My Divine Diary

After the Infinite Land was built, the development of things was not much different from what Su Hao thought.

This land happens to be the core base for the three of them, and it will continue to expand outward as time goes by.

Theoretically, there are no so-called boundaries.

And after so many years of exchanges, the various knowledge scattered in the infinite land has indeed developed something different from Su Hao's current application direction.

"My Healing Game"

In other words, almost every few years, Su Hao can harvest some new applications from the infinite land, which greatly expands his thinking structure.

No matter how powerful a person's brain is, the breadth of thinking cannot compare with the brains of billions of ordinary creatures. After all, as the old saying goes: The bigger the forest, the more birds there are; the bigger the birds are, the more birds can go in the forest.

Su Hao has always maintained a humble and progressive heart, and now is no exception.

He does not think that he knows everything in this infinite land.

The miracle of nature's evolution is beyond imagination.

"With Infinite Land as the center of the universe and exploring outwards, this is the right path for me to explore the universe. During the period after the Infinite Land was built, my harvest speed was far faster than before. This is what I want.

No matter how beautiful and magnificent the miracles and treasures hidden in the universe are, I can discover them one by one. "

If I had only relied on the three of them at the beginning, I am afraid that I would not have gained much now, and would have stagnated on the old knowledge system.

And this is exactly what Su Hao doesn't want to see.

If one's own thinking consciousness has no pursuit and no vitality, then what is the meaning of a long life?

The so-called eternal life, the so-called power, the so-called knowledge, cannot cover up the hole deep in the soul.

Su Hao would never allow himself to become such a walking zombie.

"I am Su Hao, an ordinary person who pursues infinite knowledge in the infinite universe. I believe that there are endless miracles in the universe, and I will find them."

Su Hao recited this sentence silently, and then wrote this sentence on the top of the most conspicuous log board in the pinball space.

He hopes he will always remember these words,

And don't let it go bad.

Su Hao's rare self-examination: "Has my pursuit changed all this time?"

Then he shook his head decisively and said: "My original intention has never changed and will never change. I just want to explore the universe forever, freely and safely, witness the miracles of the universe, and find the unknown of the universe."

This process is lonely, but people are born lonely. This is the characteristic of intelligent creatures, and they are destined to be lonely the moment they are born.

Su Hao suddenly thought of Yashan and Fengcheng.

"Will Yashan and Fengcheng follow me into the endless future?"

Su Hao hopes that the two of them can always follow him, because in the distant future, when he suddenly wants to look back, at least there will be someone who can share the past with him.

But whether Ashan and Fengcheng will follow him forever is not up to him, and Ashan and Fengcheng decide for themselves.

If one day the two of them lose their Taoist heart, are full of despair for infinite life, and plan to commit suicide, Su Hao will respect their choice.

Just hope that day doesn't come.

After thinking for a while, Su Hao exited the pinball space and returned to his body.

Then he sent a message to Yashan and Fengcheng: "Yashan, Fengcheng, I will return to my true form and let's go out for a walk together."

Now that Su Hao has studied the 'Balanced Luck Line' in depth, he is no longer worried about being inexplicably attacked when he goes out.

He suddenly wanted to use his body to have an in-depth chat with Yashan Fengcheng.

Now that we have encountered risks in the distant future, these risks need to be eliminated in advance if possible.

As long as you are mentally prepared, you will not be easily disappointed in the future. If you are not too disappointed, you will be able to maintain a relatively balanced mind and be hard-pressed to despair.

Su Hao took Ya Shan and Feng Cheng to wander aimlessly in space, and finally arrived at the Cross Star, the origin of this world.

The three of them walked and came to the seaside of Yunjian Mountains. They found a flat place to sit down and looked at the distant sea.

Su Hao suddenly smiled and said: "Yashan, Fengcheng, do you still remember what it was like in the last life when you were preparing to die of old age?"

Yashan and Fengcheng were stunned and didn't understand why Su Hao mentioned this matter. After recalling it, they couldn't help but smile and nodded: "Of course I remember."

Yashan also said: "Fengcheng, you are old for the first time. I can feel the despair and sadness from your expression. You yourself said that your heart is also old, and you even mention it to young girls. I’m not interested anymore. Haha, now that I think about it, it’s quite funny.

Having said that, it seems that I haven't seen Feng Cheng go to play with a girl for a long time. "

Feng Cheng said with a slight embarrassment: "Sometimes I am interested, but when I actually go there, I feel a little boring, and then I don't find any more girls. Generally speaking, it is more interesting to discover wonderful planets."

Feeling the body slowly aging can indeed make people fearful, and even Yashan and Fengcheng, who are so powerful, are not immune to this.

Su Hao said: "When you died, did you ever think that you would never wake up again? Did you ever think that all your knowledge, strength, desires and efforts would be reduced to nothing? In this universe There is nothing left. The universe is still the same universe, but we are gone."

Yashan and Fengcheng were slightly startled.

Su Hao's words completely brought them back to the past.

Yashan's first death was when he, as the boss of the 'Temple Forest Society', risked everything and used his own life force to use the unique skill 'Decay' of [Ming Zi] to significantly reduce the [God] transformed from Su Hao's body to protect himself. The people eventually exhausted their vitality and died.

At that time, he must not have thought about this problem!

Ashan's second death was due to natural aging. At that time, he really thought about what death meant.

The third time he died, he followed Su Hao to the asteroid and exploded without hesitation. This time, it was also the first time Feng Cheng died. Feng Cheng probably didn't think much of it at that time.

The next time they died for the fourth time, the two of them were still fighting Landlord. This should be the least emotional, and it was gone in an instant.

