My Feelings Can Wait

During the last performance of "Thunder", Jing Xiu's father also came to China, Ji Youyan accompanied Jing Xiu's parents to the scene to support Jing Xiu.

After the performance, a family of four chatted and laughed at the reserved restaurant for a late night snack. Because it was late, Jing Shurong and her husband stayed in the hotel directly, and Ji Yuyan and Jing Xiu went home by themselves.

After getting in the car, Ji Yuyan kept staring at Jing Xun's face that was flickering under the streetlights. At first, Jing Xiu wanted to pretend to be unaware. After being stared at for a long time, she couldn't help but laughed and said, "What do you keep looking at me?"

Ji Youyan tilted his head in disapproval and said, "Am I looking at you all the time?"

Jing Xiu raised his eyebrows with interest, and Ji Youyan leaned in close to her, "I didn't keep looking at you, I was just staring."

"Blame you for being too beautiful." Ji Yuyan said with a low smile, "I have endured it for a long time."

Before Jing Xiu could realize the meaning of her words, the hot breath sprayed on her skin, and Ji Youyan's soft lips took away all her reason.

Jing Xiu's enthusiasm was ignited by her, and she instinctively wanted to cater to her, but just as she opened her lips lightly, a sharp police car horn suddenly sounded outside the car. The sound of the whistle gradually approached, whizzing past their car.

Jing Xiu was distracted by the sound of the whistle, and returned to the basket rationally. I don't know why he thought of the "green|Internet police, online catching chicken" emoticon. Suddenly he was poked and laughed, don't open his face, and laugh until he can't stop laughing. Come down.

She actually didn't use emoticons much before, because Ji Youyan always had some weird emojis. In response to Ji Youyan, she regularly asked Ruan Ningwei for recent popular emojis.

Ji Yoo's words were still not finished, so angry and affectionate, pouting and asking: "What are you laughing at?"

Jing Xiu glanced back at her. There were emoticons in his mind, and Ji Yuyan's face was automatically brought into his mind, his smile couldn't help but even worse.

Ji Yuyan saw her smile happily, her heart softened and soft. She slapped Jing Xuan's head with her head pretentiously, and put her arms around Jing Xuan in her arms.

Jing Xiu leaned on Ji Youyan's shoulder with peace of mind, and Gu Zi smirked for a while before finally calming down. "Did you hear the siren sound just now?"

Ji Yuyan said honestly: "No." She kissed Jing Xun's hair and whispered: "When I kiss you, I can't hear anything except your voice."

Jing Xiu throbbed, straightened up and looked at Ji Youyan, with gentle eyebrows.

Ji Yuyan stretched out his hand to help Jing Xuan put her hair behind her ears, and said ambiguously: "You actually didn't pay attention when kissing me, you said, how should I punish you?" She kissed Jing Xuan's ear gently, bringing it Jing Xiu shuddered.

Jing Xiu Yuguang swept to the front row of the driver who was dedicated to act as a transparent person, and his ears were hot under Ji Youyan's lips. "Will you talk when you get home?"

Ji Yuyan saw through her shame, and wanted to tease her more wickedly: "Do you want to do whatever I want when you get home?"

The driver seemed to be choked with saliva and couldn't help coughing twice.

Now Jing Xiu blushed to his neck, covering Ji Youyan's mouth in embarrassment, and silently ordered: "Shut up."

Ji Youyan smiled sultryly with a voice. She shut up obediently, put Jing Xuan's hand on her knees, and instead wrote strokes in the palm of her hand.

"Two days." After writing, she looked at Jing Xiu, Wu Liang's eyes were full of scorching affection.

Jing Xiu understood her suggestion, and the tingling sensation that had just been swiped across her palm with her fingertips seemed to move from her palm to her heart in an instant. She held Ji Yuyan's index finger in her palm, and turned her head to look out of the car window.

In the reflection of the car window, Ji Youyan still stared at Jing Xun's profile with affection.

"It's up to you." After a long while, Ji Yuyan heard Jing Xiu agree to her almost inaudibly.

Ji Youyan smiled for a moment.

When the two came home, they took a bath together tacitly. Jing Xiu hadn't come out when Ji Yuyan returned to the bedroom after taking a bath.

