My 1979

Li He was very depressed. He suddenly realized that at this stage of his life, no one believed him. Suddenly, he thought of her again, and he thought of her eyes, a look of disdain.

He really has billions of dollars.

How could she not believe it?

How had he ever deceived her?

He really never lied to her.

In fact, he began to regret the recklessness of his speech again. He should have slowly let her accept it.

He Fang's growing laughter pulled him back, and he also saw He Fang's smile, which was the smile of doting on a silly child.

Her whole body was still trembling. Li He held her in his arms distressedly, but she felt wet every time he touched her. He laughed, "Why don't you take off your pants?"

He was also curious. He Fang was very good at water, so how could she stop flopping in the water? These are cotton pants. Once they absorb water, they weigh a lot.

In fact, it was hard for her to swim that far in the first place.

He Fang leaned against him tightly. She was probably cold and her teeth were trembling, but she still said angrily, "I'm not in a hurry. I only had time to take off the coat on top."

When people are anxious, their IQ drops quickly.

"Take off your pants and put on mine. Let's go back quickly."

He Fang stood up unsteadily, squeezed some of the water out of her pants, and made a splashing sound, "You are still naked, and this temperature doesn't do anything to me. Put on your clothes quickly, you are not in good health It’s not good.”

She was afraid of the cold, but she gritted her teeth and comforted herself. I have experienced temperatures of more than 20 degrees below zero in the north, so this temperature is nothing.

"Then leave quickly." Li He knew her temper very well, so he put on his pants quickly without any further delay, but still put his coat on He Fang. This time He Fang did not object. , wearing two coats finally gave her some warmth.

He ran away and took them away. When he arrived at the door of the house, he started to tiptoe. He Fang said, "Look, are they sleeping?"

If she came into the house like this, she would probably think something was wrong, and maybe she would get into trouble.

Li He took a look at the courtyard first and saw that the lights in the old woman's room were out. Then he felt relieved and waved to He Fang, "Come in."

When He Fang entered the house, he moved the kitchen stove into the house, took out the red coals and put them into a porcelain basin, and added some charcoal to it, and the fire immediately started. Simple charcoal basin.

The room became warmer, and when he saw He Fang changing clothes, he turned around and went out.

He Fang said while taking off her pants, "What are you doing? Change your clothes quickly."

He turned his back and said, "I'll wait for you to change."

"I'm ready. You should go to bed quickly."

Li He turned around and saw that she had already gotten into bed and said with a smile, "You are very fast."

"Hurry up and change."

She looked straight at her, which made Li He feel a little embarrassed. He took his underwear and hid behind the bed. At least there was a mosquito net between them, so he couldn't see anything.

He Fang smiled and cursed, "Promise."

The charcoal was relatively moist, and the room was filled with smoke. Both of them were choked and couldn't stand it. He Fang rolled up the quilt and wanted to get up, but Li He hurriedly covered his eyes, "Don't look at any incest, she is not wearing any clothes at all!"

"I'll open the door, I'll open the door."

"Haha." He Fang laughed proudly and sneezed heavily without thinking.

Li He opened the door and opened the window. The cold wind rushed in. The smoke dispersed a little, but it seemed to be even colder. It was better not to use the charcoal basin. He simply took the charcoal basin out and closed the window and door again.

The two of them slept together as usual, but this time they slept carefully because neither of them had any clothes on.

He accidentally touched her and was so frightened that he quickly moved his hands and feet to the edge of the bed, so that he could roll to the ground when he turned over.

He Fang suddenly said, "Are you telling the truth?"

Li He asked blankly, "What?"

"Nothing." He Fang curled up and fell asleep inside.

When he woke up in the morning, Li He realized something was wrong. He had slept holding He Fang's legs that night. Her legs were very long, thin, white, and soft. The Adam's apple couldn't help but swallow a few times. He gently moved the feet on his chest to the side, raised his head and saw that He Fang was not moving, and he was relieved.

He put on his clothes rustlingly, quietly opened the door and left the house. He Fang heard the sound of closing the door, but suddenly stood up and smiled softly. In order to avoid embarrassment, she put on her clothes and lay on her side on the bed for a while before getting up.

The two of them were really familiar.

Often the more familiar it becomes, the more awkward it becomes.

She got up, brushed her teeth, washed her face, and helped Wang Yulan fill the stove with wheat straw and cook porridge.

