My Corpse is Bohemian

"I learned a lot of things from my uncle and other family members later." Jian Ningxuan leaned against the bed with a light expression, as if telling someone else's story, "My father loves my mother very much and learned that she was pregnant. At the time, they were very happy. But after 3 or 4 months, my abnormal constitution began to affect my mother's health, and the various symptoms caused by the high temperature made her suffer. The fetus, try to control the medication.

"My father couldn't bear my mother's suffering, and strongly requested to induce labor, but my mother refused. Maybe he was a little lucky at the time, thinking that the mother could give birth to the child safely. However, it backfired, my body temperature exceeded what she could bear. Ultimately, she gave birth prematurely at 9 months, had massive uterine bleeding during a caesarean section, and eventually died on the operating table."

He listened quietly, without making a sound.

Jian Ningxuan looked up at the ceiling and continued: "Because of my mother's death, my father hated me to the core. Since I was born, he has never cared about me. My name was given by my uncle, and my necessities were also arranged by my uncle. My uncle's family accompanies me on my birthday every year. Without my uncle, I would have died in a corner where no one cares. "

"Do you... hate your father?" An Bu asked. She felt that Jian Ningxuan didn't grow into an anti-social middle-aged disease that hates human beings, which is really great.

"I hated it before." Jian Ningxuan whispered, "I didn't understand when I was a child why my father was so cruel to me. But later I found out that I was different from others. My mother's death was indeed caused by me. That kind of body temperature was even my own. I can't stand it, and I can only imagine how painful it was when my mother was pregnant with me for nine months."

His mother suffered for him. The father lost the person he loved most in exchange for a child who could not be approached. The originally happy family was shattered because of his birth.

Jian Ningxuan is not someone who knows how to get to the top, but the guilt and self-blame in his heart always haunt him. The uncle's family cares deeply for him, and he has nothing to return, so he can only try his best to be himself. He learned to control his emotions, keep his distance from others, and did not want to see his relatives trying to care about him but had to endure it. If someone has to bear the guilt, it's him alone.

Although his father's words were ugly, he said one sentence right. If he insisted on being with An Bu, he would probably hurt her in the future. Last time at Hot Spring Mountain Spring, he should be glad he didn't make the last step.

"Mr. Jian." An Bu's voice came from beside him, interrupting his thoughts, "Do you regret coming into this world?"

Jian Ningxuan was silent for a moment, then said seriously, "I don't regret it."

"Then, everything your mother has given is worth it." An Bu sat up, "Don't feel guilty about things you can't control, remember your mother's love and life-giving kindness to you, and make your life more meaningful. "Look at me, I'm 'live' very meaningful."

The front was still serious, and the last sentence made Jian Ningxuan couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth.

"By the way, your father told you not to harm other people's daughters before?" An Bu stretched his long legs and said lazily, "I'm curious, how are you going to 'harm' me?"

Jian Ningxuan's eyes followed her long legs and slowly moved to her face, with a bit of resentment in her eyes.

An Bu rolled over and got out of bed, took off his coat, kicked off his slippers, and finally only had a base coat left, and stepped on the carpet with his bare legs: "Try it?"

Jian Ningxuan: "Try...what?"

"Mr. Jian, don't play stupid at this time." Anbu walked to the bathroom door and knocked on the door panel, "Will you come?"

When life is alive, you should release yourself, be sloppy and uninhibited.

Jian Ningxuan sullenly resisted.

"Mr. Jian, your biology must be bad." An Bu suddenly said something that didn't fit.

"What?" Jian Ningxuan looked at her in confusion.

"The place with the highest temperature in the human body is the liver, followed by the oral cavity. As for other parts, even when exercising, the temperature is not as high as the oral cavity." An Bu explained solemnly, "Since we can kiss happily, then further contact is not necessary. What obstacles will there be?"

Jian Ningxuan's eyes suddenly lit up two clusters of fire.

An Bu continued: "My body temperature is lower than normal. Instead of worrying about your own temperature being too high, you might as well worry about whether you will get sunburned because my temperature is too low..."

Before she finished speaking, she was already carried into the bathroom by a force.

The sound of water clattered, and two blurred figures overlapped on the glass door.

Half an hour later, the misty Jian Ningxuan walked out of the bathroom with Anbu in his arms, and fell on the bed... Anbu was lying on his stomach. At the moment of great harmony, his eyes suddenly lit up, and the originally gray pillow turned into a blue, like a The dyeing is average, with a little bit of outward expansion. Azure blue sheets, silver lacquer carved beds, beige table lamps, gray-blue walls, purple dark flower curtains, brown wardrobes, green potted plants…

The closer the distance, the brighter the color.

An Bu lowered his head, looked at the white fingers he was holding on to the blue sheet, then turned his head again, met a pair of hot blue eyes, a few strands of hair fell on his forehead, sweat dripped across the wheat-colored skin, Tight muscles are full of tension.

