My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Yooyan pretended to have something in her heart and slept very shallowly. She vaguely felt a slight itchy touch on her wrist. She conditioned her hand to shake and woke up.

Opening his eyes, the sky was already bright, Jing Xun was lying on his side facing her, with one hand lying on her wrist.

Perceiving Ji Yooyan's movements, Jing Xun's sight shifted, revealing a bloodless face, and his voice was slightly muted: "I wake you up."

Ji Yuyan stared at her unblinkingly, as if in a dream, only after a while smiled, hugged Jingxun and said hoarsely: "No, it's time to wake up."

She pecked and kissed Jing Xiu, sat up and poured hot water to Jing Xiu while caring: "Drink some water? Does the headache hurt? Does the chest feel uncomfortable?"

Jing Xiu shook his head, "It's okay, it's okay." The throat and chest are a bit painful, and it should be a normal symptom after choking. Her gaze fell on Ji Youyan's hands and calves, and she whispered: "What happened to your hands and legs?"

Ji Yooyan helped Jing Xuan to sit up halfway, avoiding Jing Xuan's hand to take the cup, and feeding Jing Xuan with water properly. If nothing happened, he said: "Walking in a hurry and falling, it will be fine in a few days. ."

How could it be okay. Jing Xiu held Ji Youyan's wrist, looked at the scarlet wound in her wrist, and stroked her intact place with his fingertips, as if he was being stabbed hard by something. But things have already happened, and nothing will help.

She swallowed the water Ji Yuyan fed her, and said sincerely, "Sorry, I scared you."

Ji Yuyan suppressed a smile, put the water glass on the table aside, and whispered back to her: "Axun, you scared me."

Jing Xiu saw the unconcealable fragility and distress in her expression.

"Axun, what happened to you... at that time? Did it...suddenly hurt like before?" Ji Yuyan bit his lip and asked tentatively.

In the same language.

Jing Xiu didn't want her to worry, but he didn't want to lie to her either. She gave a difficult "um" and explained: "In fact, before entering the water, I found that it seemed uncomfortable, but I thought it was because it was too cold. I didn't expect that after entering the water, there was a momentary pain, and the limbs could not stretch. opened."

Ji Youyan's face turned pale immediately.

Jing Xiu was a little scared when she thought of it, but she couldn't show fear. She opened her mouth to comfort Ji Youyan, but Ji Youyan looked at her deeply and asked hardly, "Axun, do you really know why it hurts?"

Jing Xiu looked back at her, grabbed her slender hand, clasped her fingers, and said with certainty: "Well. It's okay, it's just an accident."

Ji Yooyan clasped her hand tightly without asking the bottom line. She just stared at Jingxuan's eyes and said seriously: "Axuan, do you remember what I said? In this world, there is no Ji Yuyan without Jingxuan."

Jing Xiu understood the meaning of her words, bit her lip, trying to ease the atmosphere, deliberately teasing: "Are you going to test whether I have brain loss memory?"

Ji Yooyan refused to answer her words, and continued word by word: "If you are gone, Ji Yooyan will not be there. I will not leave you alone again."

Jing Xiu saw the bottom of her eyes resolutely, and the smile disappeared from the corner of her lips. She looked at Ji Yooyan with gentle eyes and a little sadness.

Ji Yuyan's nose was sour, he put his arms around her waist and buried his head in her neck, begging her: "So don't scare me anymore, okay."

Jing Xiu hugged her back, tilted her head and pressed her cheek against the top of her hair, and said in a sober voice: "Okay, stop thinking about it, it's okay."

Ji Yuyan wanted to say something more, suddenly there was movement at the door, and then Yao Xiao opened the door with breakfast. Seeing the two people hugging each other on the bed, Yao Xiao unexpectedly stopped.

"Xiaoxiao, come in." Jing Xiu let go of Ji Yoo, and greeted Yao Xiao aloud, also reminding Ji Yoo.

Ji Yuyan raised his head from Jingxun's neck and looked towards the door. Yao Xiao closed the door and said embarrassingly: "Teacher Jing, Teacher Ji, you wake up so early. Are you okay? I brought you washing supplies and came early."

Ji Yuyan cleared up his emotions, smiled as usual, and joked as he got out of bed: "Everything is fine except for being hungry. You came just right."

