My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  In the evening sunset, I just looked at Mi Cai, and finally I put down the racing car in my hand, smiled and asked, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

Mi Cai didn't respond to me, but picked up the down jacket I had spread on the floor, pulled my arms and helped me put the down jacket back on, and said with some reproach: "Don't you yourself get cold? "

   "Have you ever seen me catch a cold? This great body was honed in the cold wind!"

  Mi Cai smiled and said: "Don't be poor, tune the car quickly, I'll be fine by squatting for a while."

  Looking at Mi Cai's smile, I lost my mind for a short while. In my memory, she really hasn't smiled at me very much recently. In order to let her continue this smile, I quickly squatted on the ground and started debugging the car.

   After a while, the car finally started smoothly during my debugging. I handed the remote control to Mi Cai and said, "Take it and play."

  Mi Cai shook her head unexpectedly and said, "I bought this for you."

   "Ah!...Didn't you say it was given to you by your friend?"

   "That's what I said after I got angry, who made you always make me unhappy!"

I was moved in my heart, but I still said with a playful smile: "I know you are still angry about what happened that day, but it's not that there is no chance to make up for it, anyway, you will come next month, and I will buy you a box then! "

   "Stupid or not... Who wants you to buy a box."

  I smiled embarrassingly, and I was a little embarrassed to face her, because our conversation at this moment is a bit similar to the flirting between young lovers.

   Seeing that I was silent, Mi Cai said to me seriously: "I actually bought this racing car last time, and I plan to give it to you after dinner, but..."

   "But I left you and went out, which made you lose the mood to eat, right?"

   "It's good that you know." After a short pause, Mi Cai asked again: "Can you tell me who asked you out that night? Look at the anxious look on your face!"

  I hesitated for a while, but still treated each other with sincerity, and said, "Jian Wei, she was the one who asked me out that night."

  Mi Cai nodded, her eyes didn't stay on me any more, but she looked at the group of noisy children by the fountain in a daze.

  …

  After we came out of KFC, the sky was completely dark, and the three of us ushered in the moment of parting while standing in the cold winter wind.

  I said to Mi Cai: "I'll take Wei Xiao back later, you've been quite tired recently, go back and rest earlier."

   "Let me deliver it. Tomorrow is the weekend and it won't affect the rest."

Wei Xiao, who was holding a family bucket, suddenly interjected, saying: "Brother, sister referee, you don't have to see me off, I can just go home by myself, and it's not far anyway." After thinking for a while, he added, "You guys Aren't grown-ups in a relationship supposed to go to the movies on a Friday night?"

  Mi Cai and I looked at each other, and finally I said, "You little brat, you learned to gossip at a young age, who told you that we are in love?"

   "No way, how happy it is to fall in love!"

  I was helpless at Wei Xiao's pure logic, and looked at Mi Cai before I said to him: "We are tired of being harassed by happiness!"

   Wei Xiao scratched his head for a while and asked Mi Cai for help, and said, "Sister referee, what does this mean?"

  Mi Cai smiled: "You don't need to pay attention to him, he just likes to pretend to be deep and play tricks!"

Regarding Mi Cai’s denial and sarcasm, I did not speak back, but this definitely does not mean that I admit that I am pretending to be deep, because the so-called tired of the harassment of happiness is true, it just takes time to understand the meaning. Presumably at this moment, Mi Cai has no emotion to understand deeply.

  …

  Finally, Mi Cai and I took Wei Xiao to his residence on foot, and chatted with his grandfather for a while before we left.

  Walking on the small road in the shanty town, the cold wind hit us against the alley. I was worried that Mi Cai would not be able to withstand the cutting cold wind, so I took off my down jacket again and put it on her body.

  She still refused to wear it, so I wrapped her in a down jacket forcibly, and said with some reproach: "Have you forgotten how you caught a cold last time?... If you are weak, don't be brave!"

  Facing my toughness, Mi Cai hesitated to speak, and finally stopped struggling, and said to me: "You don't want to catch a cold yourself."

   "For a man, such a cold is a kind of happiness!"

   "Masochist."

  I smiled and said, "You can scold me when you get out of this alley. The wind here is so strong that I, a masochist, can hardly bear it!"

  Mi Cai nodded, but suddenly put my cold and red hand into the pocket of the down jacket she was wearing, so my left hand was wrapped in warmth.

  I froze for a long time, and then followed her footsteps to the alley. Our shadows were close together, as if we were getting warmth against the severe cold from each other.

  …

  When I got home, I lay on the bed after washing up and smoked a cigarette as usual. I recalled every bit of the time since I met Mi Cai, but suddenly found that we had experienced two seasons.

I still clearly remember how rudely I threw her quilt and bed sheets from upstairs on that rainy day in late autumn, and how she tricked me into the wilderness and made me suffer... ....And, when she traveled all the way to Xuzhou to find me, I played the guitar for her, and she cuddled up against me and cried.

It turns out that in the changing seasons, we have experienced so much. I only regret that I don’t have such a high emotional intelligence as Wei Ran. If I also use dv to record all this, maybe every night with images to reminisce will be fulfilling. !

After I extinguished the cigarette in my hand, I looked at the photos that I stole from the cabinet in the distance. Although I couldn’t see them clearly under the dim light, I still saw her heart that needed comfort. But, Why can't I be a brave person?

Maybe I'm really inferior, I'm afraid that I can't comfort her heart that was hit hard, it seems that all I can do for her now is cook a meal, put a coat on her to resist the severe cold, Do a few immoral things from time to time to make her angry.

  And these insignificant giving, can really support a love with great disparity?

   What an unsolvable proposition this is! But if I don't try, how can I get an answer? If I can't support it after trying, wouldn't it make each other more painful?

The above are already optimistic assumptions, some are pessimistic, and I don’t even have a chance to try, because beside Mi Cai, there is another Wei Ran who is considerate of her. If I compare with Wei Ran, I don’t doubt it at all. I am a scumbag with only 5 combat power.

  So it’s really time to wash up and sleep! To save such unreliable mediocrity from bothering me... I finally turned off the light, and in the dark room, I repeatedly experienced the loneliness of being on.

  But the loneliness that was getting better was interrupted by a sudden ringtone of the mobile phone, but it took me a long time to pick it up and look, it was actually from Mi Cai.

   "Zhaoyang, I forgot to tell you just now, please ask Fangyuan, Chen Jingming and me to meet and talk tomorrow afternoon."

  This message made me forget the loneliness just now, because it is related to the work fate of Fangyuan and Chen Jingming, and I am looking forward to tomorrow's Mi Cai will give them a good result!