Wang Yulan couldn't help but ask, "When did you two settle the matter? I have a certain idea at least."

She was really worried. If she didn't implement it every day, she wouldn't be at ease every day.

He Fang smiled and said, "Auntie, I really can't make the decision for Er He." She leaned over like a little woman and threw all the blame to Li Lao Er. She had lied so hard that she was a little tired of it.

"If you are planning to get married, there will be a lot of cotton in the coming year, and you can make a lot of quilts." Wang Yulan has already made plans in her mind, including what gifts to give to her in-laws, what kind of clothing to use for the wedding, and what kind of furniture to buy. , how many beds are made of the new quilt? It’s clear.

After breakfast, she caught Li He and asked him this question.

Li He said, "Let's wait until the situation becomes more stable."

He didn't know what He Fang's attitude was, but he was willing to marry her. Looking back, he found that the only woman who could tolerate him was He Fang.

Wang Yulan said, "We can't delay it any longer. Think about how old you are."

Li He sighed and said, "Let me discuss it with her."

He took He Fang to herd geese, and she jumped on the river slope like a little girl. Everything here made her feel fresh, and the air here made her very happy.

She suddenly heard him talking about marriage, and was not too surprised. She just smiled and asked, "Do you still have her in your heart?"

"Yes." Li He said truthfully. How could he forget her?

Impossible to forget.

"Then I won't marry." She liked him very much, but that didn't mean she could endure a makeshift life. She loves him, but that doesn't mean she can accommodate his marriage.

"But I like you too." How could he not like her? They have been together for almost ten years.

Ten years is not short. How many decades can a person have?

She even felt a little guilty, maybe because he delayed her for ten years.

He knew her, and she knew him, and she even knew him better than he knew her.

He felt comfortable, happy, and at ease with her. These were enough for him, even a bit luxurious.

He Fang shook her head and said, "That will make you suffer even more."

"I have her in my heart, but I just put her in a new position." Li He once thought about trying to save her, and once thought about finding her. Not even for the last time, he thought she had changed, so what was the point of finding her back?

He had been angry and sad, but what about that? She has changed, she has changed.

But now he doesn't think so. It's not that she has changed, she hasn't changed at all, she just returned to her original appearance. When he recalled her life, he was mostly sad. She was such an enterprising person, but she happened to be born into a family there. In her hometown, she compromised with her family, with the society in terms of work distribution, and even in marriage, she didn't have much choice, so she compromised with him with a trace of depression. When she later had children, she compromised again with her two children.

Her life was a life of compromise, and she spent her whole life learning patience and humility.

She believes she will get through it one day.

How unwilling she was.

So he sadly discovered that he was not worthy of having her in the first place, and she did not belong to him in the first place.

He gradually became resentful of his own incompetence.

He began to feel sorry for her again, and began to pity her again. Now he has no regrets at all for intervening in her life too early. She is a free bird and will fly in the end. When he saw her happy, he probably could be happy.

When he saw her happy, he could also be truly happy for her.

He is atoning for the sins of his previous life. Compared to the grievances he had given her in his previous life, his grievances were nothing.

He delayed her in his last life, and he made her suffer. He has now personally sent her to the blue sky and a wider world, and he has no regrets. In this life, he hoped that she could be herself for once and truly live for herself.

Once he figured it out, everything went smoothly for him.

He Fang asked playfully, "What position?"

"Yes. She is a little bird. I let her fly with my own hands. But I threw away the cage a long time ago." His tone was very relaxed, but only he knew how heavy he felt in his heart.

He knew that she had given enough and he couldn't ask for more.

"Really?" He Fang didn't believe his suspicious words.

"Hey, my surname is He, Moji is not your character. Just be happy and decide whether to marry or not. If you marry, you can go see your mother-in-law. If not, what if you don't marry?" Li He paused deliberately, pointed around and said, "I won't scare you to death if I tell you. Go and ask around. There are people lined up within a hundred miles around who are willing to marry me, Mr. Li. Believe it or not, I'll go and roar. If you hurry up, you can get through the door of my house." Ah. You are being pretentious."

He has never been in love, but he is sure that this time it is love. He was sure she would marry him.

He Fang suddenly laughed, holding her stomach and shaking her head to the sky with laughter. Tears of laughter came out. She just heard her murmuring, "It's so good. It's so good."

She knew the real him was back.

