My 1979

As soon as she left the ward and leaned against the wall, her tears fell down like beads one after another. Only then did she realize that only at the last moment of life and death did she realize what true family love was.

Growing up, she had countless resentments towards her mother. As for normal times, all they had left between them was face.

Now, suddenly, she felt that the grievances she had suffered before were not important.

Someone noticed her side and quickly wiped it with his sleeve.

He Zhou stood not far away. Seeing his mother forcing herself to smile, he said hello and slowly walked towards her.

"Mom, how is grandma?" He pretended not to know that my mother had cried.

Zhaodi said, "You came just in time. Go down and buy a sugar cane for your grandma. I won't go down."

He Zhou said, "This is the rice I bought for you. You can eat some. I'm going to buy sugar cane now."

He handed the lunch box in his hand to my mother and turned around to leave.

Zhaodi took a deep breath and returned to the ward.

Zhao Chunfang lay on the bed, still motionless.

Zhao Di turned off the air conditioner, opened the window, and sat eating quietly. When He Zhou came in, she just raised her head, pointed to the table, and motioned to put the sugar cane on it.

He Zhou whispered, "Why don't you go back and rest for a while, you can leave me alone."

"No, I want to have a place to sleep. There's nothing to worry about." The son definitely can't take care of the old lady by himself. She knows how difficult her mother is. "Just stay at home as long as possible. If there's anything going on outside, it won't matter." Leave it to others and don't rush back to Pujiang."

"Got it." He Zhou nodded honestly. He has been appointed as the vice president of the express delivery business department by his mother. As the new official takes office, he is actually very busy, but

To put it bluntly, his grandma was in a situation where she would be gone if she didn't have it, and she couldn't leave no matter how busy she was.

Zhaodi waved her hand and said, "Go back, you have nothing to do here. Call the second aunt and the third aunt and tell them not to come if they have nothing to do. There are so many people here every day that are of no use."

After her son left, she finished half of the meal. She couldn't eat anymore, so she piled her chopsticks on the table and sighed.

I drank some water and went to the bed next to me. I didn't dare to fall asleep, so I squinted for a while and then opened my eyes.

The evening wind came, and the rain came, and the two windows rattled. The wind blew in and blew the trash cans on the ground far away, and the garbage rolled to the ground.

She hurriedly got up, the wind blew her hair away, and she felt a chill. She closed the window, cleaned up the garbage on the ground, and found that my mother was looking at her with two pale eyes.

After Zhaodi helped her go to the toilet, she fed her some water, and then asked with concern, "Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat."

"You didn't tell me earlier," Zhao Chunfang stared at the sugar cane on the table and pointed, "I don't know if it's sweet or not."

Zhaodi shook her head and smiled, biting a piece of sugar cane with her mouth and trying to stuff it into her mouth. She turned her head away, so she had to put it in her hand.

She squeezed the sugar cane as big as a fingernail in her hand and slowly brought it to her mouth. She first tested it twice with her tongue on her front teeth, and then stuck it between her upper and lower teeth.

Zhaodi clenched her fists and encouraged her secretly. As long as she applied a little more force, juice would come out. Unfortunately, what she got was disappointment. The piece of sugar cane slipped from her lips to her stomach.

Zhaodi picked it up for him and comforted him, "It's okay. You can eat it when you feel better."

Zhao Chunfang said, "You still fool me now? You think I'm stupid."

After speaking, he turned his head.

She knew everything in her heart that this would happen to her in her life, but the more she understood, the more afraid she became.

You’ve already come, why go back?

She wanted to shout, "I haven't lived enough!"

Zhaodi said, "Is there anything else you want to eat? I'll get you something soft to eat?"

Zhao Chunfang said, "It's like eating a decapitated meal. I won't eat it."

Zhaodi took a sip and said, "Say it nicely, it sounds awful."

Zhao Chunfang said, "I was scared at first, but when I thought it was your father who came to find me, I felt relieved. He hates me, so he can't watch me being cool here alone."

"Dad is not as bad as you say. When he left, he just couldn't worry about you. He also told us to take good care of you and not to make you angry." Zhao Di said, "You can't count how much he has treated you in his life." ?”

"It sounds like I've treated him poorly. If I wasn't afraid of others calling him a loser, why would I risk my life to have your brother?" Zhao Chunfang sighed, "It takes half my life to have a child."

Zhaodi didn't expect that my mother would say this. She was stunned and said, "Our dad never minds this, why do you have to force it."

Her mother was right about one thing, giving birth was too painful.

Sometimes, she admires her mother very much. If she is not tough and lazy, how could she be pregnant in ten months and give birth to so many children in a row?

Zhao Chunfang said, "What do you know? He doesn't care and I don't care. You said that if he dies, can he still want me? It's not because of you that I suffer like this. Otherwise, you will either have no father or no mother." "

"Huh?" Zhao Di thought she heard wrongly. Is this talking about her father? As we all know, her father has been strangled to death by my mother for the rest of her life. She whispered, "How could he not want you? You are the only one who doesn't want his share. No one will believe what you say."

"You can't believe what a man says," Zhao Chunfang leaned sideways and muttered in a low voice, "Li Hui, he seems to be more honest than you. Their family also had four girls at the beginning. You know what happened later? ?"

"Is there any story in it?" Zhao Di asked nonchalantly. He couldn't think of any drama for such an honest and friendly person like Li Hui and Li Jinguo.

Zhao Chunfang chuckled and said, "Li Jinguo is the son of a landlord, and he is lucky. After he finished two years of private school, his father gambled and smoked cigarettes, and he became a poor peasant.

After he married Liu Guangqin, he had four girls in succession.

In those days, everyone had little to eat. He was the accountant of the brigade and was a little better than most.

I don’t have a son, I’m worried, I got a son with half a bag of millet. "

"You can't talk nonsense like this." Zhao Di was startled. It would be really serious if these words spread. "They look like they are modeled after the same model."

"Who said they are not biological father and mother?" Zhao Chunfang asked in surprise.

"Then what do you mean?" Zhao Di was even more confused.

"Liu Guangqin is not Li Hui's biological mother." Seeing the expression on her daughter's face, Zhao Chunfang seemed very proud. Before her daughter could ask, she continued, "Old Guaitou, do you still remember?"

"How could I not remember?" Zhao Di used to work as a veterinarian in the production team, and Lao Guaitou and Liu Dazhuang were responsible for managing the livestock. This old man lived and ate in the livestock yard. He was a bachelor all his life and had no children. He was also the previous one. Passed away just now.

Zhao Chunfeng said, "Old Guaitou's wife is Li Hui's biological mother."

"No, what you said is a bit mysterious, right?" Zhao Di couldn't believe that this was the truth.

Zhao Chunfang's eyes were slightly closed. She was probably tired and didn't want to talk anymore. She had an expression that made you believe it or not.