My Best Wife

"Do you still think that you are the little girl who doesn't care about anything? Do you still think that you can still be as carefree as before you got married?"

"Xiaoxiao, you are thirty years old this year!" Wang Xia's tone became more and more excited. At the end of the talk, she turned her head again and stared at Li Xiaoxiao's eyes, pondering for a long time, as if she was waiting for Li Xiaoxiao. Reply the same.

Li Xiaoxiao fell silent suddenly, and she finally understood what Wang Xia meant.

Yes, Li Xiaoxiao had indeed imagined that he could still be as carefree as before, because no matter what he caused, someone would always stand up and settle for himself.

I used to be my parents, then I have my sister, and later, there is Fang Zhiqiang.

But Li Xiaoxiao himself knew that those were only short-term safe havens for him, and he couldn't not grow up all his life, nor could he hide in such safe havens all his life.

Growing up is an extremely cruel process. It not only requires us to have the courage to shed our immaturity, but also to accept the world that we once disgusted. This is a way of destroying our souls. If we can survive smoothly After this stage, then oneself will become a better person, or in other words, a person more suitable for survival in this society.

But many people stop at this stage, not because they have no courage, not because they can’t accept those things, but because of their nature, they are not such people, forcing themselves to do things they don’t like. Things are a very tiring experience, and that feeling can sometimes really ruin a person's strength.

"Sister, I understand what you mean, don’t worry, I am no longer as naive as before. I know I should mature, for my parents, for myself, for the people around me, for all those who care about me. People." Li Xiaoxiao lowered his head and didn't look at Wang Xia, but said in a very sincere tone.

"No, Xiaoxiao, although you have such thoughts in your heart, in fact, what you did is still immature, including the words you just said, indicating that you are still standing in place. Staying at home for too long, the rapid changes in this society are far beyond your imagination. If you don’t go out and get in touch with new things, it will be difficult for you to get out of your current comfort zone.” Wang Xiayu spoke to Li Xiaoxiao earnestly. Said these words.

The reason why she was so fierce towards Li Xiaoxiao just now was just to say these words last, hoping to make Li Xiaoxiao suddenly clear.

But Wang Xia also knows that it is actually very difficult for her to achieve this goal, because Li Xiaoxiao has always grown up in a greenhouse. She has never experienced wind and rain. The greatest experience for her should be That is the time when Yamei was recovered, but during that time, she had always been with Fang Zhiqiang by her side, and even if it really failed in the end, it was not for them to lose Lai. Things to survive, in other words, they always have an endless retreat.

Li Xiaoxiao has never experienced the feeling of no retreat, but Wang Xia has experienced it. Wang Xia knows Fang Zhiqiang has also experienced it. This is one of the reasons why Li Xiaoxiao always seemed to be incompatible with others.

"Sister, what do you think I should do now?" Li Xiaoxiao was a little confused. She wanted to change herself, and it was like making herself better and better, but it was always unsatisfactory. Even many times, she even had one No way can be found.

"I can’t teach you this kind of thing. You can only realize it yourself. If one day, you find a way to make yourself more mature, then this method will definitely guide you to a higher place. But this method , Must not be told to you by others." Wang Xia said seriously.

Everything she has experienced cannot be shared. She doesn't know if there is another woman in this world who is very similar to her own experience. Maybe, there won't be such a coincidence, right?

Therefore, she could not give Li Xiaoxiao substantive advice.

Li Xiaoxiao seems to understand something. She knows what Wang Xia means and where she should go next. As long as she can find a way of her own, she will go on unswervingly, and she will finally get rid of everything. Cloudiness.

However, for Li Xiaoxiao now, the biggest problem is Xiao Ai Li.

If there is no Xiao Ai Li, Li Xiaoxiao has many choices, and he can travel far away alone, but with the fetters of Xiao Ai Li, many of Li Xiaoxiao's ideas cannot be put into action.

Leave it to his parents, Li Xiaoxiao will not be at ease. On the one hand, because his parents are already old, on the other hand, Xiao Ai Li is not by his side, and Li Xiaoxiao always feels a little worried.

The two came to a commercial street together. It looked like three or four o'clock in the afternoon. The weather was pretty good today. There was no dazzling sun. Although the whole street looked crowded, the temperature was not high.

"Let's go, now that you have started a new life, let's start with this outfit!"

Wang Xia looked up and down at Li Xiaoxiao, a moment later, a smile appeared on her face and she spoke.

"Forget it, it's not convenient for me to take the child." Li Xiaoxiao waved his hand and pushed away.

"What's the inconvenience? Give me the child!" Wang Xia took the child in Li Xiaoxiao's arms, and the other hand took Li Xiaoxiao into the store.

Wang Xia can feel that Li Xiaoxiao now has no self-confidence as before. Before, Li Xiaoxiao walked on the street with her head up and chest tall, as if she was radiating light, but now she, even a clothing store I am embarrassed to enter. Once a woman loses her confidence, she will lose her aura, which will have a great impact.