Seeing that she was unmoved, Li He was a little annoyed, "Comrade He Fang, I solemnly inform you again. Don't hesitate, don't be hesitant, the opportunity must not be missed and it won't come back again! Be more relaxed, okay, give me a talk."

She smiled and replied loudly, "You are so beautiful!"

He turned around and ran away.

"Hey, where are you going!" Li He shouted loudly behind her.

"You come and chase me." She responded with a smile while turning back as she ran.

"I'm herding the geese." The geese were almost full and it was getting dark, so he was waiting to rush home.

A few days before the Spring Festival, Li He took Li Long to the county again, first to Bian Mei's house. Li Long didn't lack her help in the county either, and Li Long couldn't miss the scenes he deserved.

Bian Mei looked at the two boxes of cigarettes and alcohol that Li Heti had slipped over and said with a smile, "Old classmate, please be polite. We have to do this."

"Don't you dislike it anymore? There are many department stores. I will move it for you now."

"Hey, I'm telling the truth about you. Hurry up and sit down." Bian Mei hurriedly grabbed Li He who was about to leave, turned around and scolded her man, "Why are you standing there stupidly? Hurry up and get some tea."

As expected, her man went to pour the tea without saying a word.

Li He took the tea cup offered by Bian Mei's man, and then said to his man, "Brother, it's not easy. It's really not easy."

The man from Bianmei held his hand movedly, shook it twice, and sighed, "It's rare to have a close friend in life. You are not allowed to leave at noon, and you have to drink two drinks. If you leave, I will have to worry about you."

Bian Mei pushed his man away and said disgustedly, "Let's go and have fun, you are the one who has nothing to do with me."

The man from Bianmei defended himself, "What's wrong with me treating my eldest brother to a meal?"

Bian Mei said angrily, "I have the county magistrate and mayor accompanying me at noon, so there is no need for you to invite them."

"I'm also here to treat you two to dinner today. It depends on whether you two give me face or not." Mei is too good here, so Li He has to take her with him. In fact, it doesn't matter if he takes one more or one less. of.

Bian Mei happily agreed, but left her man and child at home.

When Li He left, he left two hundred yuan for his children, saying it was New Year's money given in advance.

Bian Mei smiled and did not refuse, "Then you should hurry up and find a partner, otherwise you will never come back, and it will be a big loss for you."

"Don't worry, you can't get any advantage."

On the way to the hotel, Bian Mei took a thousand yuan to Li He.

"What does this mean?" Li He did not understand.

Bian Mei whispered, "It's not that you didn't give me money. Huang Hao's matter is of no use. The section chief can't even sit down."

Li He did not accept the money, but asked curiously, "What's wrong?"

"This year, the water station gate opening was not coordinated well, which triggered a fight for water between the two villages. The matter was quite big. He took the blame, so he was unlucky."

"Oh." Li He couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, probably because Huang Hao's accident had nothing to do with him, and it was just a little less psychological burden. After all, they were still related by blood. He smiled and said, "You can take this money. Don't Push, push again and I’ll get annoyed.”

Bian Mei accepted it helplessly.

If you take his money, you will have to help his brother eliminate disasters in the future.

This relationship cannot be removed cleanly.

Director Zhang of the county hospital had been waiting in the hotel box for a long time. When he saw Li He coming over, he was very friendly and shouted that he had to pay for the meal.

After ordering food in the restaurant, He Jun and Mayor Wu came over.

Li He shook hands with Mayor Wu first, exchanged greetings, and then gave He Jun a big hug. Needless to say, he felt sad when he was a small officer back then and got to where he is now.

Dean Zhang and Bian Mei were familiar with He Jun, so naturally they focused on Mayor Wu. Such a dinner was rare.

Li He kept toasting to Mayor Wu, while Li He smiled and said nothing. He occasionally chatted with He Jun and had a drink.

Since they didn't drink their share of the wine, Mayor Wu naturally had a reserved attitude toward Bian Mei and encouraged them to work hard and make progress. The two of them were naturally a little uninterested, but they didn't want to miss the opportunity to show their faces. Dean Zhang naturally wanted to talk about something else. Bian Mei became a little smarter and stopped interrupting this time. She focused on He Jun. Let's grasp what's in front of us first.