She seized the time to turn on the stereo, played lazy and seductive music, switched the dim and emotional colored lights, and waited happily for Jing Xuan to come out.

Two abrupt SMS prompts were inserted into the sound of music. Ji Yuyan subconsciously turned his head to look at the sound source, and Jingxuan's mobile phone screen on the bedside table lit up.

The word "Wen Yan" in the pop-up window at the top of the screen caught Ji Yuyan's eyes unexpectedly.

Ji Yuyan's mood sank in an instant.

There is no remarks for the surname, which means that A Xiu is familiar with him. She was flustered, what was the relationship between Ah Xiu and him... After they made public their wedding in the last life, Song Wenyan revealed in an interview with the media that the beginning of the relationship between Ah Xiu and him was during the filming of "Sunflower in the Night" in the second half of this year. He went to visit the class.

Ji Yuyan stared at the void blankly, and the scene of the marriage of Jingxun and Song Wenyan in the previous life appeared before him, and the scene of their conversation at the charity dinner, his hands clenched into fists, his heart was tingling, and his tinnitus continued.

"What are you thinking about, so ecstatic?" Jing Xiu didn't know when he would come out, standing under the colorful lights, licking the corners of his lips.

Ji Yuyan raised his eyes to look at her, his expression was too confused and melancholy to hide.

Jing Xiu was taken aback, her eyebrows furrowed, and just thinking about what was going on, Ji Yuyan grinned, and stood up and walked towards her casually, teasing: "Axiong, do you know what a noble concubine goes out for a bath? ?"

Jing Xiu remained unmoved and insisted on asking her: "Did you just be unhappy?"

Ji Yuyan hugged her, buried her face in her neck, and said softly: "No? I don't know if the music is too hypnotic. I just feel sleepy, and I'm so sleepy."

Jing Xiu was dubious, and followed her words: "It's quite late, otherwise let's go to bed today."

Where did Ji Yoo say yes, and said with a flattering tone: "It's not late, the night is still long."

"Axun, let's do something interesting."

Jing Xiu's voice was extremely low, and he asked knowingly, "What is interesting to do?" It was very attractive.

Ji Yuyan kissed the tip of her nose, her eyes were like water, "Let's dance."

"Striptease..." The last half of the syllable disappeared in Jing Xiu's plundering from defense to offense.

...

I don’t know how many times it was. Jing Xiu couldn’t bear to beg for mercy. Ji Youyan coaxed her: "How about the last time?"

She knew Jingxun was tired, and she knew she should stop. But her heart seemed to be pierced by that name, panicking and restless, as if she could only confirm that everything was different from the previous life in this extreme warmth, and Axuan truly belonged to her .

In the past, now, and the future belonged only to her.

Jing Xiu was soft-hearted and pampered her silently.

During the ups and downs, Jing Xiu was thinking unconsciously, is it an illusion? Yanyan seems to be particularly passionate tonight, there is a...

Before she was so sleepy that she lost consciousness, she found a suitable description-the taste of lingering|supplement.

After Jing Xiu went to sleep, Ji Youyan raised his sore hand and stroked Jing Xiu's slightly frowned brow. She looked at the fine sweat on Jing Xiu's nose, distressed and satisfied, and wanted to laugh and cry.

She kissed Jing Xun's forehead with nostalgia, and tears fell with the kiss.

"Sorry, I love you." She muttered silently.

She and Jing Xiu slept on the same pillow, looking at their long hair entwined with each other, and thought with relief: No matter what the previous life was, it is herself who owns her at this moment.

In this life, A Xiu can only be her wife.

Drowsiness gradually hit, Ji Youyan's consciousness began to be confused. The dim night around me didn't know why it suddenly lit up. With the clear blue sky, the green lawn, and the cheers and applause, Jing Xun once again wore a wedding dress, holding Song Wenyan's hand and appeared in front of Ji Yoon...

No, no, it shouldn't be like this! Ji Yuyan was heart-piercing in pain. She struggled to pull Jingxuan's hand, but the scene suddenly changed to an empty and cold conference room.

In the meeting room sat her mother, aunt, cousin, relatives, Lu Fang, Wei Yizhen...

"Auntie, don't worry, I have already contacted and arranged the funeral home cremation. They will send a car to pick you up after the memorial service is over." Wei Yizhen said calmly.