Then after living for eight thousand years, he gained a long lifespan and powerful strength, but still could not escape the end of decline.

It was also this time that Yashan and Fengcheng were truly afraid of death.

Because at this time, they already possess power and knowledge that ordinary people cannot possess, and they have also made a lot of efforts to survive.

Eight thousand years, almost non-stop hard work.

However, in the end, the shadow of death cannot be escaped.

The more you work, the more you fear that the results of your efforts will come to nothing, and you begin to wonder: "What's the point of all this I've done in the end?"

After death, there is really nothing.

Maybe there isn’t even the concept of ‘nothing’…

It was this fear that made them cherish Su Hao even more.

Yashan nodded and said: "Actually, I have thought about it, but I should have died a long time ago, but now I can see many unimaginable miracles. I am already satisfied. Facing death and 'nothing', there are still some things that cannot be overcome." Fear, other than that, there shouldn't be many regrets.

I have to say something regretful..."

Ashan said this and fell silent for a moment.

Feng Cheng asked curiously: "Boss Yashan, do you have any regrets?"

Yashan said: "With all the things I have seen, my wife and my children cannot be with me to witness my happiness."

After finishing speaking, he couldn't help but smile: "Fortunately, Boss Wei can witness all this, and of course you, Feng Cheng, are also included."

Feng Cheng nodded and said: "Me too. When I followed Boss Wei to self-destruct, I didn't think so much. I just didn't expect that I could wake up again. After I woke up, I often thought about the people we protected. I didn’t survive successfully, but unfortunately I can no longer see it. Other than that, I don’t think I have any regrets.

Well... because the people I cherish have always stayed by my side, namely Boss Wei and Boss Ashan. The others are no different to me, right? "

Su Hao laughed and said: "You don't have many regrets, but I have many regrets. I once wanted to do many things, but I couldn't do them. Now I have the ability, but I can never go back."

Feng Cheng asked: "Don't you know where the planet we visited is?"

Su Hao said: "That's right, I don't know where the planet I went to is. In fact, I don't even know where the region of the universe we are now is. Or maybe we will find the planet we have been to in the future, but after all the The vicissitudes of life may no longer be recognized.

Everything in the past is just some information stored in our memory. "

Su Hao came again: "In the future, we will meet countless people and countless things, and this information will continue to accumulate in our memories, more and more, until everything in the past is completely covered.

I'm not even sure that in the distant future, we will forget our origins, our past, and our fear of death.

There is no doubt that with our current technology, we can live that long.

Until the planet is destroyed and the star collapses, we may still be alive, one hundred million years, one trillion years, one billion years.

After such a long time, will we still remember the joys, sorrows and joys of our weak childhood? "

After listening to this, Yashan and Fengcheng began to fantasize uncontrollably about what they would look like billions of years from now.

However, this developed soul brain could not successfully deduce what it was like at that time...

Such a long time has exceeded the limit of imagination of this brain. At this time, they once again felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

As for whether they still remembered their origins at that time, they were not sure.

Most likely, I don’t remember!

Perhaps the word ‘lost’ can be used to describe them at that time.

Once they were still trying their best to pursue eternal life and were not qualified to think about this issue.

Now that they have gained eternal life, they have to face this profound problem.

Yashan couldn't help but turn to look at Su Hao, his all-powerful Boss Wei: "Boss Wei, I feel that after a long time, I will definitely get lost. What should I do?"

He does not think that he is like Boss Wei, possessing an 'eternal heart' that is so tough that it cannot be destroyed.

In the distant future, he will gradually become lost and eventually self-destruct.

Yashan doesn't want to lose all this, nor does he want to lose his boss Wei.

Feng Cheng also looked at Su Hao blankly, waiting for Su Hao's answer.

Su Hao just smiled and said relaxedly: "Delete the useless information and keep the information that you think is precious. As long as the complicated information in the future does not cover up the things that we cherish.

During this time, I suddenly discovered that our soul brain is not perfect, but has a huge flaw, that is, it cannot automatically forget some irrelevant things like a normal human brain.

Therefore, we need to set up an automatic deletion program to help us regularly clean up excess information in our soul’s brain.

In addition, you have to ask yourself: What is my eternal ideal? "

Yashan and Fengcheng looked at each other and said in unison: "My eternal ideal is to follow Boss Wei and explore the endless universe."

Su Hao nodded and said: "Then, always remember this sentence. As long as you don't forget it, you will never be lost."

"Believe me, your boss Wei will not be lost in eternity."

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Generally speaking, when a person says "I will never forget this sentence" or "I will never forget this day", it is not far from forgetting.

For example, the comment posted by Penguin Space ten years ago, or the tearful shout-out posted on WeChat Moments.

When I look back, I may have forgotten...

Su Hao understands this very well.

For example, now, if he had not looked through the ancient records of Pinball Space, he would have forgotten what he had experienced in his life as Su Hao, what unforgettable pain he had, and which girl hurt him so much...

To be honest, I can't even remember the name of the person who owed him money.

The past seemed like a puff of smoke drifting away, leaving nothing behind.

But his failure to remember does not prevent him from loving those who smile at him, nor does it prevent him from hating those who have hurt him.

To sum it up: I love all the people and things that have been kind to me, and I am grateful; I hate all the people and things that have maliciously hurt me, and I have never forgiven them.

Of course, this is not the point. The point is that Su Hao must really write down the things he does not want to forget.

Su Hao said: "I have another way to make you never forget the past."

Yashan and Fengcheng asked in surprise: "What can we do?"

Su Hao showed a bright smile: "I thought of it, but I didn't think about it well."