Mr Gu’s First Doting Marriage

Xi Zijun said: "Over the years, I have encountered a lot of strong winds and waves, but I have never been as scared as I am now. I am very worried that I will go blind and live in a dark world in my next life. People who have seen the sun There is certainly no way to endure the never-ending darkness.”

Gu Qichen walked over and gently took Xi Zijun's hand: "No, believe me, it won't."

Xi Zijun seemed slightly stunned.

Gu Qichen has always hated physical contact with others.

Even in the years when they worked together and had a tacit understanding.

Countless late night drinking sessions in the office.

Even if Gu Qichen was completely drunk.

Nor will he indulge himself.

Sometimes even when she wanted to send him back, she would be very resistant when she met him.

Xi Zijun knew this very well.

Therefore, Xi Zijun has never worked hard on this convenience.

Because Xi Zijun knew that what he was waiting for would definitely be humiliation and contempt.

But something seems to be a little different recently.

Before, when she disappeared at the police station.

When Gu Qichen came over after hearing the news, his first reaction was to hug her.

For Xi Zijun, this change is of great significance.

This is the second time.

Gu Qichen took the initiative to hold her hand.

Even though I couldn’t restrain my joy.

But Xi Zijun still looked calm on the surface.

She added: "But I am also very afraid that after my eyes are cured, you will leave."

Gu Qichen said nothing...

Xi Zijun does not look pitifully dressed.

It was a kind of self-deprecation: "Actually, I know, Achen, you stay with me now mostly because of guilt in your heart, because my eyes were injured because of saving your son. In fact, I am also very selfish. I know you pity me because of this, but I still want to catch you because there is no one else around me. I also know that what I do is the same as those third parties who destroy other people's families. I have always despised this. People, because my family, the atmosphere in which I grew up, and my biological mother were all victims of it. I didn’t want to become a perpetrator, but... I couldn’t control my heart after all... …”

Xi Zijun's tone of voice was different from his usual dignified appearance.

Seems to be extra candid.

It seemed that her pain and contradiction could be felt from her expression and her words.

It seemed as if she was also desperately struggling and falling. The painful look made her even more distressed.

Gu Qichen said: "That's not the case, Zijun, don't think like that..."

Xi Zijun suddenly raised his head: "What's that like? I want to know what you are thinking about now. In fact, you can tell me anything... Even if we can't be lovers, at least we are the best partners. We are the best partners." Good friends, aren’t they?”

"I……"

It seemed like it was the first time for Xi Zijun to see Gu Qichen so hesitant and painful.

That kind of constant struggle and giving up.

Xi Zijun gradually felt relieved, she was always by Gu Qichen's side.

So many years.

You have given so much and never asked for anything in return.

He even made suggestions to help him get Xia Yangyang back.

Who knows, at that time, her heart was as uncomfortable as being cut into pieces by a thousand cuts.

However, at that time, she had already begun to cast her net.

Weaving bit by bit, not in a hurry, just waiting for the right moment.