My 1979

Growing up, she was scolded as a loser. She was the hardest hit and the most beaten. Once, her father beat her so hard with a stick that she had to run and run. She hid in the cowshed in the next village in the middle of the winter. Inside, a kind-hearted old man touched her head with pity and said, "My daughter, study hard in the future. Only by studying can you be successful."

She asked curiously, "Master, have you read the book?"

The old man sighed and said, "I probably read it."

She was also stupid at that time, and she didn't even ask why you, who had also studied, were still living in the cowshed.

But at that time, she knew that after studying, she could go to the city to work, and she could leave here, and she actually had a vague wish.

"Li He, it's true, my dad beat me with a stick as big as a bowl when I was little, and I never complained.

I always think it will be fine when I grow up.

But look at me, I'm already 20 years old and I still have the same fate. I worked hard to study. No matter how my father beat me or my mother scolded me, I still had to study. I thought if I was successful, they wouldn't beat me.

But look, how stupid I am. "

Zhang Wanting started crying again as she spoke, as if she had someone to talk to and could vent her feelings to her heart's content. If it was just like this, she thought it would be fine to endure it, but she actually had to change her marriage. This moment really made her feel desperate.

Zhang Wanting has been nagging about these trivial things for almost her whole life. Can Li He not understand, but she really doesn't know how to comfort her, so she gently wipes away her tears with her sleeves, "Be good, you won't be pretty if you cry like a tabby cat." , crying can’t solve the problem.

In fact, you should pity your parents, who are at the bottom of this society and have no vision without reading.

They work hard to provide for your brothers, hoping that they will succeed and be filial sons.

Their insight lies here, regarding their precious son. The more they bet on their son, the greater their disappointment will be in the future. "

Zhang Wanting went to the capital to see her. Thinking of her brothers, she really couldn't imagine what responsibilities they would have in the future. She wiped her tears with her sleeves and said with a forced smile, "How can you be so comforting?" , you are a man, how can you know the suffering of this woman?"

Li He feels nothing but heartache now. He has personally experienced the strangeness of his father-in-law and mother-in-law in his whole life.

At this time, which college student from any family doesn't think that he has unlimited glory and will become a national cadre when he comes out, so he shouldn't be a treasure?

But these parents are doing the opposite.

The weakest is human affection, the most swaying is the human heart.

700 yuan?

Only this pair of weirdos can talk about it. His whole family can't earn more than 70 yuan for a year's work points.

If this pair of parents can rely on each other, the sow can climb the tree.

"What are you afraid of? You are a college student, and you are a state cadre in your household registration. When it comes to marriage, if you buy or sell state cadres by force, report it to the commune, and the guy at the grain station will make sure he can't eat and walk around."

Zhang Wanting shook her head. She was not a fool. Why didn't she know this? She shook her head and said, "How can my parents, my brothers, my nieces and nephews behave like this in the countryside?".

Li He wished he could go to the village, play gongs, drums, and cannons in front of his mother-in-law and father-in-law. But his relationship with Zhang Wanting has not yet reached that point.

Now we still have to settle the matter quickly, "Didn't your brother just need money for marriage? Problems that can be solved with money are not problems. When he left, didn't he put money in your pocket? Just give it to them directly, isn't there anything else? Discussion?"

Zhang Wanting quickly took out the money and stuffed it into Li He's hand, "I almost forgot, here it is, this is your money, why should I take your money?"

Li He said with a helpless smile, "I'm not afraid that you will be used for nothing when you come back. Even if I borrow it from you, you can just pay it back to me in the future. I earned all this money. If I can earn it, you will definitely be able to earn it in the future too." Earning. I also told you about my family situation."

Seeing Zhang Wanting's firm expression wavering, Li He hurriedly took out a large stack of money from his bag and continued to lie, "Look, I'm not short of money. Look, I have five or six thousand here, and it's all mine." Earned in school.