After the two of them washed and prepared to eat, Ji Youyan's cell phone began to ring nonstop. Friends in the circle such as Ruan Ningwei, Guan Yimei, Gu Zinan called and cared about the two of them. When Zhuo Lin’s caller ID jumped up, Ji Youyan went out to wash his hands quietly and walked to the balcony to answer the phone.

After she went out, Yao Xiao quickly saw a needle and Jing Xiu said that Jiang Chun confessed her serious business: "Teacher Jing, yesterday’s incident was a lot of trouble in the media because Teacher Ji’s reaction was too obvious, and someone stepped on the Internet to eat people. Bloody buns. Sister Jiang said that Wei Yi was really strange this time, as if she didn’t mean to clarify your scandal vigorously, she didn’t even have to divert her attention, and she was a bit unwilling. Sister Jiang asked me to ask you what you mean. Are you ready to make it public with Sister Ji?"

Wei Yi really couldn't have this attitude for no reason, it could only be made by Yanyan. Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan's figure on the balcony with a soft heart.

She shook her head, and quietly replied, "No, it's not the time yet. You let Sister Jiang condemn the rhythmic person and divert her attention away."

It looks like Teacher Ji wants to make it public, but Teacher Jing is not ready yet? Yao Xiao muttered in her heart. This seems to be completely reversed from before. In the past, Teacher Jing was never the one who wanted to hide. But no matter what, being undisclosed and objectively speaking, there will be a lot of advantages and no harm to Teacher Jing's future. Yao Xiao secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

However, Jing Xiu had already foreseen his future. In her previous life, she had won the Little Golden Cup with this movie, but in this life, no matter how hard she tried, it should be in vain. Public or non-publicity has little impact on her future.

But the words are not the same, the words are very promising, and they cannot be delayed here. Jing Xiu looked solemn.

"Okay, I see, then I will tell Sister Jiang." Yao Xiao responded.

After Yao Xiao left, Jing Xiu and Ji Yooyan brought up the incident. She asked Ji Yooyan: "Yanyan, do you want to make it public?"

Ji Youyan sat on the side of the bed and looked up at her. Hearing her reply to Yao Xiao, he was a little bit disappointed. "Axun, I just don't want to waste our time on these meaningless things."

Jing Xiu saw her disappointment and calmed her: "I don't want to. Just wait, okay? Say, at least... until this movie is over."

She is very optimistic about Ji Youyan, who won her first star in this movie two years earlier than her last life.

Ji Yuyan thought she was worried that their publicity would affect the results of the entire crew. She calmed down and knew that it was not the best time. Opening it now will only make the entire movie Jing Xun's drama at the time become a vassal of the topic.

"I was impulsive. I have to face too many things in public, and affect too many people and things. I didn't discuss it with you and I rushed..."

Before she finished her self-blame, Jing Xiu laughed in a breath, and said softly, "Those are not what I care about the most."

Ji Yuyan looked into her eyes, smiled slowly, and asked knowingly, "Then what do you care about most?"

Jing Xiu looked at her, smiling without speaking.

Ji Yooyan whispered with a smile, "Axun, now I have the urge to love you justifiably in front of everyone, so I really understand your original mood."

"Sorry, I used to..."

Jing Xiu pressed her index finger to her lips, and said with a smile: "Then let you bear with me now, and treat it as a punishment for you in the past."

Ji Yoon laughed, pretending to have realized it suddenly: "Oh, I see. A Qiu, you are very high-sounding, but you just want to avenge your personal revenge, right?"

Jing Xiu calmly said: "I am, what do you want?"

Ji Yooyan knelt and climbed onto the bed, raised his hands, and frightened, "What do you think I want?" Her hands fell on Jing Xun's waist, but in the end they just got close to her forehead, and whispered softly: "I still What can be done, of course, is to perform well and strive for a reduction of sentence."

"To love you, love you very much."

Jing Xiu closed his eyes, smiled in his heart and thought: fool, then you should be sentenced to life.

The doctor originally suggested that Jing Xiu should be hospitalized for observation for a week, but Jing Xiu recovered better than expected, and all examinations showed that there was no problem. Therefore, in order not to affect the shooting process, Jing Xiu insisted on staying in the hospital for only four days before returning to the crew. .