Actually speaking, Li Xiaoxiao recovered very well after giving birth. It may be because she recovered from a serious illness during that period. Her physical condition was not particularly good at first, so her figure quickly returned to normal, even thinner than before. .

She doesn't look like a woman who has given birth at all now.

Wang Xia wanted to make her self-confident again. Only in this way can she be dazzling again and be the self-confident herself again.

The store chose a dress for Li Xiaoxiao, which looked very fashionable, but Li Xiaoxiao waved her hand and refused. She said, "Forget it, this one is too ostentatious, I don't like it very much."

"What's so ostentatious? You go home and look through your own closet. There are so many ostentatious things than this!" Wang Xia took the clothes in the store's hand over and handed it to Li Xiaoxiao, and said .

Li Xiaoxiao heard this, although he was still a little embarrassed, but had to take the clothes and walked into the fitting room.

When coming out of the inside, Li Xiaoxiao kept his head down. The first glance after coming out was not in the mirror, but in Wang Xia.

Sometimes, people's inferiority complex is carved in the bones, and it will be revealed inadvertently.

When the former Li Xiaoxiao just put on new clothes, she must have happily ran to the mirror, and the first glance was definitely to look at herself in the mirror.

But now, what she cares most about is not herself, but herself in Wang Xia's eyes.

"Why are you looking at me? Look in the mirror!" Wang Xia raised her hand at Li Xiaoxiao helplessly.

Li Xiaoxiao walked to the mirror, took a look at herself inside, and then said: "I said it was too ostentatious. It doesn't look like a mother with a child!"

"Who said that mothers can't dress up? Who said that you can't wear ostentatious clothes with children? Xiaoxiao, why are you so timid now?" Wang Xia stepped forward.

"I don't think this is pretty? It's a little bit like you used to be a girl..." Wang Xia nodded while admiring Li Xiaoxiao in the mirror.

"Come on, still a girl..." Li Xiaoxiao finally smiled and said.

"Really! If you don't believe me, ask them!" Wang Xia turned her gaze to the store aside.

The store is a woman in her thirties. Seeing Wang Xia’s eyes, she immediately spoke: "Yes, beauty, you can never tell that you are the mother of a child in this dress! figure……"

The store’s exaggeration is naturally the most professional, and even Wang Xia on the side can’t help clapping again and again. Compared with the words she said just now, it is a heaven and an underground.

It’s just that Li Xiaoxiao always doesn’t like listening to their rhetoric. Whether it’s in the past or now, she looked at herself in the mirror for herself. Finally, she became slightly intoxicated, her posture still looks like It was so graceful before, and that face was not marked by cruel years. Looking at himself like this, Li Xiaoxiao seemed to feel that he had really returned to the girlhood.

"Just leave it, wrap it up." After staring at herself in the mirror for a while, Li Xiaoxiao finally turned around, said to the store, and walked to the fitting room.

The store is naturally extremely happy, and encountering such a bold buyer is naturally the happiest thing they encounter in a day.

While Li Xiaoxiao was changing clothes inside, Wang Xia outside slowly walked to the store and whispered, "How much does this suit cost?"

"Beauty, this dress is made of imported fabrics, and it is purely handmade, totaling 3,680." The store was in a very good mood at the moment, and when he told Wang Xia the price, his face smiled very sincerely.

"Huh?" After listening, Wang Xia couldn't help but open her mouth, and then touched her bag.

"What? Do you think...the price is a bit high?" The shopkeeper glanced at Wang Xia's expression and movements, and then asked with a somewhat puzzled frown.

Because in the eyes of the store, Wang Xia didn't seem to want to be a woman with no money, and the clothes Wang Xia was wearing would cost a few thousand yuan.

Wang Xia smiled awkwardly and said, "No."

"If you think it is appropriate, you can apply for a membership card in our store, and you can enjoy a 20% discount on future purchases!" The store smiled again.

"Otherwise, let's go shopping over there. When we come back later, we will come over to check out. How about it?" Wang Xia looked at the store and introduced it so seriously, it is not good for others In vain, he immediately said so.

"Um... of course." The store was slightly stunned, but he nodded with a smile, obviously to prevent Wang Xia from embarrassing.

Li Xiaoxiao finally walked out at this time, holding the newly changed clothes in her hand and handing it to the store.

"Xiaoxiao, let's go to the front and check out later when we come back." Wang Xia stepped forward and took Li Xiaoxiao's arm and said softly.

"Ah? Why?" Li Xiaoxiao obviously didn't know what happened just now, with a look of confusion.

I bought clothes before, and everything I saw was packed and taken away, or even worn away. This has never been the case.

After Wang Xia forced Li Xiaoxiao out, Li Xiaoxiao was still puzzled.

Wang Xia had no choice but to explain: "The one just now costs more than three thousand yuan!"

"More than three thousand, it's not very expensive..." Li Xiaoxiao suddenly reacted halfway through her words, and then looked at Wang Xia's surprised expression, the two of them couldn't help covering their mouths and laughing.

This was the first time that Li Xiaoxiao's feeling was a little bit wonderful, because shopping was too expensive.