My 26-year-old Female Tenant

In the room, Jian Wei's crying is still tearing my nerves. Once, I swore to her forever, I promised that I would never let her be a crying woman, but today, a few years later, she is crying like this Heartache, I can only listen helplessly, blame only blame, she was the one who proposed to break up in the first place, for us, a word of breakup means the end of the love contract, I justifiably freed myself from those vows of eternal love. .....I shouldn't feel the slightest bit of guilt towards her.

  After persuading myself time and time again, I left Jian Wei's residence, but I don't know what mood I had when I returned to the old house, but I must be apprehensive, I was afraid that Mi Cai would wake up midway, but I was not there.

Carefully opened the door, the inside was pitch black, I dare not turn on the light, borrowed the weak screen light of the mobile phone, came to the room shared with Mi Cai, took off my clothes carefully, and lay down beside her After coming down, I felt that her breathing was very even, and I was sure that she was still in a state of deep sleep. The tense heart finally relaxed, but it soon became heavy again. I don't know how Jane is in this deep night. How does Wei spend time alone.

I remembered again, the most profound time in our memory, we fled from Shanghai to Suzhou in the name of elopement, and spent many nights together, she always had to hold my arm to sleep, And I feel at ease when I feel the softness of her hair...

In the middle of the night, I was cut deeply and shallowly by the sharp blade of memory. I was full of pain, but I didn't dare to smoke a cigarette. The first love is really the most unforgettable, especially when I went through it with Jian Wei. So much, so the more depressed she is, the less I dare to be happier than her. I don’t know if this is the general mentality after finding another new love, but I am really conflicted and can’t figure out why I seem to have no reason. , but the evidence is conclusive!

The bedside lamp suddenly turned on. Mi Cai didn’t communicate with me at all. She gave me a back view and walked to the bathroom. Then I heard the sound of flushing the toilet. She came back to me, turned off the light, and continued. Sleep is like a machine that completes its inherent actions according to a pre-set program, and I don't exist at all in her eyes.

My heart started to fluster, maybe, Mi Cai has discovered my departure, but she is not a person who likes to quarrel, and today is a good day for her, so she chose to let it go, or, She protested my departure with silence.

  Unable to restrain myself, I gently pushed her shoulder and asked, "Are you awake?"

   "Of course I'm sober..."

   "Uh... I just, just went to the company to deal with some urgent matters."

   "Really? How urgent is it?"

   ".......There is an event to be held in Nanjing tomorrow. Due to the weather, it has been temporarily changed. I need to confirm it."

   "It snowed so much tonight, tomorrow is not suitable for activities!"

  I didn't understand the voice of Mi Cai's words, so I replied subconsciously: "Yes!"

   "What about the scar on your face?...I haven't asked you, but I want to know the answer in my heart, don't make it up, be real!"

  I couldn't answer, so I used silence instead of answering... But my heart became more and more uneasy, more and more frightened, and I even started to make bad plans.

Suddenly, Mi Cai hugged me tightly from behind, and said with a choked voice, "Zhaoyang, I would rather be an ostrich than to find out what you have done and what is on your mind, because I can't bear... ....I can't bear the sense of loss in my heart when you're not here...I just woke up, I subconsciously looked for you, but the whole room was empty, and I started to think wildly, afraid that you would go away Back to..."

  I was full of guilt, turned around, responded to her hug, and whispered in her ear: "I won't leave...."

   "Give me a more real promise, please?"

"In the future, I will not only be your husband, but also your relatives. I will definitely be the man who will accompany you to the end of your life. Unless you leave me, this is a promise that will never change. I am willing to use my soul swear!"

  “……Your flesh cannot be betrayed.”

   "My body and soul, will be loyal to our feelings......"

Mi Cai hugged me even tighter, she was telling me with body language that she forgave me for leaving just now, forgiving my lie that was not exposed by her, feeling her tenderness, my state of mind happened again I don't want to have long nights and dreams, and I want to completely integrate each other's lives, so I repeat the old story in her ear: "Let's have a child... ready to get married at any time."

   My fingers run over her body, she gasps, but she opens the bedside cabinet and takes the contraceptive from the drawer... She still doesn't want a baby!

  ...

The next morning, Mi Cai got up before me. However, for breakfast, she only knew how to cook porridge. She bought it from the morning tea shop downstairs, but I was still very satisfied because we were together and gradually created a new life. The atmosphere of living is as if she is no longer the chairman of Zhuomei, and I am not the general manager of RoadCool. We are like two couples who have just graduated from college and are trying to live for the first time, running their own small family in a simple and ordinary way. ...but there is also a regret, she seems not ready to have a child, I know, the root cause is Zhuo Mei, when Zhuo Mei is at a critical moment of life and death, she cannot give herself a long maternity leave, but this is It has become a knot in my heart...... In fact, I am more afraid of those uncertain factors in the future than her, and only children can keep her firmly by my side... It seems that in In front of her, I always lacked some self-confidence, which plagued me like a serious illness, making me unable to find the absolute sense of security in her.

On this day, after Mi Cai and I bid farewell, we were busy with each other. We didn't make the first phone call of the day until we got off work in the evening. Unfortunately, we all have to work extra overtime today, and finally made an appointment at nine o'clock When the time comes, call each other again to determine whether the other party has finished work for the day.

Time flies, and soon it was nine o'clock at night. When I was about to make a call to Mi Cai as agreed, an unfamiliar number called first. I connected in doubt, and the other party asked: "Excuse me Are you Mr. Zhaoyang?"

   "I am, who are you?"

   "I'm the Municipal People's Hospital... I want to confirm with you, you have a friend named Robben, right?"

  His self-reported family name made me feel a strong sense of uneasiness, and tremblingly asked: "What's wrong with him?"

   "He was in a car accident and he is in a coma...... Come here quickly."

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