My Feelings Can Wait

Obviously behind the thick clothes, Ji Youyan still felt that the heat on Jing Xun's body had penetrated into his skin so real and scorching.

Every pore seemed to be rejoicing, and even the cold air became warm and eager.

She was in her arms, so fit, Ji Youyan was so satisfied.

After the breakup, the sense of lack that had tortured her for a long time, the **** hole was finally filled up perfectly. For such a complete feeling, she longed for too long and too long.

In the last life, she relied on alcohol to paralyze herself, so that she could relive her old dreams in a groggy fantasy.

Ji Yuyan couldn't help tightening his arms around Jing Xun's waist.

"Axun, am I dreaming?" she whispered.

Jing Xiu's body trembled imperceptibly with her breath, and her whole body was stiff and his legs were soft. She did not return to hold Ji Yuyan, her right hand was naturally hanging down, and she pinched her fingertips with her nails, and the pain came violently.

Not a dream. She answered Ji Yuyan in her heart and also answered herself.

She didn't push herself away, and was willing to hug her docilely, Ji Yuyan was already satisfied. She is like a big golden hair that has been smoothed. She comfortably buried her face in the fluff of Jingxuan's coat and hat, rubbed it, and said softly, "Happy."

Jing Xiu's eyebrows softened: "Are you at ease?" Her voice was very low, but her body relaxed a little.

Ji Yooyan was afraid that Jingxiu would let her go, so he said, "It's still a while."

Where Jing Xiu couldn't see through her thoughts, the corners of her lips were slightly curved. She tolerated Ji Yuyan's acting like a baby, and said unhappily, "I am afraid now when I know it? What happened just now?"

Ji Youyan euphemistically said: "Actually, I don't know what's going on. I was changing my shoes just now, and when I heard crying outside, I opened the door and went out to look. Then I saw Gu Zinan untidyly undressed from Xiao Die's room, Xiao Die dragged her back again. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I went to negotiate, but Xiao Die refused to let go, and even ranted wild words, trying to drag me in, and we started fighting."

Jing Xiu was frightened.

She thought of Xiao Die's frantic appearance holding Ji Yuyan just now, and she was afraid and angry, and her tone was not so good: "You really don't know? If I didn't guess wrong, you would recognize it from the beginning, and Xiao Die The person who went back to the room together was Gu Zinan. Since Gu Zinan voluntarily followed Xiao Die back to the room, don't you know what will happen if you go in?"

Xiao Die was already on the road, and Gu Zinan's tacit gesture was obvious. There are many such things in the circle, and she can piece together an outline if she thinks too much.

She knew that she should not blame Gu Zinan. Gu Zinan was a victim of reining in the cliff. But thinking that Ji Yooyan almost fell into danger with her, she became angry and uncontrollably went up.

Ji Youyan wanted to help Gu Zinan conceal something, but Jing Xiu exposed it and gave an embarrassing "Uh". "Axun, in any case, it is not right to force people. I can't die without saving."

"Aren’t you afraid? Today’s incident, in the final analysis, no matter whether you can rescue Gu Zinan or not, you will get yourself up. Although he can’t cover the sky with one hand, if he wants to retaliate against you, just give you a few stumbles, which is enough. You have fallen a lot." Whether it is in this circle or in this society, most people are exquisite egoists. It is the so-called "smart person" way of life.

It is estimated that changing to Liang Zhen, Su Lihang, or even Chen Desheng would just pretend not to hear.

"Of course I'm afraid." Ji Yuyan smiled bitterly: "But, I couldn't think too much at the time, so I wanted to help her. I don't know what will happen if I help her, but if I don't help her, my conscience may be possible for the rest of my life. It will be difficult. Axun, if you find out first, you will definitely help her, won't you?"

Jing Xiu sighed. She felt sorry for Ji Yuyan's stupid bravery, but she had to admit that from the beginning, she attracted herself with such qualities.

She was reluctant to blame Ji Youyan, and calmed down a little bit: "I didn't mean that it was wrong for you to help her. But, don't be so impulsive next time."

"At least, you can rely on others."

This time Ji Yuyan was very provocative, and asked with a smile: "For example, are you?" His tone was light and sultry.

Jing Xiu moved her lips unconsciously. Just about to reply, there was a sudden sound of swiping cards outside the door, and then the door was slowly opened...

Jing Xiu and Ji Yuyan glanced at each other, and they both bounced off subconsciously, standing side by side.

Yao Xiao leaned out from the crack of the door carrying an ice bag and a hot egg, caught Ji Yooyan and Jing Xun's flashing figure as they stood apart, and froze on the spot.

It's not time to come. Yao Xiao wants to die.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward for a while.

"What are you doing while standing?" Jing Xiu reacted first, sitting on the sofa to ease his embarrassment, and pretending to greet calmly.

Ji Youyan also sat down and waved to Yao Xiao calmly. "Xiaoxiao hasn't slept yet?"

As expected, they are all acting. Yao Xiao's belly slandered. She went in and put the ice pack and hot eggs on the coffee table, and replied, "Well, Teacher Jing asked me to bring things up." She curiously asked, "What do you want these for?"

Jing Xiu didn't intend to tell more people about Gu Zinan's privacy, and only vaguely said: "It's a little useful." She changed the subject: "Xiaoxiao, help me book a flight back to Beicheng tomorrow."

Yao Xiao turned the page with interest, "Did Sister Jiang arrange a new itinerary?"

