My 26-year-old Female Tenant

On the way back, Mi Cai sat behind me with the newly purchased guitar on her back. I kept running at a very fast speed, but the guitar seemed to increase the resistance of the wind, and Mi Cai hugged me even tighter. So this night I experienced the feeling of being melted again, but I was afraid that I would be addicted to it, so I drove the locomotive faster. Although I still had to walk five blocks, the time was shortened after all.

Back at the bar, the neon signboard of the fifth season is still flashing, but the store door has been locked, which makes the night so calm, I like this kind of calm, and also like the trance of the neon, so I sang** It's even heavier, maybe I really want to thank Mi Cai for this decision, because night, in addition to being used for sleeping, can also be used for indulgence...

I took out the key and opened the door of the bar, then pushed the locomotive in, and Mi Cai turned on the lights of the bar at the same time, so the five seasons exuded their respective charms to please us in the light, as if turning us into The brightest jewel of the night.

  Mi Cai asked me: "Zhaoyang, do you think it's better to keep all the lights on, or dim them?"

   "It's better to be hazy, as long as you can see your face clearly!"

   "But then you can't see the beauty of these five seasons!"

  I smiled and said: "These five seasons have long been imprinted in my heart. Just give me an outline, and all the seasons will be in my mind."

   "Oh, let's make it more dim!" Mi Cai responded, and then turned off the lighting, leaving only a few stage lights for effect. Sure enough, all I could see clearly was her face.

We each held our guitars and sat cross-legged in the center of the small stage. I couldn’t remember what song to sing, so I lit a cigarette for myself, but the permeating smoke mixed with the flickering light put me in This world is becoming more and more hazy, so hazy that it is unreal, so hazy that it seems like a dream!

   In a daze, Mi Cai had already played his own guitar, and the familiar melody sounded again, which was the song "Proverbs of Love".

  I stared closely at Mi Cai next to me, as if I had already seen through the result. This song was a tearjerker for her. Even if someone else sang it, she would cry, let alone herself.

  But I miscalculated this woman again. She didn't cry, she was even calm, calm but full of affection.

  After the chorus ended, she smiled and said to me: "Zhaoyang, sing with me, okay?"

"okay!"

I was stunned, and quickly plucked the strings of the guitar, and then I followed her rhythm, and sang along with her: "I give you my heart, leave my sadness to myself, and give you my youth." , leave the years to myself..."

  Because Mi Cai was calm, so was I. We sang this song in peace, and the smoke I exhaled gradually dissipated, and everything in front of me became three-dimensional, but I still felt unreal.

  I finally said to Mi Cai beside me: "I always feel that this is just a dream of mine!"

"Why do you say that?"

   "Maybe it's because the night was too dark, and... you didn't even cry when you sang the song just now! I suspect it's a dream!"

  Mi Cai smiled and said to me: "Then let me hit you to see."

  I quickly leaned back and said, "Don't hit me, I don't want to wake up, this is a beautiful dream!"

Mi Cai put down the guitar, wrapped her arms around her knees, tapped her toes lightly on the ground, and said with a smile for a long time: "You know? Whenever I sing this song by myself, I feel that my father must be there His world is watching me... So, I will definitely sing to him quietly, because he is a person who likes to be quiet! He doesn't like me crying either!"

  Her account makes me sad, every time she talks about her father, she is like a gentle, obedient little girl.

  I didn't want to make the atmosphere too heavy, so I smiled and said, "Then how do you know that your father won't watch when others sing?"

  Mi Cai glanced at me and said, "There are so many people singing this song in ktv every day, can he pay attention? He is so busy!"

   "Makes sense."

  Mi Cai nodded and continued: "Well...and a person like you, even if he sings this song, would he be willing to watch it?"

   "I think I can sing pretty well!"

   "It's not a matter of singing well, it's because he hates you the most in his life..."

  I smiled instead of Mi Cai and continued: "I hate idle moths like me the most, don't you?"

  Mi Cai looked at me, neither affirming nor denying, and asked back after a long time: "But you will change, right?"

   "What do you want me to look like?"

   "Be a warm man!"

  This sentence caused a strange feeling in my heart. After a long time, it seemed to generate a kind of power, and I said to her: "Then you hug me now...see if it is warm enough!"

  Mi Cai looked at me with complicated eyes. We hugged her before, but I always took the initiative to hug her, but never asked her to hug me. But at this moment, the reason seemed so legitimate, so I wasn't panicked at all.

  So I bewitched again, and said: "This is not throwing yourself in the arms, just to see if it meets the standard of warmth you mentioned, it's very pure, okay?"

  Mi Cai thought for a while, and finally said to me: "Then open your arms."

  I quickly opened my arms, but at the moment when I opened them completely, my face was red and my heart was beating, because she will shrink into my arms later...

  Mi Cai closed her eyes and leaned lightly on my shoulder, but her hands kept a distance from me. This was not like a hug at all, but more like listening to my heartbeat.

  I mustered up my courage, and murmured: "Your hand... your hand is holding it too."

  Mi Cai did not respond to me, but said: "Zhaoyang, your heart beats so fast!"

   "Ahem..." I coughed to cover up my panic, but I couldn't hide the beating of my heart, so it beat faster, and I became even more at a loss, thinking to myself: What's wrong with me? Even getting into the bed of a strange woman is not as unbearable as it is now...

   In a panic, I finally found a plausible excuse and said, "The heart beats fast to be more active. Only when you are active will it reach the temperature you mentioned!"

  I anxiously waited for Mi Cai's answer. She just gave a soft "hmm", but finally hugged me with both hands. In the dead of night, we hugged again.

My heartbeat is suffocating, and I want to touch Mi Cai's heartbeat, but I don't think it's appropriate, because men and women are not equal in perceiving the heartbeat. For example, when Mi Cai touches my chest, it is called perception. I want to touch her. The chest is called hooligans...Unless one day they become boyfriend and girlfriend, or even husband and wife, this inequality can be lifted!

   But I really want to know her heartbeat... If her heartbeat doesn't change, I will be very disappointed!

  So I lowered my request again and decided to look at her face, but under the dim light, she was leaning against my chest, blocked by a shadow, and I couldn't even see her face clearly!

well! Maybe we are destined not to be equal... Presumably at this moment, my heartbeat has made her feel that I like her, but what about her? At least it looks quiet like a lily that hasn't bloomed!