My Entertainment Circle

Chapter 1105 I really can’t speak

A shallow kiss was sweet to Li Zhien's heart. The two had not seen each other for more than a month. The longing after the brief separation would deepen the feeling of reunion. In fact, long-distance love is not scary, long-distance love without seeing each other for a long time is the scariest thing. And because Li Zhien is different from a traditional career, if she is in a busy singing period, she will have less time to sleep all day long.

People, once you are exhausted to an extreme state, you really won’t have any thoughts except sleeping. So when Li Zhien was busy, Zhang Ping'an couldn't bear to disturb her work. In fact, not only Li Zhien, but also the women around him were in this situation, and they became confused when they were busy. But it is also because they are busy and may not have so much time to date Zhang Pingan, so he can easily wander among various women.

The singing periods of Lee Ji Eun, Girls' Generation, and later Taeyeon's "SOLO" are all staggered. Because their respective companies didn't want each other to compete on stage, this completely allowed Zhang Pingan to take advantage of the loophole.

Li Zhien sat next to Zhang Pingan. Both of them were lying on the sofa in a very relaxed posture, while Li Zhien's body was leaning against Zhang Pingan. "RM" was playing on the TV in front of the two of them, and Liu Zaishi led everyone to laugh. But the two of them did not pay attention to the TV. Li Zhien asked softly: "Have you done all the preparations for your program in China?"

Zhang Ping'an nodded and said: "Well, the preparation company over there has been completely completed. At present, our entire team is waiting to set up the location when the shooting starts. Of course, there is also some coordination with the agency, because we are participating in the exercises now. The agency is a little unsure about the number of students. I’ll leave the coordination to the organizer. Take your time. Anyway, the trainees’ dormitories have just been renovated and need ventilation. By the way, what will happen after your album is released this time? Activities?”

Li Zhien said: "Yes, we are planning to hold a concert tour in South Korea at the end of the year. This concert may not end until mid-December."

"Aren't you going to participate in 'MAMA' this year?"

Li Zhien said with a smile: "I am going to participate this year. Well, I should get an award this year, right?"

Li Zhien told the company in advance this year that he would attend 'MAMA'. Because she knows very well that you can only get awards by attending that show. Of course, Lee Ji-eun doesn't care so much about Korea's "pork-sharing" awards. The reason why she went to attend the award ceremony this time was because she wanted to "revenge" Taeyeon after she won the Grand Award last year. She won the award on stage. 'Zhang Pingan' was mentioned in her speech. This year she is going to tell everyone that Zhang Pingan is hers.

However, Zhang Ping'an didn't know Li Zhien's plan at this time. He just thinks that it doesn’t matter whether it’s ‘sharing the pork’ or not.

All you have to do is go and get your own piece of pork. This can be regarded as a summary of the year. After all, they only have two award ceremonies in Korea, the 'MAMA' and the 'Golden Record'.

Zhang Pingan said jokingly: "Dududu~~2017MAMA, winner of the Music Award... Congratulations, Li Zhien xi!" After saying that, Zhang Pingan handed the TV remote control on the table to Li Zhien as a trophy, and then He reached out and picked up a magazine on the table, rolled it up, and used it as a microphone: "Come on, Zhienxi. Let's talk about your acceptance speech."

Li Zhien smiled and picked up the 'microphone' and stood up from the sofa, then faced Zhang Pingan and said: "I am very happy to win the Sound Source Awards this year. First of all, thank you to my fans for their support throughout the year. Thank you for your support." The company, and the team. Oh, and by the way, there’s also Zhang Pinganxi sitting in front of me. I will repay you with better music next year, thank you.”

After Li Zhien finished his acceptance speech, Zhang Ping'an kept applauding nearby and imitated Li Zhien's fans and shouted: "I~~U~~! I~~U~~!"

"Hahaha~~I'm going to take a shower." Li Zhien laughed and walked towards the bedroom.

Li Zhien went to take a shower, and Zhang Ping'an sat quietly in the living room watching the TV show, but his thoughts went far away. Zhang Ping'an was very attentive to his feelings for Li Zhien, but he really didn't know how to bring up the topic of 'marriage'. At this time, Zhang Ping'an felt really confused...

Because this matter has been kept secret, it will be difficult to handle it if Li Zhien discovers it later. But if he was asked to say it now, he really didn't know how to tell Li Zhien.

Zhang Ping'an couldn't speak now, but there were some things that she had to tell her in advance. In fact, Zhang Pingan was still worried about gains and losses, because he was really afraid of losing Li Zhien. Now Zhang Ping'an is extremely confused. When he was 'playing romance', he felt that as long as they didn't take the initiative to bring it up, he would pretend not to know.

