My 1979

Looking out of the car window, the winter sky cannot be distinguished from the horizon. Apart from the white snow, only the bare branches are left, trembling in the cold wind.

Even in the mountains in the distance, there are only pine trees, fir trees, and deciduous trees standing alone under the winter sky, letting the new wind blow through the withered branches, dancing in the freezing cold.

Most people didn't dare to go out, so they stayed indoors, sitting by the stove, warming themselves up.

After experiencing a farce on the train, the noise still returned. I saw all kinds of people busy with various things. They were carrying suitcases or carrying heavy woven bags, some were alone, and some were dragging their feet. Family and mouth.

People were packed in and sweating profusely in the cold winter, and everyone’s eyes were shining with excitement. This lively, noisy and subtle feeling can only be felt when you are standing on the train.

At this time, it is not easy to return home, and celebrating the New Year has become the only pursuit, just as punctual as the migration of migratory birds and the return of fish. They want to go back to the place where they were born, to visit their relatives, to visit their friends, and to celebrate the New Year.

No matter where I was or what I was doing, the moment I stepped on the train, I just wanted to go home.

One day, the newly built high-speed rail will replace the green cars that are gradually forgotten by time. It is not a luxury to go home often, and the traces of human fireworks will be left on young faces.

But in some places in this beautiful country, there are always bits and pieces of memories from the past that are full of human touch, such as the early morning platform, farewells to pedestrians, and the dark green slowly driving away amidst the crowds and steam. train……

Li He said to Zhang Wanting, "You should lie down and rest for a while."

In order to travel with Zhang Wanting, Li He also took the Beijing-Guangzhou line to Zhengzhou and transferred to the provincial capital, and then returned home from the provincial capital. It took one more train stop than taking the Nanjing route.

Zhang Wanting smiled and shook her head. She had a gentle personality, but she was also cheerful. She looked out the train window in a daze. The most vivid thing was always the scenery she saw along the way, and her mood when looking at the scenery.

At this moment, she didn't know how to face this feeling. She had never felt truly loved, cared for, and needed by her parents since she was a child.

She has friends, but they don't seem to hold an important position in others' hearts.

I have never been in love, nor have I ever felt like being raped by a heterosexual. Sometimes I feel like I have no friends, no lover or even no parents.

Zhang Wanting again remembered the way he squatted at the door of the classroom shivering in the cold wind. He squatted for a class, and he could follow her wherever she went. Today, she was protecting her like this again. Thinking of his mischief, she couldn't help but He pursed his lips and smiled.

Li He really liked to see his wife smile and was stunned, "Why are you laughing?"

Zhang Wanting said, "It's okay. Are you in Funan?"

Li He said, "Yes, it's not far from your home, on the same line, more than three hours by train."

"How do you know so much? It seems like I have no secrets. You don't go to class every day, so you go to our school to talk about these useless things."

Li Hexin said that I know exactly where the mole on your butt is. "As long as the iron pestle is ground into a needle, don't you see that I often give pens and notebooks to your classmates, and they still sell you out in one fell swoop."

"You will waste money, so let me do it." Zhang Wanting was funny and angry at the same time, but she regretted it after saying this. She felt that it was too casual. What relationship did she have with him? People still have no control over their own money. What kind of heart.

Li He felt sorry for his daughter-in-law, who was a slut every meal, but he didn't know how to help. He couldn't raise her in an honest way unless he caught her. The weird and selfish father-in-law who came home this time, the mother-in-law should encourage Zhang Wanting to change marriages, just because the precious son is not married yet at 18 years old.

In this rural area, rural girls have never seen the world and produce and sell their own goods in several surrounding villages.

Most of the girls are picked up by matchmakers and arranged marriages by their parents. They are all well-behaved and obedient. However, there are also many parents who, in order to save money, marry each other's sons with their own daughters. This is called marriage exchange, which is not what it is. What a rare thing.

Although it was settled in the end, Zhang Wanting almost lost her life because of this incident, and she was worried about it for the rest of her life. Li Heming knew what would happen next, but he didn't know how to help Zhang Wanting.

The simplest way is to give Zhang Wanting money to silence her father-in-law. With the money, they can still marry their precious son, so there is no need to change marriages.

Can she take the money given to Zhang Wanting? Could it be that you told her that your parents were going to sell you?

Li He thought about it and had to go to Zhang's house after the new year to turn the tide and save the beauty at the critical moment.

The two of them kept chatting like this. When the train arrived in Qufu, it was already dark. Li He took out the mung bean cake he bought specially from his bag and handed it to Zhang Wanting, "Eat some, you must be hungry, right?" "

Zhang Wanting was not polite and took it directly and took a bite. Li He hurriedly got into the water again, "Be careful not to choke."

Zhang Wanting asked, "Li He, do you know me? Do you think we can have such a serious relationship after just meeting a few times?"

Li He was asked this suddenly and didn't know how to answer. He pondered for a while and said, "Do you believe in fate? I feel like we have known each other in my previous life. I just want to be good to you. I can't help but want to be good to you. I will be good to you all my life."

Zhang Wanting lowered her head and whispered, "I'm not beautiful."

Li He unknowingly held Zhang Wanting's hand, "In my heart, you are the most beautiful, the most beautiful. Do you believe me? The first time I saw you, I felt that we should be together in this life." "

Zhang Wanting hurriedly took out her hand and said with a forced smile, "Li He, really, you are excellent, but I am not worthy of you."

How could Zhang Wanting not like this boy? He looks shabby in appearance, but he is confident, serious, persistent, careful, and smart. From a practical point of view, Li He's school is better. Graduating from a good university means having a better life. Distribution, better income, better life.

Sometimes there may not be any girls in the class who want to get close to him, but he is also very obedient and ignores them. Zhang Wanting can't help but think passionately that this is not because he is afraid of being unhappy.

Li He rubbed her hair distressedly. This time Zhang Wanting did not avoid it, as if she suddenly found the tacit understanding from her previous life. If she understood, there would be no need to say anything. The two of them were facing each other, leaning against the back of the chair.

Except for the two of them taking turns to go to the toilet in the middle, there was no conversation all night.

When Li He opened his eyes, the sky was still bright. Zhang Wanting leaned on Li He's shoulders. Her broad shoulders seemed to carry the whole world. He was suddenly surrounded by happiness.

Li He didn't dare to move for fear that Zhang Wanting would wake him up.

She was in a daze thinking about the two of them, and suddenly she had an idea and thought of a solution. She took out the money from her pocket without counting it in detail. It was about six or seven hundred, and tiptoed into Zhang Wanting's left coat pocket. . Regardless of whether she uses it or not, it still gives her a chance to choose.

When Zhang Wanting woke up, she looked at Li He with a blushing face, "You stand up and stretch your body. Does it hurt you?"

Li He smiled and stood up, twisted his neck, and shook his head comfortably, "You're almost at the station, so pack up. I'll take you down. You need to pay attention to your own safety for the rest of the way."

When they got off the bus, people crowded in and blocked the door to get off, and there was another burst of excitement. When the two of them got to this point, Li He didn't care about anything, and directly put his arms around Zhang Wanting's waist and sent him to the door.

Zhang Wanting walked out of the station, took a deep breath, and touched her pocket as a habit. When she touched it out, she found a stack of money. Looking at Li He waving to her from the train window, she seemed to understand something.

Zhang Wanting reacted and wanted to catch up, but the train had slowly left the platform.