My 26-year-old Female Tenant

The wind at night was still blowing by the moat, and the cigarette in my hand was about to be exhausted. When I extinguished it, I could no longer have the desire to smoke in my heart, so I looked at the moat in a daze for a while, Jian Wei seemed to be I didn't indulge in my emotions, still lowered my head to process the documents in my hand, and answered the phone from time to time.

  I finally said to her: "I'm going back to Xuzhou tomorrow, please lend me your car."

   "Don't you have a Grand Cherokee,"

"sold......"

  Jian Wei understood it in her heart, and didn't ask any more questions. She nodded and took out the car key from her handbag, saying: "Then you can use it, there is a fuel card in the car."

  I said "thank you" and took the car keys from Jian Wei.

  Jian Wei seems to have dealt with the backlog of documents, and after putting them all into her handbag, she asked me again: "Do your parents know that you and Mi Cai have broken up?"

   "Still in the dark, alas... I really don't know how to face them, I owe them too much these years,"

Jian Wei nodded, agreeing with my indebtedness, and comforted me: "So I always remind you to keep your career in mind, when a man can't meet his parents' expectations emotionally, if his career succeeds, he can To a certain extent, it makes up for it. After all, there are many successful entrepreneurs who are not married at the age of 30. After they have enough material as a guarantee, what they think about is not when to get married or who to marry. , but want to get married, "

  I smiled and replied after a long time: "If there is such a day, I feel that I am also quite sad."

   "How do you say that?"

   "If I am rich, when I want to get married, there will be a bunch of coveted women waiting for me, but does that have anything to do with love....So I don't agree with your statement,"

   "Hehe, so your pain stems entirely from not being able to distinguish between reality and ideals,"

"Maybe,"

I was a little at a loss, and the desire to smoke was ignited in my heart again. I looked up at the sky, but I never caught the crystal clear city, and my heart was full of disappointment. A fantasy out of reality...Finally, she asked Jian Wei beside her, "Do you still believe in love?"

   "Why, do you think this is an issue that needs to be discussed?"

   "Believe it or not,"

  “I only believe in life, and love is only a small part of life,”

Jian Wei's answer made me hear a broken voice again. It turns out that there will really be no love that elopes to the ends of the earth in this world. Even if the current Jian Wei chooses again, I am afraid that she will not have the courage back then. Repeating the love that burned in the elopement, she has also been honed in life, forgot the intoxication of love, and returned to a rational life, hey... It's really depressing and sad to think about it.

  I used her lighter to light the last cigarette before leaving, patted her on the shoulder, and said: "When you get married, remember to send me an invitation card, I'll go and have a look..."

   "What to look at,"

   "What does it look like when the smoke leaves the gunfire,"

   "Why don't you die, is it as bad as your words?"

   "I don't think it's bad. When I get married, you can also go and see how the thick smoke left the gunfire,"

  ...

Early the next morning, I drove to Xuzhou in the car I borrowed from Jian Wei. Although my heart was full of apprehension and uneasiness, I still warned myself to face it sincerely, because love is really not a war. And now, what I am facing is not the desperate escape. Although it is difficult to pursue the pure love, I am still full of opportunities in life. It is planned to select a site in Xuzhou to build bars and inns, and continue to promote the layout of the road of literature and art in Jiangsu.

At noon, I finally returned to my home in Xuzhou. After parking the car, I didn’t go upstairs immediately. Instead, I sat on the flower pond next to the car and lit a cigarette, trying to calm myself down when facing my father and mother. , can be easier.

Dad's old Santana 2000 gradually came towards me, and then stopped beside me. After he and my mother got out of the car, I asked them with a smile on my face, "Where are you going?" Where is it?"

   "I went to the vegetable market with your mother to buy some vegetables," Ban Dad finished looking around, and then asked, "Why are you alone, Xiaomi?"

   "Uh... she didn't come back,"

  Ban Dae's face was not happy: "Didn't we all agree yesterday that you came back together?"

Although I had made up my mind to tell my father and mother the truth on the way here, but when I really had to face it, my heart was still so heavy. I really didn’t want to face their disappointment with this unfilial body. look like.

  My mother asked: "Why don't you talk?"

   "Father, Mom, I hope you will be mentally prepared before I say it, okay?"

  My mother urged, and said: "If you want to be mentally prepared, if you have something to say, just say it,"

  I said in a low voice, "I... I have already broken up with her, just a few days ago,"

Ban's father's complexion immediately sank, and his mother flickered, but she said to Ban's father in an expected tone: "Lao Zhao, I told you a long time ago that our son and that girl are not suitable for us. A small family can't climb that high branch, so let's divide it..." Then he said to me: "Son, I don't blame you for this matter, let's find a girl who is of the right family, How wonderful it is to get married in a down-to-earth manner...ah,"

But my heart did not relax because of my mother's easy relief, and I couldn't help wondering whether my dedication to Mi Cai was correct, and if it was correct, why did I give birth to my mother? , but so grateful for our breakup,...... I fell into the ignorance again, and felt sad for the lost love.

Ban Dad wanted to say something to me, but was stopped by my mother, I saw my mother took out the mobile phone from her pocket, immediately dialed a number, and said: "Xiao Yun, I am Zhao Yang's mother. .....Isn't today the weekend? Your father and mother are going to the countryside again. You come to Auntie's house for dinner. In the afternoon, I will call Auntie Li and Auntie Zhang. Let's play a table of mahjong..." As he spoke, he lowered his voice again, and said, "Zhaoyang is back... Well, you come over now, Auntie and Uncle have bought vegetables, you come to help Auntie..."

  My mother put the phone back into her pocket in a good mood, then took my arm, and pulled my father's sleeve, and dragged him upstairs......

I didn't expect this dramatic scene, but I still felt as if I had knocked over the five-flavored bottle. I knew what my mother was thinking. She never gave up on matching Li Xiaoyun and me. In her mind, Li Xiaoyun was the one she liked the most. Daughter-in-law candidates.

At this time, I realized that I hate Mi Cai so much...why can't you give me some understanding, why can't you join hands to pursue an ordinary and simple life, and do you know how hard it is for me to let go This feeling that once made me put my heart and soul into it.

  It’s all right now, my mother’s total negation is more like a big irony for us, and what have we done in love.

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