It was the first time that An Bu saw Jian Ningxuan so clearly. He was so handsome and colorful, and dazzlingly beautiful.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Jian Ningxuan asked in a low voice, suppressing her movements.

"Don't be cautious, I'm strong and durable!"

One sentence broke the nerves, and Jian Ningxuan completely let go of her worries...

Almost at the same time, An Bu's anger value skyrocketed by 450 points, and a strange feeling ran up her back like an electric current, straight into her brain.

At this moment, An Bu seemed to feel the vitality of life again, and the senses of touch, smell, sight, hearing, and taste all recovered.

"Mr. Jane."

"Ok?"

"I suddenly want to eat chocolate."

"…"

The next day, when Jian Ningxuan woke up, there was nothing around him except for the crumpled sheets and pillows that were about to fall to the ground.

He sat up abruptly and looked around, but couldn't find the familiar figure, his heart was tense, he quickly put on a pair of pajama pants, and ran towards the door. The figure appeared in front of him.

He hugged An Bu, for fear that she would disappear.

"Wake up? Just in time, go wash up and get ready for breakfast." An Bu pushed him with one hand, protected the tray with the other, and walked into the bedroom.

Jian Ningxuan followed closely, watching her steady pace and slender body, suddenly reaching out and hugging her waist from behind.

After working for several hours yesterday, why is she not tired at all? Shouldn't he lie softly in his arms and greet the morning sun with him?

"Don't act like a spoiled child, go wash up quickly." An Bu raised his foot back and poked his leg.

"Yeah." Jian Ningxuan let go of her reluctantly and walked into the bathroom.

Recalling the passion last night, Jian Ningxuan's eyes were filled with happiness, and her whole face was radiant.

But for a moment, he slowly restrained his smile again, and the fingers holding the toothbrush turned white.

"Come over for breakfast?" Seeing Jian Ningxuan coming out, An Bu raised his head and gave him a bright smile.

Jian Ningxuan watched An Bu silently for a long time, and finally, as if she had made a decision, she said, "I'll go out for a while and come back soon."

After speaking, he walked out of the room quickly, and five minutes later, he walked back with a heavy face.

An Bu looked at him with a puzzled face: "What's wrong?" This made her feel a little more polite, did she find something last night?

Jian Ningxuan put a box on the table and said solemnly, "An Bu, I'm sorry."

Anbu: "???"

Saying sorry just after having sex

An Bu picked up the box he put on the table and looked at it, it turned out to be a box of contraceptives!

Jian Ningxuan spoke with difficulty: "I didn't prepare condoms in advance, so..."

Anbu: "…"

If he didn't know his situation, throwing a box of contraceptives directly to his lover like him would have collapsed in minutes.

"Are you worried that I'm pregnant?" An Bu asked.

Jian Ningxuan looked at An Bu deeply, "I don't know if my constitution will be inherited, but even if there is only a 1% chance, I don't want to take risks, and I don't want to experience the pain of my father." Therefore, he would rather not have children in his life, I just hope that An Bu can stay by his side in good health.

"You apologized to me because you couldn't give me a child?"

Jian Ningxuan nodded and said nothing.

"I understand." An Bu pushed the contraceptive back, "Don't worry, I won't get pregnant."

Jian Ningxuan is worried: "Take two pills. I will prepare condoms next time, and I won't let you take medicine again."

"I don't need condoms either." An Bu put one leg on his knee and leaned back on the sofa chair, "You know my physique is also very special, I can't get pregnant at all, at this point, we An agreement can be reached. So, you don’t have to feel guilty.”

Jian Ningxuan looked at her with burning eyes, and the pressure in her heart instantly disappeared. With her, it seems that any difficulties can be solved easily.

"Mr. Jian, you say," An Bu leaned over and smiled, "Are we born a couple?"

Jian Ningxuan held her ankle with one hand, put her shoulder with the other, pulled her into his arms, and kissed her lips fiercely.

You are the treasure given to me by God, irreplaceable.

"Don't call me Mr. Jian." Jian Ningxuan suddenly thought of this question.

"What should it be called?" An Bu sat on top of him, one leg bent, folded over his chest, his chin resting on his knees, and looked at him with a beaming smile.

"Ning Xuan?"

"It's so ordinary."

"A Xuan?"

"It doesn't sound arrogant at all."

"Xuan?"

"Emmm..." An Bu thought for a moment, then said, "Well, I still call you 'Mr. Jane', don't you think this title has a sense of professional play?"

Jian Ningxuan: "..." So you always think like this, professional play...

"Other times, I can call you 'Xuan Xuan', 'Cat Master' or 'Dear', what do you think?"

Jian Ningxuan liked the latter name most.

"Well, you can call it what you like." He gazed at the woman in his arms tenderly, and his heart filled with happiness.

While Anbu was content with the vigor and splendid colors in his eyes obtained from the Great Harmony, Mr. Jian had already started to think about the proposal of marriage.