My 1979

She is actually a child who is afraid of rain but always stands in the rain. However, she cannot choose her fate. From the moment she was born, it has been raining in her sky, lingering and endless.

When it rained, water leaked in the thatched house, and the ground was so muddy that there was no place to stand. The quilt I slept on at night was damp, and when I was cooking, I couldn't even find dry firewood.

Now that she has grown into an adult, she always has to work hard to raise her head to see the sun and see its dazzling light.

She tried her best to smile at Li He, so as to create an air of joy. There was always rain in the air, like hail, getting bigger and bigger, jumping on her eyelids.

She was not a sentimental person, but if she could still be happy when she saw him, she must be either insane or suffering from something else.

She cares about him, she likes him.

Her heart was not narrow or extreme at all, but when it came to him, she could only hold him in her heart, and no one else could fit in her. She just thought he was the best.

She knew what kind of person he was. She had known him since she was a child. He had such a good temper and good temper.

He is a person who refuses to trample ants to death. Even if a mosquito comes forward, all he does is drive it away.

She would rather give in to herself than let him get into trouble. She must be feeling pain in her heart, because someone was pinching her.

However, when he was in trouble, it was even more uncomfortable than when she was in trouble.

She couldn't think of a good idea, so she went in and out all day long. Her knowledge and heart tell her that the highest responsibility is to be considerate and follow his thoughts without forcing him.

The two of them stood in the rain, both wanting to talk, but they didn't know where to start.

There was the sound of rain in the fields, rivers, and sky. The sky was so dark and the rain was so heavy.

Suddenly, streaks of lightning rose into the sky. The lightning was very bright and shot straight into the sky. The sky and the earth were pale.

Lightning followed one after another, and then a series of thunder exploded in the ears, like a lion roaring.

"Let's go quickly." Li He shivered with fear. He was not afraid of heaven or earth, he was just afraid of being struck by lightning!

Science told him that thunder is a paper tiger, while lightning is a real tiger! Only those who commit the second disease are waiting to be struck by lightning and gain super powers.

What's more, he has always been afraid of lightning and thunder since he was a child.

Seeing Li He like this, He Zhaodi suddenly laughed, "You don't have to give it away, your flashlight doesn't work."

"Can't you?" Li He patted the flashlight hard, but it couldn't be used.

I couldn't see my fingers, it was pitch black. No matter what, my eyes had no function at this moment.

At this time, Li He sneezed heavily, and he felt comfortable. When fighting for the venue at night, all the dust that had been choked in was washed out.

But this frightened He Zhaodi, and she hurriedly said, "Come with me, don't catch a cold."

"Where are we going?" Li He could not see the road clearly, so he could only be pulled by her to follow him.

"Go to the boat, don't worry, I can walk here with my eyes closed."

When they arrived at the river slope, Li He relaxed and said, "It's okay, I'm familiar with this place too."

"Wait for me here. I'll get on the boat and pick you up with a lantern." Before Li He could reply, He Zhaodi had already left in the dark.

"Together." No matter how Li He shouted, there was no response. For him, it was pitch black everywhere, and he could only take two steps forward with the occasional light of lightning.

After a while, a fire-like light appeared on the river, and the light was getting closer and closer to him.

Li He walked towards the light and finally met He Zhaodi.

The two of them got on the boat. Li Hehao took off his shirt without hesitation. He was all wet and felt very uncomfortable wearing it.

"Okay, let's lie down on the mat. Let's make it through the night, and the clothes will be dry in the morning." She looked at him with a smile. Her smile made her eyes more prettier, and those deep eyeballs made her whole body move. .

Her wheat-colored complexion looked a bit gray under the oil lamp, but this darkness could not hide her luster. Her well-proportioned body still showed the strength of youth and the beauty of her curves.

After saying that, He Zhaodi put out the lantern and began to change her clothes. She smiled and asked, "Are you afraid of the dark?"

"Not afraid."

"Do you still want to light a lamp?" He Zhaodi lay next to Li He.

"okay."

After a long time, he said quietly, "You should find someone to marry."

He didn't mean what he said. He couldn't teach her to give her beauty, tenderness, thousands of wonderful sounds, and eyes to others?

He once let go of the person he loved most with his own hands. He already had regrets. It was painful enough. It had become a fact. The tenderness no longer belonged to him and he had to let go.

But now, everything around him belongs to him.

He stopped letting her hug him and put his back back on the mat.

"Don't move." He Zhaodi still stubbornly pulled him over, "I have already said that I don't want to get married. Why do I want to get married?

I think it's pretty good to be alone. I have food, drink, and nothing else to worry about. Don't give me any random ideas. "

She pressed her forehead against his and closed her eyes in anticipation.

Li He didn't want to make her disappointed, so he hugged her tighter.

"A person is not complete. You have to have a family," he continued. "I don't want to see you alone. Really, when you get old, it will be terrible."

"What does it mean to be complete? I haven't been split in half, I'm still alive and well," she said with a smile, "If it's really incomplete, you can just say a few words to me and I'll be complete."

"Completeness is that you are no longer alone." Li He explained, "Someone will protect you from the wind, and someone will protect you from the rain. Then there may be another little person, and this little person will call you mother, and then you There is another unshirkable responsibility, you grow up with him and protect him from wind and rain."

"I'm not a person now," Zhao Dihe insisted, "Aren't you a person?"

"It's different," Li He shook his head in the darkness, even if she couldn't see it, he sighed, "You have to find someone who truly belongs to you."

"You belong to me."