My 1979

If you still exist in this world, then this world is meaningful to me no matter what; but if you are no longer there, no matter how beautiful this world is, it is just a desert in my eyes, and I will Like a lonely ghost.

——————————“Wuthering Heights”

After a while, Li Zhaokun also came. It takes half an hour to drive from the south area of ​​his home to the west area of ​​Queen Mary Hospital where he works. The reason why I chose this hospital is because it is one of the few hospitals in Hong Kong that provides 24-hour emergency services.

He saw the eldest daughter-in-law lying on the bed, and there was no doctor next to her. The eldest son was sitting against the wall, the fourth child was standing by the bed, and Wang Yulan and the fifth child were sitting on chairs in the aisle, both of them silent. He asked Wang Yulan in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

He was even more nervous than Wang Yulan when it came to the plans for the descendants of Lao Li's family.

Wang Yulan was about to speak, but she heard the eldest daughter-in-law's painful groan, and urgently heard the fourth daughter's shout.

"The amniotic water has broken! Call the doctor quickly and get a breathing mask." The fourth child hurriedly ran out of the delivery room and towards the nurse's desk on duty.

After the doctor came, everyone was kicked out of the delivery room again.

Li He ignored the nurse's dissuasion and smoked one cigarette after another in the corridor again. He Fang's painful shouts in the ward made him very worried.

The nurse had no choice but to leave. She couldn't afford to offend anyone who dared to scold the dean.

The doctor came late just now, and Li He almost had a medical incident.

The fourth child poked Li He and said, "Brother, you have to be mentally prepared."

Li He asked, "What?"

"Generally, when the amniotic water breaks, it will be very painful, but not so fast. It may be a contraction, and a caesarean section may be necessary." The fourth child said very carefully. Her brother's desperate look for a moment almost frightened her.

At a certain moment, she almost grasped the meaning of her sister-in-law's words, 'Your brother is feeling bitter'.

Her brother has always been strict with himself and tolerant of others. Her brother's big pants don't cost more than ten yuan, and a bottle of Maotai doesn't cost more than two hundred yuan. As for herself, a piece of clothing costs several thousand yuan, a pair of shoes costs several hundred yuan, and a hairpin costs dozens of yuan. The red wine at home cost tens of thousands of yuan, and she and Lao Wu drank it as tea.

A few days ago, her brother told her that when she goes to England, he will buy her a Ferrari and make her look as cool as she wants.

She felt guilty about her brother, but she didn't understand why he was always suffering so much.

When she was a child, it was her brother who went around the table with a feather duster to beat her, and it is still her brother who treats her with every possible care.

There was a smile on the corner of her mouth. It must be that her brother hates iron and steel, and loves and hates it at the same time!

As she grew up, as an adolescent, she learned and understood rebellion, and understood that her brother's love for her was long-lasting and forgiving.

"Then let's have a caesarean section." Li He tried hard to forget that the caesarean section operation at this time was very immature, which meant the probability of complications whether it was done at home or abroad.

As soon as he finished speaking, a doctor came out.

The fourth child was communicating with the doctor, pretending not to hear anything.

"Brother, please sign." The fourth child handed the order and pen to his brother.

"You sign it."

"Yes." The fourth child signed her name without hesitation. At this moment, she had to bear the responsibility for her brother.

After the doctor entered, the door to the delivery room opened again, and He Fang was pushed out.

Li He hurried over and was about to grab He Fang's hand, but was pushed away by the doctor.

Behind him, he kept checking various tests, including blood tests, urine tests, pelvic tests, and fetal heart rate tests.

He Fang was pushed into the delivery room again, and Li He followed resolutely.

The anesthesiologist came in and asked her to lie on her left side, arching her body up as much as possible, like a shrimp. However, her belly was too big and she couldn't arch up, so the anesthesiologist started to give her erections from the waist up. Extramembranous anesthesia.

Li He felt even more painful when he saw her whole body shaking.

The doctor closed the curtain.

"Horizontal knife or vertical knife?" Li He heard the doctor ask.

"horizontal."

After hearing He Fang's words, Li He seemed to hear the sound of the knife scratching his belly again, so harsh and heartbreaking.

The cry of the child when it was pulled out finally made Li He couldn't help but stand up.

When the doctor came out, he didn't ask anything.

He didn't move until the doctor opened the door and Wang Yulan and Lao Wu rushed in.

Seeing that Li He was still in a daze, the fourth child brought the child to him, "Brother, are you happy now? It's a little niece."

"I have a daughter." Li He was happy from the bottom of his heart, but before he could see the child, the nurse had already taken him away.

Li He stood beside He Fang's bed and saw that she was sleeping soundly. He did not wake her up, but held her hand tightly and kissed her deeply, "I'm sorry."

He felt her fingers move slightly.

He just stayed with her quietly like this, even though the air conditioner was on, and her forehead was sweating from time to time, and he wiped her with his sleeves from time to time.

At nine o'clock, the Yu family, the Shen family, and even Old Man Li all came. The door of this ward was crowded with people.

Mrs. Yu put the fish bone soup on the desk and said distressedly, "This girl has suffered a great crime."

"Auntie, please sit down for a while."

Li He went out to greet Old Man Li and others.

"Congratulations." Old Man Li was also happy for Li He.

"Give me all the cigarettes." This was Li He's first words when they met.

Old Man Li said, "You know I don't smoke cigarettes."

Speaker Quan, who was next to him, gave the cigarettes in his pocket to Li He.

The fourth child came over and said, "Brother, go down and have some breakfast."

"Yeah." Li He greeted Old Man Li, "Let's go together."

Everyone went downstairs together.

Between the outpatient building and the inpatient department is a small square. The flowers in the flower garden are blooming fragrantly, and the fragrance is overflowing. Next to it are several neatly trimmed landscape trees with lush green branches and branches. There is a pool in the middle of the small square, and there are piles of flowers in the pool. In the rockery, dozens of red carp are swimming around and having fun.

Li and Dingqing took a look, lit up their cigarettes skillfully, and sat directly on the steps, unwilling to move.

Old Man Li picked up the cigarette pot and said disdainfully, "When I was young, just like you, everything felt like the end of the world."

Li He said, "Nothing happened to me."

Old Man Li patted him on the shoulder and said, "Just be content."

Li He ignored him, stood up, and took the lead to a nearby stall and ordered a bowl of noodles. Hu Lu finished the meal and left directly, leaving Yu Dehua to pay the bill.

"Six pounds and six taels, it's not light anymore. It's heavier than Lao Wu."

As soon as Li He entered the door, he heard his mother's happy voice.

Wang Yulan held the child in her arms and couldn't help herself. "When the fifth child came out, she was pitiful. Her breasts were still asking whether she could live. You see, she's not doing well now."

Wang Yulan looked lovingly at her little daughter, who was two heads taller than her.