My Best Wife

It’s just that people’s lives have been constantly trapped by emotions. How can Fang Zhiqiang realize that there is no right or wrong in emotions, whether it was choosing to marry Wang Yaxin at the beginning or choosing to marry Li again later. Xiaoxiao getting married, for Fang Zhiqiang, this is actually an indispensable experience in his life. If he had not experienced all of this at the beginning, then naturally there would be no such Fang Zhiqiang, nor There is a Fang Zhiqiang who may be better in the future, but as an authority, Fang Zhiqiang himself did not understand this. At this moment, he looked at Wang Yaxin beside him, and only a firm voice emerged in his mind.

However, Wang Yaxin seemed to see the same thoughts in Fang Zhiqiang's heart, and at the moment when Fang Zhiqiang was about to speak, Wang Yaxin stood up first, sighed slightly, and said, "No matter what you want next. What is said, I hope it is the result of your careful consideration. This is not only a responsibility to yourself, but also a responsibility to others.” At this point, Wang Yaxin turned his head slightly and looked at the local chronicles. Qiang continued, "So, I hope you don’t be so anxious to say the answer in your heart. Even if you think it is unusually firm at the moment, you still need to listen to your heart slowly and make what you really think is right. s Choice."

After listening to Wang Yaxin said so much, Fang Zhiqiang naturally knew that, in fact, what she meant was obvious, that she didn’t want to make a decision that she regretted again, or in other words, whenever she remembered today again in the future, she would feel This is a very wrong decision.

Fang Zhiqiang knows that this is often manifested in him, especially for an indecisive person like himself, who will always regret after the fact and doubt his original decision. On this point, Fang Zhiqiang has never been right. Anyone has said that this is his own Achilles’ heel. Fang Zhiqiang knows it very well, but now, not only is he seeing this, but Wang Yaxin has clearly seen it too, although Fang Zhiqiang at this moment does not feel Wang Yaxin’s What's the use of reminding? I don't even think that it will change my mind, but Fang Zhiqiang knows that if he can be more patient, he may find that everything is not necessarily the same as what he originally imagined.

Staring at Wang Yaxin’s solemn and serious eyes, Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a long time. When a smile appeared on his face again, Fang Zhiqiang himself felt a little stiff, even a little hypocritical, because at the moment there was nothing wrong. It is worth showing this smile, but looking at Wang Yaxin, it is as if his expression is no longer under his control.

Wang Yaxin was still expressionless. She didn’t want Fang Zhiqiang to see through her own thoughts. Although she knew that the more she was like this, the more counterproductive she would be, but she still tried to keep her face expressionless, as if she didn’t want Fang Zhiqiang to pass her own thoughts. His face saw the slightest thought in his heart.

In fact, what Fang Zhiqiang didn't know was that the reason why Wang Yaxin just reminded Fang Zhiqiang was not entirely to make him make a calm decision. It was also because of the slight tension in Wang Yaxin's heart, no matter what Fang Zhiqiang's emotions looked like. What? But in the few seconds he was just about to speak, Wang Yaxin was extremely nervous. If Fang Zhiqiang blurted out what he was most afraid of hearing in his heart, then Wang Yaxin would not even dare to imagine. What kind of mood would it be, and standing in front of Fang Zhiqiang now, let him see his loss, which was not what Wang Yaxin hoped.

But on the other hand, Wang Yaxin hopes that Fang Zhiqiang can decisively express his own inner thoughts, whether it is good or bad, it feels much better than the current feeling of not knowing the result, heart beating.

The two feelings were intertwined in Wang Yaxin's heart, which made Wang Yaxin even feel a little breathless. Compared with Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang was finally a rare firmer this time.

Indeed, when my marriage with Li Xiaoxiao just started, they really felt very good, and both of them were in excellent condition. Including the arrival of Xiao Ai Li later, the relationship between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao was further improved. Sublimation, Xiao Ai Li also naturally became the pillar of love between two people.

But the good times did not last long. The state of happiness and beauty did not continue, and contradictions began to gradually appear between the two people. For Fang Zhiqiang now, who is right and who is wrong is no longer important at all, and Fang Zhiqiang I have never thought that this kind of thing can distinguish between right and wrong, maybe it is simple, just because there is no freshness and enthusiasm at the beginning, and the patience and tolerance for each other at the beginning are also lacking, so the feelings are stepped forward. One step downhill, Fang Zhiqiang has always been thinking about this problem for so long, always subconsciously looking for the reason in his own body, maybe he was originally an irresponsible man? Maybe he was born a man who would not please women? Maybe……

After thinking about it, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t know which point of everything he thought was right, but there was one thing that Fang Zhiqiang was sure of: in that relationship, he did put in 100% of his efforts, although in the end he still I couldn't rewrite the ending, but at least, I tried my best at that time.

The original marriage with Wang Yaxin was different. There was no external factor in the relationship problems with Li Xiaoxiao. Even though Wang Yaxin had some influence at the time, in general, it was still between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao. There are cracks in his relationship. Fang Zhiqiang has tried countless times to walk into Li Xiaoxiao. No matter who is right or wrong, as long as Li Xiaoxiao speaks out, Fang Zhiqiang can admit his mistakes and he can even maintain a better relationship with Li Xiaoxiao than before. .

However, it is clear that Fang Zhiqiang’s idea fell through, and Li Xiaoxiao did not cooperate with Fang Zhiqiang’s inner idea. Everything has been developed on a destined trajectory until now, when it has evolved to this moment. Fang Zhiqiang's heart has almost determined that even if Li Xiaoxiao came back this time, it should not be possible between herself and her.

