My Best Wife

Lin Shan's last sentence of summary can be said to be extremely accurate. She founded the company in Xijing that year, and later met Fang Zhiqiang and joined Huaqiang Company. Along the way, Lin Shan felt that she was extremely busy every day, as if there was always work she could not finish. But looking back now, what have I gotten over the years? Except for the busy years, there is nothing in my memory that is worth recalling.

Wang Yaxin's statement is also irrefutable, because from Lin Shan's point of view, this statement is indeed very reasonable. However, Wang Yaxin could tell that Lin Shan's current problem was precisely here. After pondering for a while, Wang Yaxin said in a joking tone: "I wonder if you are so buddhist at such a young age? It is not something ordinary people can come up with. The realm is already very high."

"Sister Yaxin, don't ridicule me here. If I am really a Buddhist, how can I be so worried about gains and losses like I am now? And so many thoughts? In fact, you know very well, it is because I am uncertain. I don’t know what I want, so I am so lost in my life. I still don’t know what I am fighting for. To put it bluntly, my heart does not have a place to belong." Lin Shan has indeed thought very much. It became clear that all these thoughts were buried deep in her heart on weekdays, and Lin Shan had never told anyone about these things, but it did not mean that Lin Shan had never thought about it. Since I chose to speak with Wang Yaxin today, it naturally means that Lin Shan has already thought very thoroughly. Just like what I said just now, Lin Shan summed it up very well, and even Wang Yaxin felt speechless. . As a lawyer, Wang Yaxin is best at controversy of words, but now, listening to those words of Lin Shan, she can't say a word, and even thinks what Lin Shan said is very reasonable. And Lin Shan looked at Wang Yaxin who was silent, and continued: "Everyone has a lifestyle for everyone. Sometimes we can choose what kind of life we ​​should live, but more often, life does not give us a choice. Room, just like me."

Lin Shan's words couldn't help but evoke those memories that Wang Yaxin had before him. How could it be that during the time when she was struggling to pursue herself by herself? Even though he has stepped out of the haze at the beginning, when he looks back, Wang Yaxin still has a sorrow in his heart. Whenever he thinks of such a dark time in his life, it is not just life. The imperfection, it can even be said to be a kind of incompleteness. Although many people have defects of one kind or another, it is precisely because of those defects that people experience the ups and downs. Just like the former Wang Yaxin, the feeling is quite deep.

Therefore, Wang Yaxin did not deny what Lin Shan just said, but continued with a positive tone: "You are right, because I have had the same experience as you, so I can understand why you have Those thoughts. To be more precise, it’s not surprising that every person who has gone through this period of confusion will have such thoughts in their hearts. But what I want to tell you is that although many people may have such experiences , But I always want to come out of it, just like me now, I have walked out of that period of confusion at the beginning, although looking back at that gloomy time now, it is still a period for my life Incomplete, but those have become the past after all, people always have to look forward, maybe now I have lived the life I want as I wish, so I am very satisfied with everything at the moment, naturally not There will be those negative thoughts again. But I think that the most important thing we should do in this life is to be responsible for ourselves. Regardless of whether we are out of that period or not, we should make ourselves happy instead of being immersed in grief. In the middle, that will only make the period of darkness in our lives longer and longer, and there will naturally be more and more incompleteness, right?" Wang Yaxin said so much in one breath, and it was right afterwards. Lin Shan asked. But at this moment, Lin Shan, the whole person was already silly, she looked at Wang Yaxin next to her in a somewhat unbelievable way, it seemed unimaginable that those words came out of her mouth.

"What are you looking at me doing? I just told you so much, don't you not listen to it?" Wang Yaxin looked at Lin Shan's weird look and continued to ask.

At this moment, Lin Shan finally shook her head blankly, and then she said a little sluggishly: "I just didn't expect that you, who had been so happy, would have these weird thoughts. I still I thought that only those of us who had been messed up would think that way. People like you are too happy to be happy. Where can there be time to be sad?"

"People like us?" Wang Yaxin said this sentence in a very confused tone, pointing her finger to her chest. Seeing Lin Shan nodding blankly, Wang Yaxin continued to explain: "In fact, there are no people like us or yours. All of us are the same. I may also experience the things you can experience. Maybe not, but for you, the things I experienced are the same. We live under the same sky, breathe the same air, and maybe even know the same people, why are there you and us? What? Do you think I am happy now, that is just in your opinion, I may not think so. Therefore, none of us can judge the lives of others by our own standards. There is a saying that is not the case. What I said: You envy me, I envy you, and everyone envy each other. In fact, it's just because I don't have the things you have, and you don't have the things I have."

Lin Shan seemed to have a seemingly understanding expression at the moment. Wang Yaxin didn't know whether Lin Shan understood what she meant or did not understand, but she seemed to have become a little sluggish in her reaction. Wang Yaxin asked again: "Are you thinking about things, or are you about to fall asleep?"

"No." Lin Shan gave these two words very decisively, and then fell into a long, long silence again. At this time, Wang Yaxin was very puzzled, constantly paying attention to Lin Shan's every move, but Wang Yaxin never heard her answer. Wang Yaxin couldn't help it very quickly, and said again: "I said what on earth are you thinking? I have told you so much, you can give me a response!" Wang Yaxin is indeed a little anxious at this moment, and just listened to it. Lin Shan has said so much, and Wang Yaxin can of course hear it. Now Lin Shan is a very independent person. Maybe I said so much just now, it was of no help to Lin Shan, and it didn't change her original thoughts. If that's the case, wouldn't I be in vain? It also made Lin Shan extremely bored with herself, and Wang Yaxin didn't want things to turn into that way.

At this moment, Lin Shan finally took a long breath, then suddenly turned her head, her face was extremely serious, looked at Wang Yaxin in front of her, and said word by word: "I have already thought about it, our female compatriots, The summed up reason is still very reasonable: "There is no good man in this world! The goal I've been pursuing hard doesn't actually exist. Although it sounds like a joke, it's true. So I decided that from now on, I will no longer have any mood swings because of men! "