But now it's not a problem that can be solved by 'playing dead', because he has planned to marry Yui Aragaki in the New Year, and what if Li Zhien doesn't want to accept it?

Zhang Pingan took out his mobile phone and looked at the time. It was already about 9:30 in the evening. Zhang Pingan was in a very depressed mood at this time. On the way back from buying beer, Zhang Pingan bought a pack of cigarettes in a convenience store. Zhang Pingan, who is not addicted to smoking, never smokes on weekdays. But now I bought a pack of cigarettes out of nowhere.

He tore open the cigarette package and took one out of the package. The rich mint aroma was mixed with tobacco, Marlboro Pops, the friendliest cigarette in summer. (PS: Minors are prohibited from smoking. Smoking is harmful to health.)

Zhang Ping'an lit a cigarette and started smoking. There was an ashtray stored under the table in Li Zhien's house because her father occasionally used it when he came over, but no one would take out this thing and put it on the table in the living room on weekdays. . Cigarettes did not bring peace of mind. On the contrary, Zhang Pingan felt even more depressed after taking two puffs.

Because there is a very important thing hidden in his heart. If it cannot be solved, then it will be like a knot in Zhang Pingan's heart.

Moreover, this matter always gave Zhang Ping'an a strong sense of crisis, so he never spoke about this issue.

When the smoke went out, Zhang Ping'an let out a long breath. At least, he wasn't mentally prepared to tell Li Zhien yet. Zhang Pingan walked towards the kitchen trash can with the ashtray. At this time, Li Zhien came out after taking a shower.

Korea does not have the same culture of bathing at home as Japan, so most people just take a shower and rinse at home. If Li Zhien didn't wash her hair, she would take a shower relatively quickly.

Li Zhien walked out in loose pajamas. She looked at the ashtray in Zhang Ping'an's hand and said in surprise: "Hey, take it..." As she said this, she walked closer and saw that there was something in the ashtray. She stared at Zhang Ping'an and said, "Oppa, have you smoked?"

In Li Zhien's memory, Zhang Ping'an was a non-smoker. Even though she didn't hate smoking, she still had a lot of confusion when looking at the ashtray?

Zhang Ping'an nodded and smiled and said: "Well, I smoked one. It's not easy to smoke, so I don't plan to smoke anymore. I'm going to wash it off..."

After Li Zhien heard Zhang Ping'an admit to smoking, she looked into his eyes with confusion and said, "Here, let me do it. I'll pour a glass of water by the way."

Zhang Pingan gave the ashtray to Li Zhien, and she took the ashtray to the kitchen, but her eyes were focused on Zhang Pingan. She watched him sit back on the sofa and casually put the pack of cigarettes on the table into the backpack he was carrying... Li Zhien frowned slightly. In fact, there are many people who smoke in the entertainment industry. Some of them smoke to refresh themselves because they work very hard. Of course, some of them are addicted to cigarettes in middle and high school. However, they have no intention of quitting, so they have been smoking since their debut. Habit.

And no one in today’s society is against smoking. Although everyone knows that smoking is bad for the body,

Li Zhien came over with a water glass and poured a glass of water for Zhang Ping'an at the same time: "Oppa, have you encountered anything troublesome?"

Zhang Pingan shook his head and said: "No, I just thought that we would go home together in October. I have to introduce you to my family."

Li Zhien was a little surprised when he heard Zhang Ping'an's words, but also a little worried: "Oh? Do you want to take me to meet your family? We can't communicate, right?"

Zhang Ping'an smiled softly and said, "It's okay, I will translate for you when the time comes."

Li Zhien asked again: "Why do you smoke? Are you a non-smoker?"

Zhang Ping'an finally said: "It's really nothing. Don't think too much. I just suddenly wanted to buy a pack to try. Well, okay, it's because I have been thinking about it seriously recently. I plan to end this Chinese program. After that, I no longer manage any affairs or work in the entertainment industry. I also discussed this idea when I had dinner with Hong Beibei. What did they say about me quitting the entertainment industry? "

Zhang Ping'an had mentioned this matter to Li Zhien before. She smiled and said, "Is it because of reluctance, or something..."

"When I talked about this before, I felt like I could be free and easy and no longer manage it. But after thinking about it seriously recently, it's not that I'm reluctant to let go, it's just that I feel a little weird."

"I understand, because I am used to working in the entertainment industry, and now when I suddenly think about letting it go completely, my heart becomes a little empty and empty? Just like when I get busy, I just think it would be nice if I could rest for a while. But after taking a long break, I feel quite good when I’m busy again. And I’m just saying rest, but you’ve completely given up on your work in the entertainment industry.”