Ji Youyan has a dull head. When did they meet? Why are you sitting together?

Zhong Qingyu worked hard and thanked Wei Yizhen in a dumb voice: "Thank you Miss Wei for your help these days, otherwise we are unfamiliar here and don't know what to do."

"Auntie, you're polite. It's all right for me and Yu Yan's friends." Wei Yizhen's eyes were red.

Ji Yuyan suddenly reacted, is this the situation after her death in the previous life? Before I had time to think, there was a loud noise at the door, and the door was suddenly opened.

Everyone's eyes followed the sound, including Ji Youyan-Jing Xun was standing at the door, his figure was thin, and his face was haggard like Ji Yuyan had never seen before.

"Wei Yizhen, you lied to me." She looked around the circle of people in the meeting room, and finally her eyes fell on Wei Yizhen, disappointed with coldness.

She walked into the room, her voice calm and fragile: "What are you discussing, can I listen to it too?"

As she approached, the air seemed to freeze. Ji Youyan could see clearly that the eyes of her mother and others looking at Jing Xun were definitely not friendly.

"Teacher Jing, what do you want to know, can I communicate with you privately for a while?" Wei Yizhen's words were weak.

Jing Xiu's gaze stayed on her for two seconds, as if he hadn't heard what she said, his gaze was fixed on Zhong Qingyu.

"Auntie, I don't know if Wei Yi really passed you what I want to say. I hope you..."

Before she finished speaking, Zhong Qingyu interrupted her with red eyes: "Don't say it, I don't want to hear a word."

Jing Xiu's mood began to fluctuate, and his tone of voice changed anxiously: "Auntie! There must be a way, there must be a way! Why can't you wait any longer, why..."

"Will you go out?! What qualifications do you have to question?! Do you think our place is not messy enough?!" The aunt scolded.

Zhong Qingyu's fragile nerves seemed to have been stimulated by her words, hoarsely shouting Jingxiu: "What the **** do you want to do?! It's already like this, what do you want! Behave! You go out, you give me out!"

The scene began to become chaotic, and the **** red mist in front of Ji Yuyan's eyes filled her eyes. The figure was drowsy, and she couldn't see anything. The sharp reprimands filled her mind.

"This is our family affair, it has nothing to do with you!"

"Don't be too much, shamelessly!"

Who said such bad words? Who are they scolding? Is it Axun? Do not……

Suddenly chanting and Muyu sound followed, Ji Youyan couldn't think anymore. Where's Axun? Where is Axun? The harsh Sanskrit sounds and human voices rushed towards her like sea water, and drowned her eyes, ears, nose and mouth little by little.

Before she was on the verge of suffocation, she finally caught Jingxuan's faint voice: "No cremation is allowed. Wait at least a few days for me."

As if a sharp blade broke through the fog, the blurred scene gradually became clear again.

It was her cousin who was standing next to Jing Xiu, clasping Jing Xiu's shoulders to push her out.

Jing Xiu's forehead blue veins loomed, and he tightly grasped the corner of the conference table with his ten fingers, his fingers were white and motionless.

Seeing that the cousin couldn't push her, he grabbed Jingxuan's five fingers and wanted to break it apart. Jing Xiu couldn't get rid of it and was pushed to a stagger, but he quickly grasped the corner of the other side of the table persistently.

Ji Youyan had never seen her look so embarrassed, heartbroken. She slapped her cousin's arrogant hand distressedly, but she could only pass through her cousin's body again and again, to no avail...

Lu Fang also stood up: "Miss Jing, don't make trouble unreasonably."

Jing Xiu's attention fell on him, his eyes were as cold as ice skates, and his body was crumbling, but he said more harshly: "I won't allow you to be cremated."

"Lu Fang, what are you talking nonsense with her!" The cousin pushed harder and harder. Jing Xun was physically exhausted and suddenly couldn't stabilize. He was pushed away from the conference table that could stabilize him, and he staggered several times.

Wei Yi really couldn't stand it anymore, and got up to defend Jing Xuan, who had fallen down.

Ji Youyan stretched out his hand to hug Jing Xun, but he was still empty.

Heartbroken.

"No!" she cried out.

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The iron cage can't hold the water in the sister Ji.

Ji Ji’s innocent face: Do you mean I love to cry?