with words that would never tell whether it was laughter or crying.

A calm night with a clear moonlight. The son-in-law was quiet. Me and Ahn closed our mouths as if we had promised each other promise.

There was a bit of a long silence, and I decided to open my mouth first.

"Hyun-ah, I'm in a position to listen to everything, and I don't dare to guess the pain you've felt in your life. Because it's something I've never experienced before."

"…Yes."

"I don't know if that's why, but if I had told you earlier...I don't think so. I do. Then we could have figured it out a little earlier.

"It's…."

Ahn showed hesitation for a while. However, he answered with a small voice, as if he had thought it was Kim.

"I was afraid I'd be abandoned….”

"Huh?"

When he raised his eyebrows to show what he meant, An-hyeon continued with a louder voice.

"Honestly, it is. Even in modern times, if you're mentally challenged, it's a reality that everyone looks at you with colored glasses on their eyes.And when I first came into the rite of passage. Remember that time...?”

"Oh, at that time....”

It certainly was. I shut my mouth. Ansol showed symptoms of anxiety that he couldn't compare to now, and Park Dong-gul and Lee Shin-woo were mentioned to leave quickly. Maybe Anhyun heard it.

'Wait. Does that mean you're feeling a little better now?'

At the same time, many questions come to mind. However, if I think about it now, I can't find the answer. It was a matter of deciding to take time to solve in the first place.

I cleared my head for a moment and slowly got myself up. Then he approached Ahn Hyun, who was still sitting down, and opened his mouth while touching his shoulder.

"Yes, I understand. I'm sorry to make you say something painful."

"Brother…."

"And thank you for trusting me and telling me."

"No, I'm relieved to hear that. I should have told you earlier. He's not anyone else, he's my brother..”

Ahn Hyun replied with a clumsy smile. Looking at him like that, I suddenly reached out my hand. Ahn Hyun looked at my hand with a blank look and finally held my hand with a smile.

And as soon as I tried to raise my hand, I heard Lee Yu-jung's voice from afar.

"Oppa! Anhyun! Where are you both?" Where are you and what are you doing?"

Me and Anhyun turned our heads at the same time. And we looked at each other again. I breathed out a thin breath and raised Anhyun to continue.

"…The atmosphere has subsided a lot, but shall we go now?"

"Yes, brother. We still have the festival left. (Screams)

Ahn Hyun, who soon got up, shook his hand and stretched out vigorously. Then he bowed politely and opened his mouth.

"Brother, please take good care of Sol from now on. I'll help you as much as I can. Just let me do anything.”

"Yes, of course, I can't guarantee it, but...I promise you this one thing."

I was able to answer coolly because I already had something to say.

"As far as I can go, I'll do my best."

At the end of the sentence I headed to the place where the Clan members gathered.

This time, I'll hold Anhyun's arm.

*

Chung Ha-yeon's proposed rally was successful. Personally, I think this meeting was pretty good. Even though it was only a few days after the festival, I felt that the atmosphere inside the Clan had changed significantly.

Until not long ago, there were quite a few clans in each other, but with this opportunity, we were able to bring all the clans in. Of course, the chronic cold war between the children and Kim Han-byeol showed no signs of fixing yet.

After such a rally, I paged Ansol right after a few days of thinking.

And Ansol was right in front of me. He seemed to have been waiting for my call since he got angry at the time, and as soon as he called, he ran to the paging seat.

I was quietly lost in thought when I saw Ansol playing with his hands down.

To be honest, I don't have a certain confidence. The best weapon I have now was knowing the future and force.

If you were using your power, you wouldn't have even thought about it like this. In the first place, he was not an expert in the field of spirit, and he could not expect potion unconditionally like Baek Seo-yeon. It's easy to break, but it's hard to recover a broken mind once.

But I can't just wash my fingers like this..'

Even if there is no way out right now, they try until they get results. This was the idea I had now. There's a saying, "Knock it, and it'll open."

I decided to wrap up my thoughts and open my mouth.

"Sol."

"Yes, yes?"

Surprised by my name, Ansol answered, raising his head in surprise.

"I've been thinking about this whole time.I think Sol is the least suitable clan member for the current fashion.”

“!”

And the moment I followed, an exclamation point flashed over Ansol's head. Then her eyes were about to tear up, so I could guess how she took it.

"Oh, brother....”

"Look, it's like this again. Why are you already crying when I'm not done talking?"

"I'm sorry."

"Of course. You should be sorry. Yoojung probably asked about her own problems rather than crying. And he'd say he'd fix it. You know that Yoojung has been scolded a lot by me, right?"

Ansol gulped his throat as if swallowing tears and managed to nod. I looked at it and immediately continued.

