My Best Wife

Zhang Ling's words really made Wang Yaxin stunned. She knew what she was struggling with. Although Zhang Ling said nothing wrong, after all, in Wang Yaxin's heart, she always thought that the relationship between herself and Fang Zhiqiang was not that simple. .

If all love and hatred can be explained by reason, how can there be so many people trapped by love in this world? After all, Zhang Ling hadn't experienced everything she had experienced, how could she know what she and Fang Zhiqiang thought of each other? The world she experienced, and the things she encountered, have created her current cognition, but Wang Yaxin is very clear that everyone has their own boundaries of cognition, and no one knows everything. There are always blind spots that belong to her. Wang Yaxin can accept her blind spots humbly. Of course, she will not ignore the blind spots of other people.

"Ya Xin, do you think I can't talk while standing up? Do you think that my own situation is so bad, but I still talk to you, so it's not convincing?"

Looking at Wang Yaxin’s silence, Zhang Ling immediately understood what she was thinking. After a while, Zhang Ling continued to say to Wang Yaxin, “Yaxin, you shouldn’t have such thoughts. He does not necessarily live long, but he can teach others how to keep his body healthy. A professor may not know everything, but his cognitive height is not the ceiling of his future apprentices. Can you understand what I mean? Although my own emotional life is in a mess, it does not mean that the suggestions I give you are meaningless. We can never give up any opportunity that can make us progress. What's more, you are the authority. As a bystander, I can see your true inner thoughts more clearly than you are. The time we have known each other is not long, but it is not short. Before you Never mentioned to me the story of Fang Zhiqiang you just said, and sometimes when it comes to emotional experience, you seem to be deliberately avoiding these topics, and now, after you say all this, although I Just listen to a little bit of the story between you, but as a woman, I can feel how much you care about him, just like what you said, you don’t know what he thinks in his heart, you Why do you have such thoughts? If it is a man you don't care about at all, would you think about his inner thoughts? Since you care about his thoughts so carefully and so cautiously, isn't it all because you care about him?"

After Zhang Ling finished speaking, she took a long breath. It seemed that these words took her a lot of effort. At this moment, Wang Yaxin couldn't help but look at Zhang Ling in front of her. Of course she knew what Zhang Ling said. Everything is just to persuade herself. Even now, she hasn't completely adjusted herself. She treats herself like this. Moreover, what Zhang Ling said just now indeed revealed Wang Yaxin's inner doubts. At this moment, she is careful Think about it, maybe my previous thoughts were indeed wrong, maybe I really should readjust my state.

"Although I don't know how many stories have happened between you and him, let alone why you are in this state now, I can clearly feel that your feelings for him are different from anyone else. At least so far, I haven't found any man who can make you, who was originally rational, so worried about gains and losses, so confused."

The silent Wang Yaxin heard Zhang Ling's voice again, and every sentence pierced Wang Yaxin's heart like a needle. Yeah, what a rational woman I used to be? At that time, I was always able to remind myself rationally, no matter what I was facing, that what I did was the most correct choice, but now I have completely become a person who doesn’t. People I know have never even thought about why I became what I am now. Maybe someday many years later, when I remember the present, I will feel unbearable to look back, right?

"Yaxin, I sincerely suggest that you should not choose to escape no matter what you will encounter after returning, because this is the most cowardly behavior, and it is also the most likely way to let you miss the best opportunity. When you understand all this in the future, there may be no room for regret. There are too many unfortunate people in this world who cannot get their own happiness, or fall in love with someone who shouldn’t fall in love, but all of this In fact, they are all responsible for themselves. If they are willing to work a little bit and pay a little bit more for what they want to pursue, it may be a completely different result."

Suddenly, Zhang Ling said so solemnly and seriously to Wang Yaxin. On the contrary, it made it difficult for Wang Yaxin to adapt. She used to be so passionate, but the feeling at that time was completely different from now. Wang Yaxin never even thought about it , A woman like Zhang Ling who had an otherwise ordinary life would have so much emotion, she couldn't believe it.

"Do you think it is a strange thing for me to have so many emotions from such a simple emotional experience?" Zhang Ling seems to have seen Wang Yaxin's inner doubts again, and she took the initiative to do so before Wang Yaxin could speak. Said.

But Wang Yaxin was speechless when she heard the words. She seemed to feel that Zhang Ling suddenly became a different person. She could even see her own mind. When she was with her before, Wang Yaxin only thought she was a passionate person, even I can also perceive that she is a person who lacks friends, but she has never felt this way before, but now, she feels like a transparent person in front of her. All the thoughts in her heart seem to be I can see through it, and it's entirely based on guessing. Actually, Wang Yaxin doesn't like this feeling very much, because she thought she was a person who can read people very well, but when she is seen through by others, she always has something in her heart. It was a strange feeling that Wang Yaxin couldn't say it himself, he always felt as if he had been fooled.

For example, when she first came into contact with Zhang Ling, she was already able to see through some of the thoughts in her heart, but she had always deliberately not broken it. If it hadn’t happened this time, maybe she wouldn’t have said this. Things, Wang Yaxin even wondered, if it weren't for this incident, would he never know that Zhang Ling is such an excellent person? Was he already a transparent person before her? I just haven't realized it yet? Although Wang Yaxin knew that this was Zhang Ling's own ability and ability, and she shouldn't have cared about it because of this, but she felt uncomfortable in her heart.

And Zhang Ling also continued to say at this time: "Actually, when I am free, I always like to read books. I have to say that there are indeed many things worth learning in the books. We can indeed learn a lot of knowledge through books. , Maybe you think the words I just said to you sound a bit inexplicable. In fact, they are all what I have read from the book. Although they are all theoretical knowledge, I think that since someone can explain through the book If we have such a view, we must have his own reason. We can get rid of the dross and take the essence. What is useful to us, we just keep it in our hearts."

Wang Yaxin looked at Zhang Ling silently at this moment, and did not speak for a long time. She did not know what she should say. Looking at this woman she was not familiar with, Wang Yaxin suddenly felt a sense of strangeness. Wang Yaxin had an intuition. The woman in front of me is not just as simple as she said. Of course, Wang Yaxin knows that reading can change a person’s many ideas and thinking, but when Zhang Ling just said those words, it looked like she had experienced it personally. The same things she had said before, she said so sincerely, so touching, if she hadn't had that kind of experience personally, how could she have such deep feelings if she only read it from a book?

But just like what Zhang Ling just said, at this time, it is obviously meaningless to entangle this. For Wang Yaxin now, the most important thing is to make a decision early.