Mr Gu’s First Doting Marriage

Xia Yangyang was telling the truth.

In fact, many of them know that it is their own problem.

You can't live happily ever after if you love each other.

Sometimes it's just the opposite.

Xia Yangyang thought about it a lot, and felt that she also had problems.

But at present, she is not so clear, and she has not thought of a solution.

Gu Qichen said: "You don't need balance, just leave it to me in the future, I will give you enough sense of security, I will love you with all my heart and trust you, okay?"

Xia Yangyang shook her head: "Gu Qichen, your love is too domineering, sometimes it makes me hard to breathe, this is also the reason why I think we are not suitable."

Gu Qichen was silent.

The car has parked at the gate of Fengting Villa.

Xia Yangyang continued: "One more thing, it's very important, I hope you can live a normal life without me, you can't do this, if one day I'm gone, or something happens, are you really Is it dead?"

Xia Yangyang felt that this was an exaggeration.

I have seen TV dramas before, those hero and heroine love to death.

After a love talk, it always looks like a life-and-death love.

Xia Yangyang was knocking on melon seeds at the time, and laughed and complained: "Should I be so exaggerated, there is no one in this world, and the earth still rotates the same?"

But Xia Yangyang didn't expect that Gu Qichen was like this.

Gu Qichen's spiritual dependence on her is far more than others.

At least during the four years they were separated, Xia Yangyang could live by herself and do other things.

Even though it hurts every time I think about it.

But she still has hope and moves on.

But Gu Qichen is different.

He spent almost four years looking for him.

The only hope sustaining him is the resentment in his heart and the faint hope of finding it.

After returning to get back together this time, Xia Yangyang felt even more that Gu Qichen's spiritual dependence on her had reached a morbid state.

This may be a disease.

In the final analysis, it is autism that goes deep into the bone marrow.

Gu Qichen has come into contact with so many people in his life, but maybe there are very few people who really walked into his life, and maybe he is the one who can heal the loneliness in his heart.

It's not that Xia Yangyang thinks highly of himself.

It was Xia Yangyang who discovered that Gu Qichen always had to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep when he was alone.

But when I'm with myself, I sleep well every time.

Xia Yangyang felt that this was serious.

Gu Qichen said, "It's impossible for you to have anything happen."

"What if?"

"There is no such event."

Xia Yangyang sighed deeply: "Achen, you have to face up to this problem. There are many accidents in life. Even if we are together, it is impossible to really die on the same day. There is always someone who will go first, and someone who has to face each other." Regarding the pain and loneliness of loss, if that person is you, how should you live, you have to face up to your autism, and don’t say that all your hope and warmth are pinned on me.”

"So, that's why you rejected me?"

"No, this is just one of the reasons. The most important thing is that I don't want to step into the vortex of feelings. I just want to be alone now."

Gu Qichen said: "Then you go, leave me alone."

After finishing speaking, Gu Qichen got out of the car and entered Fengting Villa.

Gu Qichen seemed unhappy again.

Xia Yangyang sighed.

Xia Yangyang originally wanted to leave.

But finally got inside.

Gu Qichen was drinking in his room.

Already opened a bottle of XO.