My Cold And Beautiful CEO

"Xiaoxue, I can say frankly and honestly that I have never felt that your behavior is so shameless and selfish. Even if it is selfish, everyone is living in this society, and they are no longer careless children. After all, what should we do for ourselves? I know whether to live or live for others. I am also selfish, and I think I am shameless. I am obviously my best friend’s husband, but I interfere. No matter who comes first in this relationship, but I am a mistress. The lover's fact cannot be changed.

I can't control my feelings, I can't leave him, at least temporarily, I can't let go of him, if I'm not selfish, I won't hold him and refuse to let go. Mu Qianxue, do you know how jealous I am of you? Although your background is very poor and your burden is heavy, you live in a family that fights for power and profit. However, you have a good platform and a superior material life that you cannot deny. Your sister and your father love you very much.

As for me, I was born in a poor rural family. My father died early when I was still young, and my adoptive father drank moderately. He was a bottomless pit at all. When things went wrong, he still beat and scolded and made trouble at home. It was my mother who brought me up with Shitou alone. I don't blame my parents, they brought me into this world, they gave me life, they have given me everything to the best of their ability, I just want to live a good life, please forgive the predicament.

To be honest, I really really appreciate you, thank God for letting me know you. During college, you helped me a lot more or less. After stepping into work, I received your invitation. Heh, it should be said that it was a support. I came to Mu's. After several years of struggle, I have come to where I am today this location. Maybe you think that we are just taking what we need from each other, and that I am able to be what I am today is the result of my own hard work. However, I can tell you responsibly that without the opportunity and platform you gave me, maybe I am just an ordinary employee of a certain company, at most a middle and lower level manager, far from my current position and salary.

I thought that if I could make money by myself, my life would gradually get better. But my mother fell ill at this time, and the vampire of my adoptive father is simply a bottomless pit. No matter how much I earn, I can't fill that pit. Do you know how desperate I am? Every time I paid off his gambling debts and spent three quarters of my salary in vain, I was almost desperate to the extreme. I even thought about dying and letting Cui Jianguo fend for himself. But if I die, what will happen to my mother's medical expenses? What about Shitou's tuition and living expenses? I can only do my best, even if I was shot on the Gold Coast that time, I don't have the slightest complaint, as long as I can earn more money.

My life is already gloomy enough, Qin Hao appeared in my life, brought me a ray of light, lit a bright lamp. He was the one who saved me from the gunman, he was the one who took care of that vampire Cui Jianguo for me, it was he who has been protecting me and helping me, it was he who made me understand, ah, so my life can be glorious. "

Speaking of this, Song Yao paused for a while, her eyes were red, but there was a smile from the heart on her face, Mu Qianxue could see the beautiful love from the smile, although this love was very special, let There was a bitterness in her heart.

Mu Qianxue even suspected that she felt as if she was the third party in this relationship.

Taking a deep breath, the slightly agitated emotions gradually calmed down, Song Yao's expression was firm, her tone could not be doubted, and she said again: "Mu Qianxue, facing you, I really feel inferior, I even feel that I am inferior to you in everything, Why you can get things I can't get them no matter how hard I try. Love is the same, obviously you are the worst at these things, obviously you don't understand him at all, obviously you pay too little, but he prefers you more than all others Man! This is something we can't be jealous of.

I can give up everything for him, you can't, you can't. I am not as good as you in other things, I admit it, but emotionally, I don't want to lose, I have never expected anything in this life, even if I can't get results through hard work, I admit it. But this is the only thing I can't do, I'm not reconciled, I absolutely, absolutely will not admit defeat! So, I will hand in my resignation tomorrow, and in the future, I hope we can still be friends. "

After almost saying all this in one breath, Song Yao exhaled heavily. Although she might feel a little uneasy, speaking her heart really made her feel a lot more relaxed and comfortable. She apologized when she should apologize, and she didn't give up when she should persevere. Maybe she and Mu Qianxue will no longer be friends after today, but she doesn't regret it. Together, they have to face Mu Qianxue during the day and suffer from inner debt and guilt.

As for the estrangement, it definitely exists. I don’t know when it started. When the two of them were together, they rarely mentioned Qin Hao or even the topic of men. They may have known each other in their hearts a long time ago, but they just didn’t want to let the friendship that has been shared through thick and thin for many years It turned into nothing, so I was careful not to puncture it.

It's just that some things cannot be covered up forever. Even if both of them pretend to know nothing, they still have to face it when they are pushed against the wall.

This time, it was Mu Qianxue's turn to be silent. Even though she already knew what happened around Song Yao's family, she never thought that Song Yao would have so many negative emotions in her heart. She was a little sad, but also a little bit self-blaming. After all, she still ignored the psychological feelings of her best friend.

Thinking about it, it's not surprising. Ever since she graduated from university and entered the Mu's Group, she has almost devoted herself to her work. Let alone Song Yao, even her younger sister Mu Qianjun and father Muruidong, when did she really pay attention? Stay on them for more than a minute? If so, she wouldn't regret it after Muruidong passed away.

However, what shocked her the most was Song Yao's jealousy. However, this is something to be reassured about.

Comparing, this is human nature and cannot be restrained. At the same time, it is not derogatory and evil. It is definitely not the same nature as some girlfriends and friends who are obedient and vicious, and are criticized behind their backs.

A woman is a woman after all, unlike a man who is careless, a woman's heart is too delicate and too sensitive, even the best friends cannot avoid this.

It's not a deliberate comparison, it's just that sometimes you subconsciously think of yourself when you see something. I hope my best friend can live a good life, maybe a little bit better than myself, but if it is too much better, then it won’t work. It’s not that she has to do something, but that she will naturally develop a sense of distance and inferiority complex. The disparity is too great, so it is impossible to communicate with each other.

As for what I often hear on the Internet or from other people, "XX and I are good girlfriends, we are good friends and good sisters, of course I hope she is doing well, otherwise can we call her a good girlfriend?"

Those who say these things, either her girlfriend's life is not as good as hers at all, so she can say it without pressure, or she is too hypocritical and anti-human.

Jealousy, comparison, low self-esteem and so on are all human nature, which cannot be erased, no matter how good a girlfriend or friend is, it is impossible for them to never have never had one, otherwise, where did the words break up and conflict come from? of?

However, these emotions are two different things from yin and yang.

Seeing that Mu Qianxue didn't speak for a long time, Song Yao felt that the atmosphere in the car was becoming more and more solemn, extremely depressing, making people a little breathless. Maybe Mu Qianxue was frightened after her true side was revealed.

Song Yao smiled wryly, stretched out her hand to open the car door and was about to get out of the car: "I have already said everything I can say, and I don't know what to say for the rest of the time. Today's words are all from my heart. If you have Please don't be angry about those things you don't like or hate, maybe this is the first time you know the real me. I'm going back to see my mother first, and I hope to see you again in the future. Xiaoxue, take care..."

The last two words weighed a thousand catties. Song Yao felt that she was about to cry, but she held back. She didn't want to show herself too cowardly. She agreed to face it with a smile. Her decision would not regret!

Mu Qianxue seemed to be still in a daze, and she didn't say anything to keep Song Yao. Although she had expected this ending, she still felt very uncomfortable when she really accepted this moment, which made her heart ache.

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