My 1979

He didn't understand it before, but now he really understands it.

Money brings them more than material gains and convenience in choosing a spouse. After possessing social wealth, their status has been improved accordingly. When facing most people, they have the right to say no without making compromises.

Li Lan said, "Okay, let's wait until you do it."

He wanted to work hard to be a person who would rather bend than bend, not because of his father's influence and status.

Even if he is just an ant, he just wants to be himself.

Stay true to yourself as a hero.

After Li Zhaokun's first seven days, Yang Huai was the first to leave, followed by Lao Si, Lao Wu, Li Ke, and Li Pei, all on the same day, and finally He Fang, Li Yi, Li Lan and others.

After "Qiqi" finished visiting Li Zhaokun's grave, Li He still stayed at home.

Wang Yulan sat at the door, occasionally in a daze.

Li He looked at her white hair and finally couldn't help but said, "Let's go, come with us."

He really didn't want to leave his mother here.

In his previous life, after Li Zhaokun left, he also failed to convince his mother, but in this life, no matter what, he wanted to try again.

Wang Yulan rarely showed impatience on her face, and she lost her temper more and more.

He waved his hands and said, "Nugao, why don't you go? You can eat and drink at home. Why go out and suffer that kind of pain? Longzi and your eldest sister are all here. Don't worry about it. Just go and do what you should do."

Li He said, "But I am your eldest son, and I want to honor you."

Wang Yulan said, "It's filial to not lack my money. It's unfilial to let me suffer. It's so nice to be at home. I can do whatever I want and do whatever I want. No one cares about me."

Li He said, "If you go to my place, no one will care about you. You can do whatever you want. If you don't want to live in the same house with me, I have a house next door. You can move in, take care of yourself, and occasionally pop in." can."

Wang Yulan said disdainfully, "I'm so mean, I'm going to make myself uncomfortable under your noses. You are a useless thing who is afraid of your wife. I'm really afraid that you will be mad at me when the time comes. I'll just stay at home and live two more years." Year."

Li He smiled awkwardly.

He didn't know when my mother started to become so mean.

In his heart, my mother has always been kind, gentle, aloof, and even a little cowardly.

His father is gone, and his mother who was kind to him is also gone suddenly.

Growing up, his mother never gave him a harsh word!

Not a word.

When he was a child and was ignorant, he cried and clamored for sugar. Mixing the white sugar into the porridge was fragrant and sweet. It was the best memory of his childhood.

It's a pity that this kind of request, which seems trivial today, also embarrasses my mother to death. She can't fulfill it.

He cries, makes trouble, and behaves in all kinds of rogue ways.

He even started throwing things.

However, besides crying with her, her mother was not willing to scold her.

Later, he gradually became sensible and wanted to study. He knew the importance of reading in changing the future.

With the urgency to change his destiny and the yearning for a big city, he forced his mother to compromise with him. Even if it meant borrowing money, even if it was a heavy burden, and even if he couldn't open the pot and couldn't eat, he still had to study.

He does not accept fate or defeat.

Mother could only lower her head and borrow money from everyone who could.

Until he went to college, his mother never scolded him or even complained. She just kept saying that she was sorry for the child's suffering.

What Li He has always resented is his father.

If Li Zhaokun wasn't incompetent, why was his growth so miserable?

After being reborn, a lot has changed.

Li He thought that his mother's personality would never change or mutate like in her previous life.

Even though I am mentally prepared, it is still difficult to accept it now.

He held back his sadness and said with a smile, "Mom, I am your biological son, right? No matter how much I listen to my wife, I can't let her bully you. Don't worry and come with me."

However, he was not so sure.

He Fang and her mother had blushes and quarrels, but they were always inconspicuous places. She was well-educated and sensible. If she was unhappy, she would keep it to herself and never quarreled with her mother.

But He Fang has never had the experience of getting along with a mother whose personality has changed drastically.

What if He Fang couldn't stand her mother's temper?

Unable to help it, Li He thought of the long-lost figure again.

He really didn't want to think of her.

Then don’t think about it.

He squatted in front of Wang Yulan, lowered his head, and buried his head in his knees like he did when he was a child, saying nothing.

Wang Yulan said, "It's pressing on my legs, my brain is cramping."

Li He couldn't hide the disappointment on his face.

In the past, I would have stroked his head lovingly with her hands, no matter how old he was.

"Are you really not going with me?" He said with the last bit of hope.

Wang Yulan said, "You still have to send me money every month. Don't think that you can ignore me now that your father is gone."

Li He sighed. He was tired of repeating such meaningless topics, but he had to respond and said with a smile, "Don't worry, I will ask Longzi to give you as much as you want every month."

I can't read, so I don't have a passbook or a savings card, so I always only accept cash.

After Li Zhaokun passed away, at her repeated request, Li He accompanied her to the credit union and withdrew the deposit from Li Zhaokun's passbook.

Then, behind everyone's back, he secretly hid in a location known to everyone.

However, everyone pretended not to know where the money was hidden.

Whenever Wang Yulan cried about poverty, everyone promptly gave their filial piety to others.

This means that everyone must have cash in their pockets at all times, even the seven or eight-year-old girl from the fifth family is no exception.

Everyone doesn't understand why my mother's personality has changed so much since her father passed away less than two months ago, and why she has lost her sense of security for her children.

They thought their mother had a psychological or mental illness and suggested taking her to the hospital for a check-up, but Li He finally stopped her.

The old lady is already 70 years old. To put it bluntly, she doesn't have many years to live. No matter what, let her live as she pleases.

In her whole life, she had never lived for herself. All her efforts were devoted to her children.

Lin Lao, let her be whatever she likes, be weird, and it won't be a big deal if they just follow her a little more.

In the evening, he had just fed the pigs.

But suddenly I heard Wang Yulan's scolding.

Li He ran over and took a look. Wang Yulan was standing in front of Pan Guangcai's house with her hands on her hips, scolding her for trivial things in the past, such as pumpkin vines growing over the wall and jujube leaves falling in her yard.

The one who was scolded was Pan Guangcai, an old lady in her eighties. When she saw Li He approaching, she hurriedly said, "Go and pull her back."

Li He asked with a smile, "Auntie, you don't have a heart disease, do you?"

The old lady said, "Hey, your mother and I have been friends our entire lives."

She never imagined that the boat of friendship would capsize in old age.