After she recovered, except for a little discomfort a few days ago, there was no major problem later, but Ji Youyan's scald on her leg was difficult to handle.

Without rest, frequent movements, and the hot weather and sweating, Ji Yuyan's entire wound healed very slowly. Although Ji Youyan never yelled a pain, Jing Xun felt pain in his eyes.

In private, she discussed with Gu Lingfeng about the adjustment of the announcement, letting Ji Yuyan take a few days to rest, but Gu Lingfeng hesitated when he saw that Ji Youyan's mental state had clearly subsided in the past few days, which was suitable for filming this stage of depression. He felt that Ji Yooyan was just in the state of being in the movie, and it was a pity not to shoot, but Jing Xiu knew that was not the case.

Ji Youyan is not an experientialist, and her acting will not be so obvious that there is no distinction between people and drama. Words are something in my heart, not happy.

Neither of them could persuade anyone. Gu Lingfeng finally urged Jing Xiu to ask Ji Youyan his own opinions. Ji Yuyan was naturally embarrassed because he was alone in delaying the entire group trip. Jing Xuan couldn't help her, so this matter had no choice but to stop.

One week after being discharged from the hospital, at 6:30 in the evening, Shen Yu and Qiao Yue quarreled, and Shen Yu stayed alone in their apartment.

This is a somber one-man show, Gu Lingfeng chose to shoot with a long lens. The lighting and other aspects have been arranged in advance. For the sake of the picture to be true and coherent, Ji Youyan will enter the state from the dimness of 6:30, and he will wait under the camera until the moment when the sky turns dark to begin natural interpretation. You can only shoot this once a day, and there is no fault tolerance rate. The difficulty of shooting can be imagined.

In the deadly space, Shen Yu wore the nightdress that was attached to his gloves when he was caught, sitting alone in disheveled clothes and despair. The night fell completely, there was no light in the house, it was dimly like a big box closed.

She finally stood up and turned on the light as if she had recovered her soul. Can press the switch, the light does not light up. She just remembered that the light in the bedroom had broken yesterday, she bought the bulb, and Qiao Yue left before she came back today to replace it.

She sat back on the bed and fumbled and opened the drawer beside the bed. In the drawer is an old iron pencil case, which contains a box of matches, a box of small fireworks, and a box of cigarettes.

She opened the matchbox, followed the side, and gently struck down, a cluster of faint firelight ignited in the dark night. She looked at the fire, her eyes quiet and far away.

Soon, the light went out. So she opened the second and third...

One goes out, one is lit, a whole box of matches, only the last one is left.

No one sells matches now.

No one would borrow her matches to light fireworks to light up the night.

Shen Yu opened the cigarette case, popped out a cigarette with his lips, struck a match and lit it.

The light of the match went out, and the light of the cigarette **** brightened. Shen Yu leaned on the bed quilt, smoking and smoking quietly, with tears in his eyes, but a smile of relief at the corners of his lips.

She is not a stunningly beautiful look, but in this scene, every frame of her expression is just right, and every frame is breathtakingly beautiful.

In the monitor, there is deep black, white smoke at the fingertips of the depressed, and the sunflower mural on the wall looming through the car lights downstairs.

Scenery and people complement each other.

The audience was so quiet that the needles fell, and everyone was silent in the mood created by Ji Youyan, until Gu Lingfeng shouted that exciting: "Okay, pass!"

One-off! There was a burst of cheers from the audience, and Gu Lingfeng stepped forward to talk to Ji Yooyan, and everyone around him praised Ji Yooyan's scene.

Only Jing Xiu heard his heartbeat and distressed voice in the hustle and bustle.

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Coming~ I've been waiting

The first aid bug in the last chapter has been corrected, thank you for your correction.

Yao Xiao: This time the teacher is anxious to make it public. Hey, the scumbag will pay back the old. Vicissitudes of cigarette lighter.jpg

Ji Xiaojiao’s wife complained: A Xiu! She said I am scumbag

Teacher Jing raised his eyebrows: Xiaoxiao, who do you mean?

Yao Xiao was nervous.

Jing Miao Miao: Who do you say attacked?

Ji Xiaojiao's wife withered:...Is this the point? !