Mr Gu’s First Doting Marriage

Xia Yangyang asked about the situation.

Dr. An Mi said: "The mood is stable now, but I found a bad thing, that is, Miss Zhang never took the medicine on time."

Xia Yangyang frowned.

This seems to be a little worse than imagined.

Xia Yangyang walked in.

Zhang Xinyi was sitting on the bed.

Directly in front of the big bed is a floor-to-ceiling glass window.

And outside the window is the endless river view.

This makes the whole room look very open.

The floor of the room was covered with a thick carpet.

When Xia Yangyang walked in, there was no sound.

Zhang Xinyi didn't seem to notice it at all.

That expression was very similar to the depression patients Xia Yangyang had come into contact with.

They seem to live in their own world.

People and things outside have no influence on them.

Even in the busy city, the undispelled gloom and loneliness are like a ghost, like a shadow.

"Miss Zhang." Xia Yangyang called softly.

Over there, Zhang Xinyi turned her head expressionlessly.

When she saw Xia Yangyang, something flashed in her eyes.

"It's you." Zhang Xinyi said.

"It's me." Xia Yangyang walked to Zhang Xinyi's side.

Zhang Xinyi looked at Xia Yangyang fixedly, but suddenly laughed: "I told Brother Gu that I wanted to see you, but I didn't expect him to bring you here."

Xia Yangyang said, "I'm sorry, that news must have hurt you."

Zhang Xinyi said: "Brother Gu has already explained to me, I know the news is not published by Ms. Xia, Ms. Xia is not that kind of person."

Xia Yangyang looked at Zhang Xinyi in surprise.

Zhang Xinyi seemed to trust her very much in her words.

Zhang Xinyi seemed to have seen through Xia Yangyang.

Zhang Xinyi said: "Because in the past few years, Brother Gu has always talked about you unintentionally, and Miss Xia is the same as I remember."

Xia Yangyang said: "Xinyi, can I call you that? I know those things are terrible to you, but if you can't escape, you can only face it. In this world, except yourself, no one can hurt you. You Trust me, everything will be fine.”

Zhang Xinyi said: "Do you think people like us are hypocritical, always making fun of our own lives, but who can scare anyone? I learned from Lin Daiyu and moaned without illness."

"No, I don't think so. In the great movie Titanic, when Rose wanted to jump into the sea, she also asked Jack the same question. She said a word that impressed me deeply. She said: Everything around me is overwhelming. Looking at me, but unable to resist, all of a sudden, I feel like I am standing in the crowd, even if I scream heart-piercingly, no one is paying attention. You are like her, I can understand this feeling, you Not hypocritical, you're just sick, your brain is sick."

Zhang Xinyi looked at Xia Yangyang fixedly, but tears fell down uncontrollably.

Except for the psychiatrist, no one knows how she feels inside.

Even a psychiatrist, she was always assessing her condition and prescribing all kinds of medications.

She didn't resonate.

In this world, no one seems to understand her, everything is cold and dark.

She lost all her courage and confidence in the future, and forced herself to smile in public every day.

But only she knew how tired behind such a smile.