Mr Gu’s First Doting Marriage

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Xia Yangyang woke up from her dream.

My back is already soaked.

It's a dream.

Gu Qichen opened the door and walked in.

I happened to see Xia Yangyang sitting up.

Gu Qichen walked over and said, "You're awake. Did you have another nightmare?"

Xia Yangyang felt her head was dizzy.

Xia Yangyang suddenly asked: "Where is Lu Haotian?"

Gu Qichen's face was silent, and he said after two seconds: "You forgot again, he has been buried for three days."

It turned out to be not a dream.

Everything swept away like a flood.

Xia Yangyang suddenly remembered.

Lu Haotian is dead.

He died in her arms.

She watched helplessly as Lu Haotian was not breathing, his heartbeat had stopped, and his body had cooled down.

But there is no way at all.

how so.

Xia Yangyang always felt that this was just a dream.

When she woke up from the dream, she was still in the summer when she was eighteen years old.

The sun is scorching hot on the playground.

Lu Haotian is still the bright and sunny boy on the basketball court.

Xia Yangyang's tears fell unconsciously again.

Gu Qichen held Xia Yangyang's hand and remained silent.

He felt extremely guilty.

Gu Qichen's voice was low: "I'm sorry, I promised you that nothing would happen to him, but I didn't do it."

Xia Yangyang shifted all the sadness on her back to Gu Qichen.

Xia Yangyang beat Gu Qichen's chest hard: "Gu Qichen is all you, why did you take him to save me, why did you send him to the island, why did you take risks!"

Xia Yangyang actually didn't have much strength at all.

The fist punched Gu Qichen's body without much force at all.

But Gu Qichen felt that every word of Xia Yangyang was like a dull knife, cutting into his heart one by one.

Many times, he just wants to protect Xia Yangyang.

Many times, Gu Qichen felt that he was strong enough.

But I've been through so much.

Gu Qichen realized that there were too many things that he was powerless to do.

Sometimes when things happened, he could only watch helplessly.

He is not what he imagined.

He failed to do those things he once said to Xia Yangyang and Cheng Ruo.

Gu Qichen knew better what Lu Haotian meant to Xia Yangyang.

Not to mention that Xia Yangyang's current memory only stops at the age of eighteen.

In Xia Yangyang's memory, Lu Haotian is her only relative.

It was Xia Yangyang who recovered her memory.

Lu Haotian also has an irreplaceable position in Xia Yangyang's heart.

So every word Xia Yangyang said, every reproach, was like a knife.

Xia Yangyang felt a little weak.

But her hand still beat Gu Qichen's chest: "...Why do you say those words in the end? Why do you want to reassure him? Maybe he can hold on. As long as he doesn't worry, maybe he can survive. Why are you doing this? Said, I hate you, Gu Qichen, I hate you, it was you who killed Ahao..."

Xia Yangyang felt extremely sad.

In fact, she also knew in her heart how much she said these words.

She knew how much Gu Qichen had paid for him.

He risked his life to save her.

And because he couldn't let go of Lu Haotian, he turned around to save Lu Haotian.

And he always puts his life on the line.

Xia Yangyang knew how heartless she was in making such accusations.

Xia Yangyang also knew in her heart that Lu Haotian's death had nothing to do with Gu Qichen.

But it hurts!

Xia Yangyang was in too much pain.