My Best Wife

However, she did seldom think about her current state of mind, just like what Li Xiaoxiao said earlier, Wang Yaxin really didn't pay attention.

"Xiaoxiao, I really think you are an amazing woman. From that experience, you can adjust your own state so quickly and face the future life positively. This is not something that can be done by just one person. Yes. I am definitely not just talking about it casually, because I myself have experienced similar to yours, so I know more clearly how painful it is to get out of that experience." Wang Yaxin also had a face. Li Xiaoxiao, who was watching the matter seriously, had sincere eyes when she said these words.

"So you should also be clear that everything I do now is only for the children. Without him, I can't imagine how bad my life would be. Fortunately, I persisted, and the children are also Staying with me all the way, until now, I have never had the pessimistic idea of ​​wanting to give up. I believe that as long as I can continue to persevere, sunshine will always reappear in my world!" Li Xiaoxiao’s positive attitude made Wang Yaxin very appreciated , She raised a thumbs up and said sincerely to Li Xiaoxiao: "We, who were once little girls, have a very simple world. Every day we laugh and laugh, as if everyone was surrounding us. At that time. How happy! However, people always have to grow up, and happy times are always gone forever. Although we lack happiness today, it also means that the burden on our shoulders is heavier. We There are more things to deal with, and more pressure to bear. This may be cruel growth. There are good and bad, bitter and sweet."

"Yes, sometimes I always complain, why unfortunate things always happen to me, but then I gradually understand that in my world, the unfortunate things that I think are possible It has happened to other people many times. Especially after I went out and circled around, I realized that everyone’s lifestyle is completely different. Compared with many people, my life may be considered very lucky. Sometimes the reason why we feel distressed may not be because of how bad our own life is. This person is because the goal we set in our life is too high. If we can’t achieve it, we will naturally be full. Distress. So later, I gradually started to learn to regulate this. I used to think that those who often say contentment and happiness may be just to brainwash others, but now I gradually discovered that it is very important for people to learn contentment and happiness. One thing that is necessary. At least this can make oneself happy all the time, why not do it?" When Li Xiaoxiao said these things, Xiaoma kept staring at her intently. There was still a wave of doubt in his eyes and he was at a loss. I don't know if it was because she was getting older and her reaction was a little slow, or because she felt that her daughter had suddenly become a stranger, as if she didn't know her at all. The look in Xiaoma's eyes also made Li Xiaoxiao frown very suspiciously, turned her head and asked: "Mom, why are you looking at me like this?"

In fact, since her mother was discharged from the hospital, Li Xiaoxiao has been paying great attention to her physical condition. Although she was cautious every day, Li Xiaoxiao's letter-shen could clearly feel that her mother's reaction became slower and slower and her memory became worse and worse. Although this is where everyone can’t escape, Li Xiaoxiao is still not ready to accept all this. Her mother’s thinning now makes Li Xiaoxiao’s heart extremely uncomfortable. She even felt that she was still in the past. For that carefree little girl, her parents are her strongest umbrella. They take care of her growth and don't let herself stand the wind and rain.

But soon, Li Xiaoxiao woke up from such a dream. She had to face the **** reality. Her father was no longer there, and she no longer had the generous arms to shelter herself from wind and rain. Only the remaining mother, after experiencing a serious illness, is now beginning to have various minor problems in her body. Although memory decline seems to be a very small matter, in Li Xiaoxiao’s eyes, the sky is already It collapsed in half. Finally took the mother's life back from the hands of the **** of death, but faced with her mother's rapid aging at a daily rate. Isn't this another kind of cruelty?

My mother once taught me many things. Even though he has been married and married so far, in the eyes of his mother, he is still a child. She taught herself how to run a family and how to take care of her children. Sometimes, she would frown because of her clumsiness, and even her voice increased a little. But now all of this is gone forever. From the moment Li Xiaoxiao first discovered that her mother’s memory was severely degraded, she realized that time would never go back to the time for her mother to educate herself. From now on In the future, her mother will age at a speed visible to the naked eye, which means that she will leave herself step by step. This feeling of being helpless but helpless made Li Xiaoxiao almost collapsed. But her reason told herself that this was irreversible.

Therefore, Li Xiaoxiao knows more about self-paralysis, self-hypnosis, and contentment, which is her biggest wish now. Even under such cruel circumstances, she can still achieve this. This is the most remarkable place. Having said that, as Li Xiaoxiao's question fell, Xiaoma's face also flashed with hesitation, and it looked like it was dull. After a while, she raised her skinny palms tremblingly, and said in a hoarse voice: "My baby girl has grown up, this time, I am afraid she has really grown up!"

A very simple sentence, but when it came out of Xiao Ma's mouth, it seemed meaningful.

After listening to Li Xiaoxiao, she even felt her scalp numb. How could this sound like a farewell feeling? The daughter has grown up, but the mother is getting old. I used to be just a little girl in my mother's arms. In that innocent and innocent world, I look forward to growing as tall as my mother every day. This day finally arrived, only to realize that it was completely different from what I had imagined. I'm afraid she has really grown up! This sentence made Li Xiaoxiao worried. I really grew up, and my mother really grew old.