My 26-year-old Female Tenant

After leaving the "Empty City" music restaurant, I went straight to Zhuomei. After parking the car in the underground parking lot, I took the elevator to Zhuomei's office area. As expected, I was stopped by the security guard at the visitor registration desk. outside.

When I was about to make a call to Mi Cai, I happened to see her walking towards the elevator from the high-rise dedicated passageway, I hurried back, and then we met at the elevator entrance, she looked at me, feeling as if Worse than when we parted yesterday.

I pressed the down button of the elevator before her, and when the elevator arrived, the two walked into the empty elevator together. The words are jerky, so the atmosphere is a bit cold...

Wearing black business attire, she leaned against the elevator wall tiredly, and I stood next to her, and when the elevator was about to land, I finally said to her: "Let's have dinner together later... "

  She shook her head, but didn't give me a reason not to have dinner together.

   "Am I boring you that much right now,"

  She still replaced the answer with silence.

   "You are a heartless woman,"

  She looked at me, and finally said, "How can I be considered a loving and righteous woman?"

   "...Sorry, my words are heavy,"

  The elevator finally landed, she got out of the elevator before me, I followed her footsteps, and came to this underground parking lot that made us break up several times.

I stood in front of her car door and said in a low voice: "Give me a chance to communicate, please... I'm really fed up with this feeling of being suspended in mid-air, no matter what. Well, we've got to have something to say, don't we?"

   "Isn't that message you sent me last night a statement?"

  I suddenly remembered that last night, I really sent her a message "Life is happy because of being ordinary"......

  I said to Mi Cai: "Yes, I admit that I really want the kind of happiness that I get in the ordinary, but when we are together, I have never experienced it..."

  Mi Cai smiled wistfully: "Yes, I have never given you this kind of happiness, that's why Le Yao's announcement of quitting the entertainment industry this morning coincides with your thoughts like this,"

I was startled, and recalled again: Le Yao’s statement also mentioned at the end that she wanted to pursue an ordinary life and happiness, and quickly explained: “This is just a coincidence, there is no private communication between us, You must not deliberately link these two things together to think, "

   "I don't suspect that you have private communication, so what I said coincided with each other..."

I suddenly fell silent, and my heart was full of discomfort. I understood what Mi Cai meant, and I couldn't help wondering whether Le Yao, who had the same pursuit, was more suitable for me... At this moment, I felt that Mi Cai and I had already left. On a road that drifts away, even though she may still have the engagement ring I gave her in her handbag...  

Mi Cai looked at the exit of the underground parking lot with a desolate expression. I knew she wanted to leave, so my body pressed against her car door even more instinctively. I grabbed her handbag tightly and said: "...Shall we get married? Go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register tomorrow. We should be together for the rest of our lives,"

"Zhaoyang, don't force me like this... now you are really more and more unfamiliar to me, your heart has never belonged to me exclusively, and you can't put those things in your heart. The women who have appeared in life should be forgotten as passers-by,"

  “I’ve tried my best to forget about it,”

Mi Cai shook her head: "Forgetting should be a very natural thing, there is no need to make deliberate efforts at all, and your biggest flaw is your control, which makes you full of unstable factors, I really feel I don’t have that sense of security,”

My heart is filled with a sense of loss. I know that Mi Cai’s mentality has changed. I am no longer the man who can replace Mi Zhongxin to give her love and security. After all, under the ravages of reality, we lost what we once had. Trust and expectation... Now, everything has changed, and the love that we have carefully cared for has finally become tasteless.

I smiled and said to her: "What is love? Love means that we can enjoy the fruits of autumn together, and we can also endure the desolation and depression of winter... But we are more like fellow travelers who are flying separately in the face of disaster." Lin Niao is full of sarcasm, so... such a soulless love is worthless,"

  Mi Cai was silent...

  My body is finally no longer blocking Mi Cai's car door. At this moment, I am willing to give her absolute freedom in the throbbing pain, and be a pair of most familiar strangers from now on...

Tears rolled in Mi Cai's eyes, but stubbornly did not fall. She took out the engagement ring I gave her a few days ago from her handbag, handed it to me and said: " Sorry, I can't be your wife in this life... I hope you are happy, "

I mechanically took the ring from her hand, my heart hurt like thousands of needles and threads, I instinctively wanted to grab the hem of her clothes, but my hands were already numb, I could only watch her get into the car , then turned into a biting cold wind, took away all the warmth from my body, and turned me into a walking dead...

  ...

I abandoned that Grand Cherokee in the parking lot and walked alone on the crowded street. I was in pain. This time it really hurt. The pain was so painful that I couldn’t remember to drink away my sorrow. The pain was so painful that I couldn’t remember to bleed. Put some tears to commemorate this lost love... So, I looked so calm, so calm that I was drowned in the crowd, and no one noticed my existence.

Life is too impermanent, and people are too impermanent...but I am stubbornly pursuing a love that will never expire, but I don't know that even the plastic wrap will expire, let alone love, but even after seeing through these , Those unstoppable pains are still so real, so I believe: the only thing in this world that will not expire is those pains that cannot be avoided... It seems that I will fall into these pains again, sink.

The road stretched endlessly in front of my eyes, I dragged my tired legs, and walked in the scenery where everything changed, as if I saw a profound mistake, why did I tear my heart apart on such a simple night Lung broke up with her, and everything they had done for each other was turned into some scattered fragments in the end. After walking through the memory, they faced the fate of being forever forgotten...

I was so reluctant, but I really broke up, so I used the freedom gained after the breakup to comfort myself... But I don't know who I will fall in love with in the rest of my life. .....Thinking about it, I don't want to have an unforgettable love anymore. In the future, I will find an ordinary woman and live an ordinary life.