"Of course I admit that you have a different ability than others. But you know what? That ability only works when you know how to use it and you can protect it. If it doesn't work, it's the perfect ability to be used. Am I wrong?”

Shake your head.

Ansol bit his lips and shook his head. I felt bad for him to keep giving me a pathetic look, but he had already made up his mind.

So, I opened my mouth as if I were talking.

"You're the slowest, most lagging member of the clan. I'm not talking about ability. I mean the whole thing about this hallplane. Do you understand what I'm saying?"

"Yes, yes, yes. I'm sorry."I'm so sorry.Oh, I'm sorry...I'll never do that again...Forgive me.Oh…."

It was my first time pushing Ansol like this. She also looked quite shocked as if she had gotten used to what she had been coming or coming, and I couldn't get used to how she looked.

Looking at Ansol, who continued to budge, I said in a slightly softened voice.

"Phew. You know that the attendance is empty.

Not long ago, at a meeting, I officially informed that I would release Lee Yu-jung from the attendance. I didn't cut it because she couldn't. I don't know if it's because of the "headband of purity," but Lee Yu-jung showed a remarkably stable attitude.

Also, we had already talked enough before the meeting, and we were able to get Lee Yu-jung's consent by adding some circumstances. Although he seemed to be quite disappointed.

Soon after I found out that Ansol was nodding in a hurry, I immediately went on.

"I intend to appoint you as my successor."

"Well, me? Sue, is that your entourage?"

"Yeah, but don't get me wrong. You need to know more about Hallplane, you need to learn more. There's no veto. You'd better come prepared."

"Well, then…."

Ansol's expression, which seemed to shed tears at any moment, began to change subtly. She shook her neck a few times and blinked three or four times.

"You're not going to throw me away? You're not gonna kick me out...?”

As such, it was the moment when Ansol's cautious voice was heard.

All right, all right, all right, all right.

"Mercury Road!"

Someone flung his long straight hair open the door of his office. I was annoyed that I was suddenly interrupted because I was in the middle of an important story, but I felt curious when I saw the user who had just entered.

The identity of the user who opened the door to the office was none other than Im Han-na.

It was all the more strange because she was familiar with Im Han-na's neat personality and graceful physical attitude. But before I could say anything, she opened her mouth first.

"Breaking news. I was just out on the main street, and I heard the news.”

"User Im Hanna. Calm down. Calm down. What news did you hear?”

Im Han-na put one hand on her chest according to what I said, and soon showed her breathing. I wonder if it's been 5 seconds. She slowly took off her lips as if she had calmed down a little.

"Halo, I checked Halo's fall."

"Well, I heard there was a loss of communication.Anyway, yeah."

I answered calmly because it was already scheduled.

However, Im Han-na's words were not finished yet.

"And there's also a request for support from the golden lion. There are more than one or two. There are also rumors that the West Continental users have begun their march on Barbara..”

At the moment Im Han-na continued, I tapped the table reflexively.

============================ Review of the work ============================

There were a lot of things I wanted to talk about and talk about. But I thought it would be better to reveal it one by one in the process of unraveling Ansol's thread.

I'm glad it's not too late today. Ha ha.

This is the beginning of a resolution. I'll try to drag it as fast as I can before the war. Thank you. _(__)_

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1. Usain Bolt: Congratulations on winning first place. Ku, you're cool. 11!

2. Blami: Mr. Blami! Let's aim for first place sometime! I'll try to match the midnight serial soon! ㅜ.ㅠ

3. Ayasaki: You must be a soldier. Thank you for protecting the country. Cheer up!

4. [Pirate] Joe: No. I rarely watch TV. I watch entertainment shows three or four times a month. :)

5. Sunsets: Corrected. Thank you! _(__)_

6. Piero's Tears: I was moved to tears by the comments. You just called my nickname right, but suddenly I was about to cry. Thank you. Crying.

7. Eschalkay: Honestly, Ansol is a fraud. If you mix it with Baek Hangyeol, you can find the best combination. I can't give it to you easily. Whoo.

8. Guzzi: Oh, my God. I see. I modified it right away. Thank you!

9. Mukhyang Cousin: There are many cases of incest related to mental disorders. It's almost 70%. Which means that sometimes it's not 30 percent. I didn't turn it around in a hurry. :)

10. Lea: Yes. I also want to reveal stories of other characters from time to time. My mission is to make it as fun as possible for you to read. Ha ha.

11. Quill: Thank you for reading all the time. :D

12. Refill: Thank you for your kind words. In the end, it'll be in my hands. I'm always thinking about it. It's a pleasant concern. :)

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