Mount and Blade

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Green was not without his parents since birth. The moment he came into the world, his mother died of aortic hemorrhage. The health of his grandmother, who had taken care of him for three years, was getting worse day by day, and she finally passed away when he was three years old. His grandparents have long since disappeared and he can only be taken care of by his father. But this man has long since lost his life. The motivation to go down, drinking all day long, and frequently beating and scolding a child who couldn't speak much made Green dare not even cry when other children were crying, because once he cried, he would only be greeted by Kicked away, this man doesn't know how to take care of children at all. If he doesn't hit or scold him, it's a good day for Green.

The aunt who lives next door can't stand it, and often takes care of Green when his father is not at home. Occasionally, the aunt's children read the remaining fairy tale books. Their favorite is a story book called "The Grimm's Fairy Tales" , the color prints on it had a special appeal to Green, who had never touched a picture book. If he didn't understand the words, he would collect them together and ask his aunt.

"I like this storybook so much. Since your parents haven't had time to name you yet, why don't you name it Green."

The face of his aunt has long been blurred in Green's memory, but he still remembers her gentle voice clearly, and the name Green has been with him all his life.

Whenever a difficult night comes, opening some classic fairy tales and reading them over and over to sleep with tears can be regarded as accompanying Green through the most helpless period. The most important thing is the care of his aunt, otherwise Green might not be able to survive. He died of illness on an unknown night, and lived with his father in a daze for a year.

But it was not long before he could live such a hard life. His father passed away due to excessive drinking.

The successive deaths of his family members made Green an unfortunate child. The neighbors also pointed out that he was a person who would only bring disaster. Although his aunt felt sorry for his life experience, she also had a child to raise at home. In this way, at the age of only Four-year-old Green was sent to an orphanage.

Perhaps the shadow of childhood was too deep, which caused Green to not like to play with other children, and even led to him being bullied by other children. They were all children without a family. When the teacher was away and unwilling to discipline him carefully, their bullying became more and more serious. It's getting worse.

Until a boy slapped him, and the heat on his face made Green feel like something in him was burning. It seemed that something called dignity was burning.

Before this, only his father had slapped him, and he cursed himself: "Why don't you die?! Aren't you a boy?! Why don't you die for your mother? Damn beast! It's all your fault!"

"Why are you crying? You're still not a man, stand up! Do you still have any self-respect?!"

The young Green stood up for the first time in the orphanage. For the first time, his clear eyes showed clear anger. It was the first time he had an emotion called anger.

The other party seemed to have never seen the resigned Green standing up, still in a daze.

"What's wrong with you kid..."

Bang! !

Green's angry fist hit the boy who slapped him on the nose, causing blood to flow from the nose.

Why? ! I obviously didn't do anything! Why are you bullying yourself?

The boy collapsed on the ground and wiped his nose with his palm. When he saw the blood on his palm, he became angry. He came up and pushed Green, who was younger than him, to the ground. Green was not to be outdone, and the two of them struggled. Finally, Chi The teacher who arrived late pulled away.

After a few words and a brief glance at each other, the two of them were placed in solitary confinement and placed in a dark warehouse where brooms and mops were kept.

Green huddled in the dark and damp warehouse with clenched fists, his eyes red with anger, and hot tears dripping from his cheeks. Why, I have never provoked anyone! Why do you come to provoke me? !

The four-year-old child was locked up in a dark and damp warehouse. Other children might have been trembling with fear, but Greene did not. Apart from the dried tears on his cheeks, the look in his eyes had changed. He figured out, since He has had too much in his life, so he has to live a good life, so that he can be worthy of his mother who passed away and all the misfortunes! He must be strong!

After that day, Green gradually became stronger. Bullying in the orphanage was nothing. It didn't matter if a boy got a few beatings. If anyone dared to bully him, he would bite him even if he only had one set of teeth left. From then on From now on, no one will bother themselves with Green, but Green He was still alone and didn't like to interact with other children until he left the orphanage and entered middle school and high school. It was the time when he ate a lot. Green couldn't eat enough at every meal. However, he was short of money and had no choice but to ask every restaurant in the cafeteria. , I stayed to help out in a noodle restaurant and just took care of the food.

Occasionally, I would buy some stationery and other things with a few hundred yuan of relief money sent by my aunt. I bought a Nokia that cost more than 100 yuan and could make phone calls. Because I grew up quickly in junior high school, I grew to about 1.8 meters tall. I like to enjoy it in my free time. Exercise, so you will be calm in junior high school.

That's how I went to high school. When I graduated from junior high school, the owner of the noodle shop invited Green out for a nice meal and gave him three thousand yuan.

"You kid, you have to work hard to support yourself no matter what in the future. Remember to tell me when you get into college. You have helped me a lot in the past three years. Thank you for your hard work. You can use this money to pay for your books in high school. ”

Green lived up to his expectations and went to a key high school in the city. He also helped in the cafeteria just like in junior high school. Later, he met his girlfriend whom he dated in his senior year of high school. Rather than being a girlfriend, he became more like friends who encouraged each other. It was a difficult but very meaningful time.

After graduating from high school, Green received the admission notice from the Medical University, and her aunt also found her. She hadn't seen her for many years, and the years had left some wrinkles on her face. Her parents didn't leave her much, only 8,000 yuan, and she lived there for an hour. The building I lived in was confiscated because no one repaid the loan, and the house in my hometown was also mortgaged and confiscated. My father's alcoholism all the time made it worse for a family that didn't have much savings. Now I still have 8,000 yuan worth of property. My aunt also gave herself a lot of money.

Having a meal with her aunt made Green, who had not been in contact with relatives for a long time, feel warm in his heart. Unfortunately, the warm time in Green's life was short. After his aunt left, he also made plans for his future tuition fees and went to Working at a nearby construction site is a bit harder, but the income is still considerable. Maybe it is the daily exercise, and I can still adapt to the life of moving bricks.

It's a pity that a life that can only support oneself cannot bring happiness to anyone, and he doesn't think he will be happy, because he is just a person who brings misfortune.

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The sound of water in my ears trembled with the woman's voice, which seemed to be a series of English words.

"There's going to be a war again..."

"Yeah, we have to move again..."

"Get your luggage ready!"

"These damn Joda people!!"

The woman's panicked voice was mixed with the noisy voices of other people. Green could feel as if he was caught in a thunderstorm on a small boat. As if he could feel the uneasiness of the person who raised him, Green kicked uneasily. feet, but this place was obviously more crowded than at the beginning. It seemed that he had kicked something. As soon as he finished kicking, he was punched in the stomach by something. Green could not make a sound, clutching his stomach and curling up, and fell into unconsciousness again. Sleeping.