Li Long was very nervous on the side. He was sitting near the door drinking alone. One of them was the mayor and the other was the county magistrate. He didn't know how to interrupt. He has also met He Jun, but only when he has something to do, He Jun will show up or say hello. Usually He Jun does the most explaining and he rarely talks. Not to mention eating at a wine table.

He watched his brother chatting and laughing at the wine table, calm and composed, and vaguely proud, which made him proud. He thought that it would be great for his brother to know the county magistrate, but he never expected that he could also know the mayor. He felt a sense of pride in his heart. Will he be able to walk sideways in the city in the future?

The overwhelming pride that appeared out of nowhere surprised even him.

Li He was not satisfied that he was in a daze, so he pushed him and said with a smile, "It's time to toast, why are you sitting there stupidly?"

Li Long picked up his wine glass and said to Mayor Wu, "Wu City."

"Just call me Angkor. There are no outsiders today." Mayor Wu gave Li He a rare chance to show face. This time, he and Li Long didn't drink lightly. Instead, they picked up the glass and drank it all in one gulp.

"Angkor." Calling the mayor a brother made him very happy. He also drank the wine in the glass.

After that, the wine glasses were filled again, and everyone toasted, starting with He Jun.

Li He felt sorry that he drank too much and said with a smile, "Drink slowly."

When the wine was almost drunk, Mayor Wu was picked up by the driver first.

The drinking party is almost over here.

Li He and Dean Zhang argued for a long time about who should pay the bill, but in the end, Bian Mei took the opportunity and paid the bill.

He Jun wanted to have a private chat with Li He, and Li He readily agreed.

The two found a small private room and each had a cup of tea.

He Jun said, "So, you really don't want to be a teacher anymore?"

"I won't do it anymore. Now everyone is looking at money. I have to keep up with the trend, otherwise I will be eliminated by the times." Li He can always justify himself.

"You are a man of great ability and broad vision. You can succeed in anything you do. I believe you can succeed. If you want to do business in the county, just say hello to me."

Li He shook his head, "Besides transporting sand and gravel by ship, what else can we do in our county?"

He couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness. He was rich but could not contribute much to his hometown. It's not that he doesn't do it, it's that he can't do it.

Transportation alone can suffocate him. If the products can't be shipped, what's the use? In fact, it is not just transportation. Even if there are trillion-scale infrastructure projects built by the whole country, it will still be difficult for the economy to get off the ground. It still relies on the export of labor and has become a well-known major labor export county.

He thought that all he could do was invest more in education in the county, at least from labor output to intellectual output. He has always believed that education can change the future of rural areas.

He Jun smiled awkwardly and said, "It's not as pessimistic as you said."

In fact, he was feeling uncomfortable. He had gone out to investigate. Along the coast, everyone was vying to be the boss. There were textile factories, yarn mills, shoe factories, machinery factories and other township enterprises everywhere. But looking at the local area, except for Some kilns, sand and gravel factories, and shipping are simply stagnant and have no improvement at all!

"Don't say this, just take your time."

He Jun finally remembered the topic, "You mentioned my position, please give me a direction."

It is said that he has gained some experience in politics over the years and is fully capable of taking charge of his own affairs. However, his trust in Li He has formed an instinct, and he always has to ask unconsciously to feel at ease.

"The flag determines the direction, the road determines the destiny, and the route determines success or failure." After Li He's heart was over, he couldn't help but start showing off again.

He Jun had already understood his nature, and now he was not in a hurry. He just asked with a smile, "You always say something scripted, say something practical."

Li He shook his head, "I'm not just following the script. This is the basic connotation of current social issues. This is a red line that no one can step on or waver. What is the prerequisite for economic construction?"

"social stability."

"Then how can we be stable?"

"Develop people's livelihood." He Jun felt that he had entered an endless cycle.

"In summary, uphold and develop socialism with Chinese characteristics. This is a big issue of right and wrong."

He Jun said nonchalantly, "You all know this."

Li He drank a cup of tea and rolled his eyes at him, "You only know it if you remember it in your heart."

He Jun asked jokingly, "Then what do you have to say?"

"Go against anyone who corrupts public order and endangers social stability. Support and oppose whatever you support, have a clear attitude, speak out with confidence, do it openly, and never be a good guy or a good gentleman."

"Isn't this the wise self-preservation you taught me before?"

Li He smiled and said, "A gentleman moves at the right time."

When he came out of the hotel, Li Long was already a little impatient waiting at the door of the hotel, and was only happy to see him come out.

