My Best Wife

Two women fall in love with a man at the same time, this is originally a difficult thing to solve, no matter when it is placed, when it comes to men and women, women will always stand on the passive side. For Wang Yaxin and Li Xiaoxiao In other words, they will always look at Fang Zhiqiang's personal attitude and always wait for Fang Zhiqiang to make the final choice.

It is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin at this moment also said very clearly to Li Xiaoxiao. Anyway, in the end, it still depends on Fang Zhiqiang’s own attitude and opinions. And after Li Xiaoxiao heard Wang Yaxin’s words, Finally came to understand. Indeed, as Wang Yaxin said, Li Xiaoxiao originally thought that Fang Zhiqiang was already married to Wang Yaxin, but now after hearing Wang Yaxin's words suddenly, Li Xiaoxiao did feel that she couldn't speak. I don't know if it is joy or astonishment.

"For Sister Yaxin, is the attitude of Qiangzi still so important?" Li Xiaoxiao lowered her head and pondered for a long time before suddenly uttering such a sentence, which made Wang Yaxin stunned again, and looked up. With Li Xiaoxiao's serious expression on his face, he groaned for a while, then slowly said, "Isn't that for you?"

Li Xiaoxiao heard Wang Yaxin’s words without any hesitation. She immediately shook her head slightly, and then said with a serious face: "Maybe I used to be very entangled, but now I don’t think it matters anymore. No matter what the outcome, Everyone should do what they should do well, so that there will be no regrets in the future. As for more, leave it to God’s will."

Li Xiaoxiao’s words are obviously beautiful, and even Wang Yaxin couldn’t help but feel a little surprised. Of course, this point once again confirmed that Li Xiaoxiao’s changes are indeed great now, but Wang Yaxin can still capture Li Xiaoxiao’s true thoughts, although On the surface the words are so beautiful, but in Li Xiaoxiao's heart, it is obviously impossible not to care at all. At least, after hearing what she said today, Li Xiaoxiao will definitely breathe a sigh of relief. As a woman, Wang Yaxin could feel this very clearly.

It’s just that now Li Xiaoxiao seems to be more able to pretend to be herself than before. She didn’t show all her emotions on the surface. Maybe if she was someone else, she really couldn’t see what she thought at the moment. , But Wang Yaxin is Wang Yaxin after all, and I have known her for so long, how can I not understand the thoughts in her heart?

At this moment, Li Xiaoxiao did not realize that, in fact, in Wang Yaxin’s eyes, she was already like a transparent person. The two women understood in each other’s hearts that Fang Zhiqiang’s attitude was very important to any of them. If not, Wang Yaxin wouldn’t have come so far, and Li Xiaoxiao, although she kept saying that she didn’t care about everything, but in fact, Wang Yaxin could also see through, and in her heart, the same. It will affect her own emotions because of this.

"Xiaoxiao, have you ever thought about how would you feel if Qiangzi married another woman one day, and that woman is not me?"

After pondering for a while, Wang Yaxin took the initiative again, but what he said made Li Xiaoxiao frown. This sudden sentence was unprepared. Li Xiaoxiao was stunned for a long time, staring at Wang Yaxin with suspicious eyes, and groaned. After a long time, I just said, "Maybe that day will come, but I think that if it is true, there is nothing wrong with it. After all, Qiangzi does need a stable family now. And I believe that he will know exactly what he wants, and believe that the decision he made will not make him regret it."

Wang Yaxin kept staring at Li Xiaoxiao's eyes. Until now, after Li Xiaoxiao had finished speaking, Wang Yaxin still did not look away, as if he wanted to see through Li Xiaoxiao's body, but Wang Yaxin knew very well, in fact, Li Xiaoxiao There is no need to guess about the true thoughts in my heart. The reason why I am staring at her intently at this moment may be just to remind her what she is saying now.

"Hehe, I find more and more that after you went out this time, you have changed a lot. I don't know what you have experienced outside, but to be honest, I still like the real you before, no matter what I have in my heart. Thoughts will be revealed. At that time, you were very simple and cute." Wang Yaxin continued to say, but she did not realize that after Li Xiaoxiao heard this sentence, a subtle touch appeared in the corner of her mouth, even It was a somewhat self-deprecating smile.

After listening to Wang Yaxin’s words, Li Xiaoxiao said without hesitation: “Maybe everyone’s ideas are different. I can’t be a person that everyone likes. I can only do what I think is right. I can’t take care of it. Everyone’s feelings are like other people’s inability to take into account my feelings. Similarly, maybe you think that the innocent me before is good, but for me, I think that I am a little better now. I don't know why, maybe I just think I was too stupid at that time."

Wang Yaxin lowered her head and covered her lips with a smile, and then continued: "There are too many people in this world who are originally good, but they feel that they are not good enough, so follow others to learn how to make themselves better and better. But in fact, whether the original self is the best or the self after the change is the best, no one knows, maybe only that person knows in his heart what is the best."

What Wang Yaxin said was obviously from the bottom of my heart. Perhaps in Li Xiaoxiao’s eyes, Wang Yaxin was just saying such a few words casually at this moment, but for Wang Yaxin, she was very serious and solemn, recalling her own Girls’ Generation was a very unforgettable time for Wang Yaxin. It was during that time that Wang Yaxin felt unprecedented happiness, but later, as time went on, the feeling of happiness gradually became less and less. , Wang Yaxin has been thinking about this question for countless nights. Why did the carefree girl disappear? And why, why do I become the person I hate even when I look at it?

