My Best Wife

This is spiritual loneliness and tragedy. A person may be able to bear all the sorrows and pains in real life, but once he suffers spiritual loneliness, he will completely recognize the counsel, because not everyone, everyone Can bear such a sad feeling.

For people like Fang Zhiqiang, perhaps he has never thought about his role and position in this society, and he has never cared about these things. However, this thing has always existed. One day, He will experience that feeling, but when that time comes, it will be too late to look back on these things.

Fang Zhiqiang has thought about a question countless times, what is the purpose of his life?

Now, his father has passed away. In this world, it seems that he is the only one left. When I was with Li Xiaoxiao before, although there were conflicts and troubles from time to time, but deep in my heart There is always a sense of belonging.

It was my home, especially Li Yonggui and his wife were so kind to them, which made Fang Zhiqiang feel that he was not alone in this world.

At that time, I had never thought about this issue.

But now, they have divorced Li Xiaoxiao. Even if Li Yonggui and his wife have a good impression of them, it is based on their own biological daughters. If they are alone, how can they attract their attention and attention? ?

In fact, no matter what stage of life you are in, it is not an exaggeration to think about this question.

Now Fang Zhiqiang's life motto is, be free and do whatever you want.

It sounds like a very irresponsible behavior, but what about reality? For whom can Fang Zhiqiang be held responsible?

Yes, he can only be responsible for himself.

Therefore, other people's evaluations, for the current Fang Zhiqiang, have finally reached the point of indifference. This is a difficult step.

Some people want to be kind people throughout their lives, or in other words, want to be kind people in the eyes of others.

And some people, throughout their lives, want to be a successful person, a very successful person in the eyes of others.

This is a person's life goal, and they will continue to advance for this goal.

But, like Fang Zhiqiang, how many people are free and do whatever they want in life?

When a person can be completely indifferent to the opinions of others, he can truly live out himself.

It is precisely because of this that Fang Zhiqiang at the moment said those words to Wang Yaxin.

As long as it is what you really think in your heart, you can say it, in order to be worthy of your own life, in order not to go in vain.

"But Qiangzi, where did you put me when you said these words? What do you want me to do?" Wang Yaxin also gradually stabilized at this moment.

The world is always changing, and plans can never keep up with changes, even if I have planned everything for my future before, and even what kind of person I will be in the future have already thought about it.

But following Fang Zhiqiang's remark just now, those ideas are obviously going to fail.

Wang Yaxin knows this very well, so since she can't change those things, can there be other ways besides facing and accepting it?

"I didn't want you to do anything. The reason why I say these things is because of my selfishness and because I want to say them, whether it is to let you know or to make myself feel at ease." Fang Zhi Strongly speak truthfully.

"Haha, are you so scumbag now?" Wang Yaxin sneered.

"Scumbag? Maybe everyone thinks I am scumbag, but who is not scumbag? Are those who fetter their hearts and live a life of morality, are not scumbags? Do they dare to face their own hearts? They dare Torture your own soul? Whose heart does not hide a devil? Who dares to let it out?" Fang Zhiqiang said without hesitation.

"Qiangzi, what's the matter with you? Why do you say these weird words?" Wang Yaxin has already noticed something wrong with Fang Zhiqiang. Under normal circumstances, it is impossible for Fang Zhiqiang to say these words, even if he says They are all right, but this world has always been like this, and it is not the first time he has come into contact with this world. Why did he say such things at this time?

"It’s okay, maybe it’s a nerve. Anyway, Yaxin, I have already said everything I want to say to you. Whether you hear it or not, you still have to make the next decision. Right." After Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, he turned around abruptly and was about to leave.

But at this moment, Xiaoya, who had been silent on the side, finally spoke: "You have been drinking."

Fang Zhiqiang's steps that had been taken suddenly stopped, and he turned to look at Xiao Ya's firm expression, and he couldn't react for a long while.

"What?" Wang Yaxin frowned, looking at Fang Zhiqiang's back at the moment.

She couldn't believe it. Fang Zhiqiang, who was just now, clearly behaved like a normal person. He didn't look like he had drunk.

"I didn't drink!" Fang Zhiqiang said in a positive tone with his back to Xiaoya.

"You have a strong smell of alcohol. It may be my occupational disease. Although I don't know how much you drank, I am sure that you drank." Xiaoya continued.

It sounds like Xiaoya's words seem to have nothing to do with the topic that Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin are discussing now, but in fact, they hit the nail on the head.

Fang Zhiqiang finally turned around again, his gaze slowly shifted from Xiaoya's body to Wang Yaxin's body, looking at Wang Yaxin's still somewhat unbelievable expression, Fang Zhiqiang smiled, but still did not speak.

Xiaoya stopped talking, she fell silent, because she wanted to leave the opportunity to think to Wang Yaxin herself. Whether a person said after drinking is credible or unreliable depends on how Wang Yaxin goes. Understood.

Xiaoya knew that she couldn't insert anything in this regard, and she knew she shouldn't insert anything. It was fair to her that Wang Yaxin made her own decisions for everything.

"Qiangzi, you haven't had a drink for a long time..." After Wang Yaxin was silent for a while, he suddenly said such a sentence.

After speaking, Wang Yaxin's eyelids drooped, and her expression looked sad and disappointed.

Yes, it is true that Fang Zhiqiang has not drunk alcohol for a long time. Alcohol is not a good thing for Fang Zhiqiang. It cannot make people think calmly or make rational decisions. , On the contrary, it will always make people lose control and say something insincere.

Insincere?

Still the truth?

The wine that Fang Zhiqiang drank today is to make him courage to say these words, or just to relieve his sorrows by drinking wine?

Who knows? Fang Zhiqiang didn't know it himself.