When you make money in the future, just pay it back to me slowly, right? Even if I work in the future, the salary will not be low. "

Zhang Wanting seemed to have finally made up her mind and said, "Li He, thank you, then I borrowed the money, and I will pay you back slowly."

"Then this little money may not be enough. If you borrow less, it's still a loan. It's better to borrow more. You pretend to be first, and then give it to me when you don't need it." Li He stuffed another wad of money over.

Zhang Wanting nodded as if accepting her fate, counted the money, divided it into two parts and put it in her pocket. She took a deep breath and said, "I will lend you 1,000. Although I don't know when I will be able to pay you back, I will still pay it back as soon as possible." you".

"Just honor your father-in-law and your mother-in-law in advance." Li He said casually without thinking about it. When he said this, he wanted to slap himself in the face. He felt that he was being disrespectful again, as if he was trying to take advantage of others. Look. He glanced at Zhang Wanting, fearing that she would be angry, and said hurriedly, "You know I am sincere to you, I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing."

I might as well slap myself to death. I really don’t know how to speak anymore. The more I talk, the more confused I become. “I’m leaving first. I’ll stay one night at your commune guest house. If you need anything, just come to me.”

Without waiting for Zhang Wanting to reply, she hurriedly left.

Zhang Wanting looked at Li He's nervous and panicked figure and laughed. Could she not feel his sincerity? Thinking about everything in school, she could feel his omnipresent concern for her. At this time, her heart was filled with honey, sweet honey.

A good relationship doesn't make you faint all at once, but it spoils you in a steady stream.

Zhang Wanting thought, if Li He wanted to follow him at the beginning, she would have no hesitation at that moment, otherwise the cold river water would be her final destination, and what a terrible thing it would be to live.

The moment Zhang Wanting saw him, she seemed to suddenly have something to rely on. She didn't have nothing in this world. The feeling of being cared about, paid attention to, and talked about by others filled her with joy.

Zhang Wanting seemed to suddenly have endless energy on her way home. She walked in and saw the family eating dinner lively. Although she was used to the coldness, she still felt uncomfortable.

"You damn girl, your wings are really stiff. You can't stay home all day. I can't even say a few words to you." Her mother opened her mouth and scolded you.

Zhang Wanting took a hard breath, filled a bowl of porridge herself, took a few mouthfuls, and finally felt a little more comfortable in her stomach, then she said, "Mom, I've thought about it, I don't agree to the marriage."

Old man Zhang sighed and said, "You have had a good idea since you were a child. As soon as you know a few words, you have to come up with your own name. Look at which girl doesn't just finish in elementary school, but you want to go to junior high school."

Which girl doesn't get married at the age of sixteen or seventeen, but you want to go to high school and hang around in your 20s without getting married.

Aren't your mother and I worried? This is not only for your brother, but also for your own good. "

Her mother seemed to dislike the old man's verbosity, "That's because you don't fight enough. Everything depends on her temper. Look, which girl is like you? I will tell you clearly today. If you don't agree, you have to agree, unless you are dead."

Zhang Wanting's heart was pounding, and she remembered that in order to go to high school, her father beat her with a dough ball and her whole back was swollen.

She was already a 16-year-old girl at that time. She was beaten so hard that she couldn't go out to meet people. She suppressed her hazy eyes and said, "Dad, please think carefully. I'll be beaten since I started studying in high school." , I was number one. The school saw my difficulties and didn’t let me pay tuition.

Even in junior high school, I was the one who herded sheep for the team. I earned work points by raising pigs, which was more than the tuition, and it didn’t count as a expense for the family.

Later, the production team went to work, harvesting wheat, plowing the fields, and ridging the fields. I didn't even take leave from school, but I still came back to work. Dad, what do you think about me? "

Old man Zhang saw that his daughter was unwilling to accept anything, and said, "Then what do you want to do? Are you just going to watch your brother become a bachelor and watch the old Zhang family become extinct?"