"No, it's a private trip." Jing Xiu saw Ji Youyan also showing a curious look, and explained: "Go and visit my grandfather."

"Oh, yes, I see." Yao Xiao said readily.

After Yao Xiao left, Ji Yuyan asked Jing Xiu worriedly: "Is it for tonight?" She was referring to Jing Xiu going back to see his grandfather.

Jing Xiu lifted his eyes to stare at Ji Youyan, and asked emotionally, "Do you mind if I intervene in this matter?"

Ji Youyan defended: "No, I just think it's causing you trouble."

Jing Xiu said lightly: "What if I don't find it troublesome?"

Ji Yuyan opened his mouth, and stopped talking.

Here again, doubts arose in Jing Xiu's heart. Did Ji Yuyan’s change really change? "I'm not helping you with this matter. I'm helping myself." She lowered her long eyelashes and said in a low voice: "I asked Zhao Yi to fight the man. It is very troublesome if I don't solve it. How can you solve it here? Contact your agent and Tao yourself, I will not interfere."

Ji Yooyan's worries lingering in her throat were blocked by her again.

She is not afraid to trouble Jingxun, but she is afraid of Jingxun's family and find her trouble. Ji Yuyan was sad.

Jing Xiu took a deep breath, got up and went back to the room to get Ji Yuyan alcohol and band-aids.

"Mr. Ji..." Gu Zinan yelled timidly, clutching his trouser legs when he came out of the shower.

Ji Youyan looked into the distance and was shocked by the five-fingerprints on her face.

"The start is too heavy."

She quickly stepped forward, pulled Gu Zinan and sat beside her, frowning and said: "What about you? Did you watch it when you took a bath? Do you really not go to the hospital?"

There were bruises from being kicked and punched, and bruises from being pinched from foreplay. Gu Zinan was so concerned by Ji Youyan, ashamed and ashamed, "It's okay, no need. What about you, Teacher Ji? Did you hurt anything?"

"I'm okay." She stretched out her wrist to show Gu Zinan, calming her and said: "I've been scratched right here, and Teacher Jing gave me medicine."

Jing Xiu came out with alcohol and added, "There are still feet."

Ji Yuyan looked down and found out that there were still broken skins on her feet.

When patronizing nervous others, I don't know where I hurt, Jing Xiu is a little sour.

"I called a private doctor here, and when you arrive, you will check it carefully." She handed Ji Youyan the alcohol and band-aids, and then handed the ice pack and hot eggs to Gu Zinan: "Let's watch and apply."

"Thank you Teacher Jing." Gu Zinan thanked in a low voice.

Jing Xiu saw that her condition was much better, and asked her peacefully: "Mind if I ask you about tonight? Of course, if you don't want to say it, you can leave it alone. However, if you need me to help you with the aftermath, I I hope you can communicate with me."

Gu Zinan was flattered, tears gradually formed in his eyes. Jing Xiu was willing to help her... She thought Jing Xiu didn't like her and would even look down on her.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry Teacher Jing." She apologized with a nasal voice.

Jingxuan is inexplicable.

"I...at night, no. During the daytime recording, you criticized me. In the last issue, you criticized Jiajia, and Jiajia was eliminated. I panicked all of a sudden..." She was confused and said It was also very confusing, but Jing Xiu understood what she meant.

"I am a mentor, it is my job to criticize and guide you, right or wrong." Jing Xiu frowned.

"Yeah, Zinan, you think too much. Among the remaining players on this stage, how many have not been criticized by Teacher Jing?" Ji Yuyan helped Jing Xiu speak.

"I know, I know I was wrong." Gu Zinan said cryingly: "Teacher Jing, Teacher Ji, I am... Xiao Die, he spoke for me today. After the game, he came to me and promised me. I must be able to help me in the circle. I think about Zhang Weiye, Ruan Ningwei, and think of Teacher Jing's criticism of me. I feel flustered. I just feel that this show is not fair at all. I thought... I thought everything was capital talking, and I was lost for a while. I waited for this opportunity for too long, and I convinced myself that it was just a sleep, no big deal, I thought I could... as long as I sleep, I can have everything..."

Her voice became weaker and weaker, and in the end she almost couldn't cry. "But I finally found out that I can't pass my level, can't pass..."

It was almost exactly the same as they had guessed.

Ji Youyan has also experienced such temptations, so she does not understand and understand Gu Zinan's choice. She held the bottom line, but Gu Zinan did not. But sometimes, some things may be just a difference in thought.

She patted Gu Zinan on the back, giving her silent comfort, and also worried about Jingxuan's reaction for her.

On the weak side of human nature, she has never been... ashamed of being exposed in front of Jing Xiu.

She was afraid that Jingxuan could not accept it.

But Jing Xiu was more tolerant than she thought. She just sank her eyes and promised: "Zinan, I understand you, so I can help you this time."

"But if you make a mistake, you should remember the lesson. Next time, there will be such a temptation. Can you keep your heart?"

Gu Zinan nodded like pounding garlic.

Jing Xiu smiled slightly, rare and gentle.

Ji Yooyan looked at her smile, his heart wet.

"Zi Nan, I don't know if I am qualified to say this to you, but I hope that after this incident, you can figure out what you want most." Ji Youyan said in a low voice.

"There is no right or wrong choice, but regret is wrong."

She stared at Jing Xun, her eyes like water confessed: "Because of regret, the price is too great."

The price?

Jing Xun shook his mind for a moment, and the dense, bone-chewing pain last night seemed to wrap his heart again.

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Sorry, I am late.