My 1979

Although her mouth was a little tough, in her heart, she was very grateful to her brother. Without her brother, who was she?

Who can recognize her Li Qin?

Such a corny name?

Or a country girl from northern Anhui?

She started everything at the lowest level, and it was only because of her brother's existence that her life turned around!

"I know he worked hard." Li Lan put down his chopsticks, "My mother has always told me that my father has never been truly happy in his life. I don't know why he is unhappy, but if he is unhappy, he puts his hope in We are happy, but what he thinks is happiness is not what makes me truly happy."

From the time he started to remember things seriously, his father thought that he didn't understand anything, so he often sighed in front of him, smoked, drank, and cried without paying attention. He didn't understand.

As he grew older, his father would laugh and laugh in front of him and become heartless.

Until now, his father seemed to have become a feudal patriarch who was happy but not sullen, which made him even more confused.

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"Don't blame him. He is not from the same era as us. Seriously," Lao Wu swung the red wine in his glass, "Come and cry. Come on, your grandma didn't say anything, but your aunt secretly said He told me."

Before the words came out, the tears came out first.

Phuntsok looked on blankly.

Li Lan was even more at a loss.

"Sorry to make you laugh." Lao Wu tried his best to hold it back, but the more he held it in, the more uncomfortable he became and the more tears he shed.

"Aunt Li, I'm going to the bathroom first." Phuntsok realized that it was inappropriate to stay here any longer. "It's okay, Auntie, I'll go by myself."

After saying that, he hurried to the bathroom in the back.

"Look, I'm embarrassed while I'm drinking." Lao Wu forced a smile in embarrassment, "Nephew, don't dislike me for being nagging. It's okay for your father to be wronged by us. If he is wronged by you two children again, , I really don’t know what else he can do in this life.”

"Auntie, what do you want to say?" Seeing the old aunt like this, Li Lan hurriedly handed her a tissue.

"Don't think your father looks like a human being now." She did not take the tissue and let the tears flow down her face. "You have heard his nickname, second-rate son. He doesn't care about anything. Your grandma raises her alone." I have five children, and your aunt is the eldest, and she does all the hard work behind me."

Her favorite sister still has severe frostbite scars on her hands.

"As for your father, the only way to be strong is to study and find a way out. He sees further than anyone else. Your grandma and your aunt tried their best to raise tuition for him and provide him with food and drink."

"I heard my mother say this." Li Lan felt really uncomfortable seeing his aunt like this. In his impression, his aunt was an optimist and he had never seen her cry before.

This was the first time he had seen her with snot and tears in her eyes.

"There are more things you don't know. Your father is 13 years older than me. I also know that he does everything for me. However, I just can't help my temper. I want to go against him in everything. Once , Spring Festival, your dad and I got angry again, I didn’t eat for a day because of my anger, your aunt brought me food and coaxed me to eat." Lao Wu's crying became louder and louder.

"I gave up my job with just a wave of my hand. At that time, your aunt cried," Lao Wu wiped his face and pointed at Li Lan and said, "Your aunt pointed at my nose like this, you girl, Why is it getting more and more outrageous! Without your brother, you can’t have a hot meal!"

"Aunt" Li Lan felt that she was caught in emotions.

"Your father was in high school in the county. There was a heavy snowfall one year, and your grandma's house ran out of food. The whole family had nothing to eat. Your grandma wanted to stay close to me and your fourth aunt, so she didn't send steamed buns to your dad.

Later, your aunt really cared about it and couldn't bear that your father was hungry, so she borrowed two yuan and a few steamed buns from your aunt Qiufen's house, braved the snow and almost broke her bones before sending them to your father.

Do you know how hungry your father was at that time?

He just lay on the bed on a rotten cotton mattress for three whole days, freezing and hungry. No one asked him a question. When your aunt went there, he was already hungry and naked. However, even though he was so hungry, he didn't ask for help. I have never surrendered to anyone before."

Already bursting into tears.

"No one told me."

At this moment, Li Lan burst into tears, pressed his throat, and made no sound.

"As your aunt said, he almost starved to death. Your father has experienced everything in his life on the verge of life and death. Yes, I know, I am not a good person, but I really beg him Leave it alone!" Lao Wu almost yelled, "The better he treats me, the more uncomfortable I feel and want to die."

"Auntie, it's all my fault." Li Lan wiped her tears or not. He didn't know if his aunt was angry at his ignorance.

"Do you understand why I always quarrel with Fang Tangjin? It's good that I care about him, but if something big happens, he will go to your dad. Your dad is already having a hard time, and I still want him to worry about me. I really don’t want to see his frown again. Once I see it, I want to cry. The more I want to cry, the more I want to pity him. I just want him to understand that it’s time to live for himself. We people are not worth his effort. Ah." Lao Wu lit up a cigarette, "Your father already had gray hair when he was less than thirty years old."

"Dad, still is"

Li Lan lowered his head.

"He's only less than thirty." Lao Wu ignored the glances of the guests next to him and finally cried loudly, "It's all over his head. I want to pull it out, but I don't know which one to pull.

Your mother's temper is quite violent, but think about it, why your mother can tolerate your father is because your father has suffered enough in his life, and no one can bear it anymore. He continues to be wronged! "

"Girl, please stop talking." The knife was thorny, twisting his heart.

"Let me say this last sentence. Maybe your father has given up on us brothers and sisters, but you are his son, and he will have to live with it no matter what. If you don't understand him, what's the point of his life?" She really didn't understand. I understand what my brother is doing with his life like this!

She can only feel aggrieved for her brother!

"Auntie, let's have one more drink," Li Lan held up the cup, "I'll go home tomorrow."

"No, you have to bow your head so quickly and make him proud. Just keep some things in mind and understand the difficulties your father faces in this life."

By the time Phuntsok came over, the aunt and nephew had already finished six bottles of sake, not counting red wine.

Fang came into the hall to pick up Lao Wu.

Li Lan smiled at them and left secretly.

Hiding at the intersection and secretly looking at his aunt, her anxious look made him feel very uncomfortable.

Sent a message: Gu, I have arrived at school.