However, for so long, Wang Yaxin has never been able to find the answer. There is only infinite regret in her heart, even regret, regretting the disappearance of the girl once, and regretting that she has learned to become a more'mature' person, yet mature The price is to let myself lose my most beautiful appearance.

At the beginning, almost everyone didn’t know that they didn’t think it would be bad to discard their original appearance. After all, people look forward and realize that they can make progress. It's a good thing for a person, so they won't miss the past anymore, and even want to throw it away right away.

But one day, just like the current Wang Yaxin, she began to feel that the previous self was the best. As for the current self, in fact, it is not what she wants to be in her heart, but in this social environment. In other words, saying and doing things against your heart every day, perhaps in the eyes of others, she is still a mature and rational woman, but in fact, Wang Yaxin knows that she is early He has deviated from his original intention, and now he is just like a walking dead.

If it weren't for her two children now, Wang Yaxin wouldn't even know what it meant to continue living.

Naturally, Li Xiaoxiao could hear what Wang Yaxin meant, but now she and Wang Yaxin clearly had completely different opinions. So, after a while, Li Xiaoxiao continued to say: "Sister Yaxin can understand this. Come out, you know more than many people. Maybe, my current state is just like your state a few years ago, but I also hope that Sister Yaxin can understand. After all, these things are something that everyone must experience in their lives. Maybe I’m thinking this way at the moment, and I think it should be handled like this, so even if it’s actually wrong, I’ll still do it, and wait until one day in the future, when I understand all this Later, when I looked back, I realized that there was another way to deal with it, but that was all for the future. What I think is very simple now, and I will talk about it later. So simple."

Wang Yaxin smiled helplessly again. What Li Xiaoxiao referred to as ‘live the present’ is actually the most difficult thing to do. What exactly is considered a ‘live the present’?

There are so many things in the present, if everything is perfected, then this ‘live the present’ is indeed not an easy thing to do.

"What? Sister Yaxin has anything to say?" Seeing Wang Yaxin's hesitant expression, Li Xiaoxiao frowned slightly, and then continued to ask.

At this moment, Wang Yaxin still has a helpless smile on her face. She can feel that Li Xiaoxiao now is indeed very similar to herself at some time before. At that time, she always liked to disguise her true thoughts. Pretending to not care about anything, even thinking that he is cool like this, but in fact, in the eyes of others, it is like a poor dog that can no longer be poor, and all he can do every day I licked my wounds when there was no one, and didn't reveal my fragility and unwillingness to anyone, as if I were invulnerable and invincible.

"Of course, what you said is not wrong. This is a stage that everyone must go through, so I have no reason or qualification to persuade you, but I just want to tell you when you realize what you did today. When it’s funny, you might as well remember what you thought in your heart when you made this decision. Maybe at that time, you will be able to see many things.” After all, Wang Yaxin gave Li Xiaoxiao such a reply. She didn’t know what she said was the most appropriate at the moment. Although she had gone through such a stage, at that time, she had never thought that there would be someone who suddenly said something to herself that would let herself discover the truth. This is a prison for self-deception.

But now, Wang Yaxin wants to be that person, and naturally what he wants to remind is Li Xiaoxiao in front of him.

However, what Wang Yaxin didn’t expect was that after hearing these words, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly showed a cold smile on her face. After a while, she looked at herself very solemnly, and said, “Maybe what you said was Yes, it may be wrong, but it doesn’t matter. What’s important is how I feel in my heart, how to perceive the world, how to perceive everyone around me, every Thing."

When Wang Yaxin saw the cold smile on Li Xiaoxiao’s face, she already understood Li Xiaoxiao’s inner thoughts, because she had had such experiences and thoughts before, but such thoughts can only make Slowly adapt and digest by oneself. Maybe one day in the future it will get better, but it can only wait for it to get better by itself. It seems to be a difficult thing to take a shortcut.

Therefore, after pondering for a while, Wang Yaxin continued to speak: "Xiaoxiao, no matter what the outcome is, I hope you can always be happy, just like you said, to pursue the important things in your heart. And keep going."

Li Xiaoxiao nodded seriously when he heard the words. For Li Xiaoxiao now, it seems that many things have become less important. It seems that in his own life, many things that are of special significance to him are It became less important, even when I realized that my father might have an incurable disease, I didn’t feel the panic and helplessness in my heart, and it seemed that nothing had happened. In the same way, he can squat in front of his father and listen to him telling the story of his and his mother when he was young, and even his face always has a smile on his face.

Li Xiaoxiao also seems to have noticed that she seems to be more unfeeling now than before, and her heart seems to have become much harder. There were too many things that made her uneasy, but now, they have no effect at all. It's as if it doesn't matter to yourself.

Of course Li Xiaoxiao knows that this is a double-edged sword. It has its advantages, and naturally has its disadvantages. The advantage is that you may be less sad, but the disadvantages are also obvious. The warmth and veins that you can usually feel, since then In the future, maybe I will never feel it again.

For a perceptual woman like Li Xiaoxiao, this is obviously crucial, but unfortunately, just like what Wang Yaxin said, she is now in such a self-recognition, before she herself has not decided to come out Before, no one could help.