Leaving aside Fang Zhiqiang’s own thoughts, Li Xiaoxiao was so decisive and decisive when she decided to divorce, even on the first day she was discharged from the hospital, she was happily looking forward to that day, who would come back to welcome her. After being discharged from the hospital, who will be the first acquaintance you see after being discharged from the hospital, what will they say, and will they be very happy when they see that they are discharged from the hospital?

It's a pity that Fang Zhiqiang didn't see everything. Instead, he saw a familiar figure standing in the cold corridor of the hospital, and her expressionless look at the time. Fang Zhiqiang remembers it now. , The most important thing is the sentence she said.

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Since that incident, there has been almost no deep communication between himself and Li Xiaoxiao. The only time was the letter Li Xiaoxiao sent to himself when he left. As for the content of the letter, Fang Zhiqiang at that time was very much looking forward to it, and very much. Curious, he wanted to understand Li Xiaoxiao's thoughts in any way.

However, after reading it, Fang Zhiqiang's heart couldn't help being mixed. It seemed that there was a trace of loss, but there was nothing wrong with it. All the things Li Xiaoxiao said should be said, and he didn't. She is not qualified to judge her position. She has what she wants to pursue, just like the marriage life that she has always longed for in her heart. That is also her own pursuit.

But this thought made Fang Zhiqiang feel shocked in his heart.

I am already thirty-one years old. The first thing I must consider when choosing a partner is whether I love her or not because of love.

But now, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly discovered that the original intention he insisted on at the time has changed. Now when choosing the other half, Fang Zhiqiang thinks more about whether it is no longer love, but whether the two people are suitable. She is Isn't the person I want, is my lifestyle suitable for her, etc.?

All this made Fang Zhiqiang realize that he seemed to have lost his original intention. Although it was a long time ago, it is very difficult to persevere. It is precisely because of this that those who persevere, Most of them live happily, and those who give up halfway always pay for their wrong decision in various ways.

It stands to reason that people in their thirties shouldn’t be so emotional, and shouldn’t be so worried about gains and losses, especially when it comes to children’s love, Fang Zhiqiang always comforts himself this way. In fact, there are many people in them. In their lives, love is just a conceptual thing. They never even pursue love, because they know very well that love does not help their lives much, even because of the existence of that thing. And affect their normal life.

Of course Fang Zhiqiang understands these principles, but he was originally an emotional person. Even after so many years, this is still difficult to change. For Fang Zhiqiang, he feels that he has done a good job now, at least Much better than before.

Even, I have already subtly begun to dilute the weight of'love' in my heart. Perhaps I have never even noticed it. In my heart, love has become more and more subtle and more dispensable. Up.

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When Li Xiaoxiao returned home, he originally intended to give his parents a big surprise, but when he came to the door with his things, the moment the door was opened, the smile on Li Xiaoxiao's face couldn't help but stiffen.

Li Xiaoxiao saw that Li Yonggui in the room was sitting on the side of the sofa at the moment, arched, and coughing loudly at the trash can on the floor. When the door just opened, he turned his head and looked at him. , Li Xiaoxiao clearly saw that the blue veins protruding from his father's face, and the crimson face, looked extremely shocking.

Coupled with listening to Li Yonggui's loud cough, what Li Xiaoxiao was holding suddenly fell uncontrollably on the ground.

"Dad!" Li Xiaoxiao yelled, and then ran to Li Yonggui without hesitation. Xiaoma saw it, but before she could close the door, she ran over with Li Xiaoxiao, and while she ran, she gently addressed Li Xiaoxiao. Said: "Xiaoxiao, don't worry too much, your dad is just not feeling well in the past two days, he has already seen a doctor."

But Li Xiaoxiao seemed to be totally unable to hear what his mother was saying. He ran all the way to Li Yonggui, and then stopped. Then he placed his palm on Li Yonggui's back and rubbed it gently, Li Xiaoxiao said softly again. Asked: "Dad, how are you feeling?"

Li Yonggui looked extremely difficult to raise his eyelids, his eyes were already full of red bloodshot eyes, and the bags under his eyes were more obvious than before. The whole face looked like a change of mental outlook, making Li Xiaoxiaoyi. Time can't help but feel painful.

When he heard Li Xiaoxiao's words, Li Yonggui waved his hand faintly, then raised his palm, wiped a trace of saliva from the corner of his mouth, and then said hoarsely: "It's okay, it will be fine in two days. Just two days..."

"What the **** is going on? It's all so serious, and I still say it's okay?" Li Xiaoxiao became more and more nervous. Li Xiaoxiao also understood the physical condition of her father. Although he was discharged from the hospital last time, he was injured. When it came to vitality, the doctor told him that he could not bear too much emotional ups and downs, so Li Xiaoxiao was also very cautious on this point afterwards, for fear that he might upset his father, but now, he has just come back, just watch By this scene, Li Xiaoxiao's heart was obviously hard to calm down.

"Didn't you say it all, it's nothing wrong, Xiaoxiao, don't be too nervous, just come back, go and clean up, I will take care of your dad." Xiaoma standing behind Li Xiaoxiao walked over again at this moment. He patted Li Xiaoxiao on the back and said.

If it was Li Xiaoxiao before, she might turn around with tears at this moment, staring at her mother, and questioning what is going on with her father's body.

But now Li Xiaoxiao has not done this. Although she is very worried, she has even developed a hint of ominous premonition, but she knows that if the two elders want to hide from themselves, they must have their own reasons, if they forcefully ask. , It will also make them unhappy. In this case, it is better to observe and observe by yourself, and you will naturally understand what is going on.