My 1979

Li Qiuhong suddenly said, "Can you give me a cigarette?"

"Huh?" The fourth child was stunned for a moment, then said with a smile, "I don't smoke, how can I get you a cigarette?"

"Please, I really want to smoke." Li Qiuhong said with a pleading look.

The fourth child shook his head, "Since you are sick, you can't smoke."

"Not even one?"

"Not even one bite." The fourth child answered firmly, "Are you going to be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon? You have two days of rest. Not only can you smoke, but I can also drink with you. You can drink as much as you want."

All the brothers and sisters in their family probably have Li Zhaokun's ability to drink. They can drink a little white, beer, and red.

Li Qiuhong leaned on the pillow, raised her head, and stared blankly at the ceiling, as if she didn't dare to look at the fourth child. She just asked, "Don't you want to know what disease I have?"

"I'm studying medicine." The fourth child thought for a while and said truthfully, "Your symptoms have explained everything to me."

"You majored in medicine, and you're not pathological. It's okay for you to be a layman, but you can't fool me." Even if Li Qiuhong was not in a very good condition at the moment, she couldn't change her instinct to quarrel.

The fourth child smiled and said, "Are you feeling pain in your lower abdomen, swelling and discomfort?"

"How do you know?" Li Qiuhong was puzzled.

"My brows are furrowed from time to time, and your left hand has never been loosened on your stomach." The fourth child said without hesitation.

"You know everything." Li Qiuhong turned sideways and turned her face to the other side, facing away from the fourth child.

"Hey, there's no need to be like this." Lao Si smiled and popped her head, "Come on, little girl, give me a smile. It's nothing. Everything will be fine."

Although she didn't know exactly what happened, she believed that no woman was willing to suffer the pain of miscarriage.

"You made fun of me too." Tears rolled down Li Qiuhong's face.

"Who is making fun of you, you stupid bastard? It's too late for me to feel sorry for you." Lao Si wiped away her tears and comforted her, "What's the relationship between us? If you are unhappy, I will definitely be even more unhappy. If you are happy, I can follow you." happy."

"I'm a fool, and you're right to scold me! My brother scolded me like that, and my parents scolded me like that." Li Qiuhong still couldn't stop crying.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The fourth child apologized hurriedly, and once again took out a tissue from his bag in a hurry.

"I love him so much, care about him so much, like him so much, and treat him so well! How could he do this to me!" Li Qiuhong cried a little hysterically.

The fourth child was silent for a while, then patted her on the shoulder and said, "Can we change the angle? I think you are very lucky. At least you don't need to cherish this person if you know it. Find a better one." Better ones are waiting for you.”

Li Qiuhong shook her head, "Have you ever tried to love someone like you love a miracle?"

"No." Lao Si smiled and shook his head, "I came here to study from the most remote and poorest village in China, and then I met you. Now chatting with you is already a miracle. I don't need to worship anyone, worship me. Just do it yourself.”

She has her pride, she never needs to bow to anyone, and she will never bow to anyone.

"So you don't understand, you don't understand what it's like to love someone, and the pain of losing someone."

The fourth child smiled and said, "I don't understand, but I know how painful it will be for your brother and your mother to see you like this."

The bottom line is that for an outsider, is it necessary to torment the whole family?

Li Qiuhong said, "You are always so rational."

"So I'm just like you said. I don't have any artistic talent. I even read books for fun. I'm just a big dick." Seeing her adjusting her posture, the fourth child helped her move the pillow.

"He's gone. I can't see him anymore. My heart hurts so much." Li Qiuhong murmured to herself, still not relieved from her grief.

"Those who want to leave cannot be kept, and those who want to stay will not leave." The fourth child was always calm.

"Actually, I understand him. He has dreams and wants to go abroad. I can't hold him back!" Li Qiuhong burst into tears. "I can follow him! He won't reject me!"

The fourth child asked, "After you became pregnant, he proposed marriage to your family?"

She got to the point.

"No, he wants to marry me, but my brother has always looked down on him, and he doesn't dare to go to my house. We have known each other for so many years, is it necessary to go to so much trouble? Isn't it just a matter of getting a marriage certificate? My brother refused to stop me! He wouldn’t let me go with him!”

"If he goes to your house, will your brother kill him or something? That means he doesn't really want to be with you, it's just an excuse to abandon you.

So just leave. What regrets do you have?

Don't refute me. If he really cared about you, he wouldn't leave you when you were pregnant.

"If they are really doing it for me, why don't they stop me from following him, and they even cause me to lose my baby! Without my baby, how will I face him in the future! What shame do I have to see him!"

"The best thing for you in this world is always your relatives. I believe your brother is also doing it for your own good. You are still young and have a bright future. There is no need to destroy yourself for a man who doesn't care about you." The fourth child finally understood, The abortion was not voluntary for Li Qiuhong. "Even if you can still be together in the future, your brother's persistence now is to give you the confidence to gain status and life in the future. I can understand your brother, but your brother treats you as a treasure." Yes, my sister just let herself be fucked by a pig, and she is still obsessed with getting married. He must not be able to figure it out, why, right?"

"But that's my own path! I can finish the path I choose on my knees! Why should he interfere with me!" Li Qiuhong felt dissatisfied, "Do you know? When I knew I was pregnant, I How happy are you? The baby is lying safely in my belly, and I am going to be a mother! That is my hope! My sustenance!"

"Take care of yourself first, and then heal your eyes..." After a long time, the fourth child said this.

Some girls give it all up when they see a similar guy, not caring about their own embarrassment, but dragging their family members along with them to embarrass him. They also think that other family members are closer than their own, which is stupid and ridiculous.

She couldn't figure out how Li Qiuhong, who was once so smart and motivated, could become like this and become so strange that she didn't recognize him.

She couldn't figure it out anyway.

Can love really make people so blind?

The more I chatted with Li Qiuhong, the more tired I became.

After a few casual words of comfort, he quietly left the ward while Li Qiuhong was taking a nap.

She was thinking the same thing as Li Qiuhong, and she suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette and relax.

At the gate of the hospital, she looked at Li Aijun, who was sitting on the flower bed and smoking.

"Brother Li, Qiu Hong is asleep."

"Thank you." Li Aijun smiled reluctantly, "Please comfort me more, my mind can't turn away."