When they went back, the two of them bought a lot of New Year's goods in the department store. Li Long didn't want Li He to pay for it, so he suggested, "Let's each buy half."

Besides, his brother had already spent a lot of money on his behalf today to treat people to dinner and win favors. These were all spent for his sake, and he knew it in his heart.

Li He sat on the corner of the car seat and let him drive the tractor. He put his arm around his shoulders and said, "What are you thinking about? Remember, the worst thing about your brother's life is that he is not short of money."

"Yes." Li Long was concentrating on driving his tractor. His brother was bragging after drinking, so it was better not to reveal it.

The cold air came more violently, with hail first, then light rain, and within two days it started to snow.

With He Fang here, Li He was really free. This year, He Fang took care of all the couplets in the village. He was shocked when the calligraphy came out. After nearly ten years together, he didn't know He Fang's calligraphy was so good!

The level of this writing is obviously much higher than his!

Thinking of him practicing calligraphy under her nose every day, and occasionally pretending, he could only think of one word: playing with a big knife in front of Guan Gong!

He was insulted again!

He was slapped in the face again!

He Fang said with a smile, "I started writing calligraphy with my dad when I was three years old. You can't be jealous of this. Even though I stopped intermittently, I haven't stopped writing in the past two years of work."

She was suddenly happy to see Li He and Qi Zhi.

Li He couldn't understand why he was always the one who got hurt.

Li Zhi came to Li He and said that his eldest son was going to take the normal examination. Li He really felt that this child was very sensible.

Normal schools always have a unique charm for many children from poor families. Many people often apply for it, mainly because there is no money to eat. Being admitted to a normal school is an early step into communism.

"This child of yours is really sensible. His grades are so good. It's a pity to take the normal school exam. Tell him that you don't have to worry about money. He can take whatever exam he wants." Compared with this child, Li Laoer couldn't help but feel a little ashamed.

People can understand their parents when they are eighteen years old, but they want to escape when they are eighteen years old.

Li Zhidao said, "It's pretty good to be a teacher, right?"

It would be good for the child to have a job in the future, but he does not dare to have high demands.

"But being a teacher may not be something a child really likes. Brother, we can't give in to the child. If you don't have enough money, I'll lend you some more."

Li Zhi waved his hands hurriedly, "That's enough, that's enough. I'll ask him again."

This year's New Year's Eve dinner, Li Fucheng and his wife were willing to spend the New Year's Eve dinner with their eldest son for the first time, probably to create a harmonious family atmosphere in front of their eldest grandson's wife.

Although there were two more people, there were still two people missing after all. The fourth and fifth children did not come back to celebrate the New Year. Wang Yulan still placed two pairs of bowls and chopsticks on the table and almost cried when facing the empty bowls.

Li He said, "Can I take you over to see them after the new year?"

"There are so many animals in the house. Who will take care of them when I leave? That's easy to say." Wang Yulan complained a little about her son.

"I'll send them back after the holidays."

After the Spring Festival, after consulting He Fang, he took her for a walk with her grandma and uncle. He couldn't bear to look at his grandma's thatched house anymore, and he felt really distressed. Regardless of how shameless his uncles were, he said to his old cousin Xizi, "I'll pay for it, and you can help repair it."

"Brother, it's all our fault for not having the ability."

If he didn't know the true temper of his old cousin, Li He would have been furious after hearing these words, thinking that he was deliberately angry. But he knew that this was what his old cousin was saying, so he asked, "What do you think of driving a tractor for transportation?"

Xizi grinned and said, "Of course that's good, you can pull gravel, bricks, anything."

"I'll lend you money to run the transportation." Li He could only think of this.

"It costs a lot of money." Someone lent him money to buy a tractor. He was suddenly so happy that he didn't know why he refused, even to be polite.

"It's okay, I'll lend it to you. But I'll leave all the repairs to your house to you. It's all your money in name."

"But this is your money." Xizi hesitated.

"That's it." Li He gave 50,000 yuan to Xizi the next day, and Xizi went crazy with joy.

Li He also gave 10,000 yuan to his grandmother.

The old lady doesn't want it. It's really outrageous to take her grandson's money. The key is to take so much money.

"Forget it every year, I'll give you so much this time."

"I am also a grandson, right? Take it." Li Heming knew that they would give the money to their son, but they had to give it.