My Fairy Fiancee

"I'm really afraid you will be killed..."

Yu Xi buried her head in Zhao Yi's chest and said with a trembling voice.

"But now it seems that I killed him." Zhao Yi said nonchalantly.

He didn't push Yu Xi away either. Although Yu Xi already knew some things and logically there was no need for him to pretend anymore, he really didn't want to push her away.

He cared a little bit about her emotions in his heart, and was afraid that pushing her away at this time would make her sad and burst into tears.

Is this all an illusion or does it have reality?

Zhao Yi has basically never thought about this problem. He has received strong power here before and encountered illusions here.

It is certain that the current Yu Xi is a fantasy, but that is not necessarily the case for the demon man. He is not sure what kind of existence the other party is.

Is it an enemy that will appear in the future? Or is it something that breeds evil thoughts in your own mind? Or...is it the culprit that is attached to his body and controls his consciousness?

…

Zhao Yi opened his eyes. He saw the familiar room and the familiar and beautiful person beside the pillow. He remembered that he seemed to have drawn a sword against Yu Xi before, but then he didn't even support Yu Xi for a moment. Knocked out.

After waking up, Zhao Yi didn't move. Yu Xi's hand was touching his head, and he was sleeping with his eyes closed.

Zhao Yi looked straight at her and began to think about something, to test how his consciousness was now, whether he was still like before, sometimes wanting to kill her, and sometimes wanting to protect her.

But when he was thinking about something, he suddenly didn't know what to think about. When he didn't want to think about it before, he couldn't stop, but now when he should think about it, he got stuck again.

After thinking about it, Zhao Yi felt that he should find something from Yu Xi, such as whether he regarded her as a stepping stone to resurrect love or pity, or did he really love her?

…

After a while, Zhao Yi found that he had no answer. Ai Lian had to be saved, and he had to use Yu Xi, that was for sure. But he found that he couldn't do this by treating Yu Xi as a tool to resurrect love and then discarding it.

If he could really do it, then why would unforgivable anger surge up in his heart when he thought of Yu Xi being possessed by that demon?

"In the end...am I still just a scumbag?"

Zhao Yi sighed. Zhongqing was very important to him. If he could love two women at the same time regardless of Zhongqing, why couldn't Yuxi love two men at the same time?

Just when he was frowning and distressed, Yu Xi suddenly opened her eyes and looked at him.

"Sorry to disturb you." Zhao Yi said looking at Yu Xi who woke up.

Yu Xi slowly sat up from the bed and said with a smile on her face: "You'd better not worry about these problems."

Zhao Yi didn't understand why she suddenly said this.

"I won't love two people at the same time." Yu Xi said.

"..."

Zhao Yi was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect her to hear what he just thought. But since his breakthrough, Yu Xi shouldn't be able to peek into his heart. How could it be...

"I don't know why, but just now, I could see your heart again." Yu Xi said with a smile.

"Then what I just thought about...you all..."

"I know everything. You wanted to use me as a tool and throw me away, but later found out that you couldn't let go of me, right?" Yu Xi looked at him and said.

"..."

Zhao Yi didn't know how to reply to her words for a while. He paused for a while and finally nodded heavily.

"You said I like someone else besides you, will you accept me?" Yu Xi asked.

"Won't."

"Me too, I can't accept that you have a woman besides me."

"That's your business. Now I just want to save Ai Lian." Zhao Yi looked away and said.

"Then I'll love another man."

Zhao Yi frowned: "I will kill him."

"Then do you allow me to kill Ai Lian?"

"No...that's why I say I'm a scumbag."

"Then I'm not very pitiful. I can only love one person in my life, and I'm still a playboy. I'm not as free and easy as you." Yu Xi said.

Zhao Yi was distressed for a while, then raised his head and looked at her and said, "I don't want this either. I don't even know what I really want to do."

"This is an excuse to escape. You are clearly awake now."

Zhao Yi said a little irritably: "If I am sober now, then I am an emotional scumbag! I want both..."

Yu Xi looked at him for a while, then lay directly on the bed, sighing: "I blame myself for being useless, but I like you."

"..."

"Can you feel what I'm thinking?" Yu Xi asked.

"Can't feel it."

"I just told a lie." Yu Xi said in despair.

"What?"

"I'm different from you. I can accept it, and I'm even willing to be my concubine." Yu Xi said helplessly.

Zhao Yi sat up and looked at Yu Xi with some surprise. He was willing to accept another woman. This was simply impossible for a woman who was an emperor.

What's more, what she said later was that she was willing to be a concubine...

"Don't lie like this." Zhao Yi said.

He personally thinks that this kind of thing is impossible, because this kind of thing falls on him, and he simply cannot accept it, sharing his lover with another person? How is it possible.

"I'm not lying, it's all my fault...it seems like I'm devoted to you in everything..." Yu Xi smiled bitterly: "Just like you liked me so much when you were a little boy, you didn't want anything from me, and you were willing to give everything. I want to see me regain my physical body and return to the world of cultivation to live a happy life, selfless and loving everything I love..."

Zhao Yi was silent. This silence lasted for a long time. His mind couldn't help but think of his young self.

Wearing a school uniform, he practiced with Yu Xi day and night. He went from being interested in her to having no plans at all. He just wanted to silently watch her return to his world and live a happy life with Emperor Qingfan.

Such a desireless and pure purpose, such a young and affectionate boy...

Dong Yiting, Ai Lian, Dai Qiuxiang, the indifferent soul body of Yu Xi like a fairy...Liu Ming, Zhang Li, Li Ziwen...

The scenes of getting along with some of them kept flashing through his mind, his past struggles, past tears, past passion...

"I really miss..."

He couldn't help but spit out a few words from his mouth.

"I miss you too... I always miss you and regret it." Yu Xi said softly.

Zhao Yi gently touched her ear with his hand, leaned over and said, "You don't want to be a concubine."

"Then what do you do?"

"Be a wife."

"How can I trust you?"

Yu Xi smiled bitterly. She knew that he was lying to her on their first night. When she thought of his mouth that made her emotional, she began to feel a dull pain in her heart.