My Feelings Can Wait

From the hot tea and cake at the meeting, to the coordinating words on the wine table, to the current stomach medicine, the intersection with Jing Xuan today was passed through Ji Youyan's mind like a revolving lantern. Maybe she thinks too much, maybe Jingxun just pursues the consistent kindness. But Ji Yuyan still felt that there seemed to be a flow of heat, overflowing from his heart, and flowing all over his limbs.

There was an uncontrollable smile on her face, but her eyes were a little hot. The impulses and emotions in her mind were surging, urging her to grab the box on the side and rush out of the door in a stride.

When he really stood at the door of Jing Xun's room and raised his hand to knock on the door, Ji Youyan woke up again.

But this time, the desire was so great that she could no longer suppress it with reason.

She gritted her teeth, no longer giving herself time to look forward and backward, raised her hand and knocked it gently and softly twice.

Unexpectedly, Jing Xiu responded much faster than she expected. Almost in the next second, the door of the room was opened by the owner in a half-person wide gap, and Jingxuan's white-walled face appeared in the shadowy light.

"Something?" Jing Xiu frowned and said lightly.

Ji Yooyan rarely saw Jing Xiu showing such an impatience to herself in the past, but she was stung by her attitude several times today, and she was a little at a loss for a while. In front of people, she can already pretend to be a big orator with a clever tongue, but standing in front of Jing Xiu, as long as she has a look, she will be beaten back to her original form—turned back to that clumsy dumb dumb.

She shook her hand unconsciously, felt the box held between her fingers, and finally remembered the purpose of her trip.

"It was too hasty to meet just now, so I didn't have time to give you the prepared gift for the meeting." Ji Youyan laughed, not piercing Jingxuan's goodwill just to give the medicine.

She opened the box, exposed the bracelet inside, and handed it to Jingxun, in a gentle tone of voice: "The little red between the eyebrows is something I insisted on. Slyvia didn't understand it. I argued with me for a long time, but I think you should I'll like it." Slyvia is the French designer Jing Xuan likes. When traveling to France together, Jing Xuan had taken her to visit and was very affectionate.

The moment Jing Xiu saw the bracelet in the box, his five fingers on the doorknob tightened, and the confusion, confusion and pain flashed in his eyes too late to cover up.

Ji Yuyan saw it clearly, thinking that Jing Xiu didn't like it, and the heart of the earth couldn't help hanging in his throat.

The time of the stalemate seemed to be only a few seconds, and it was as long as centuries.

"I like it very much." Jing Xiu finally opened the door a little wider and reached out to take the box.

I don't know if it was an illusion, Ji Yuyan felt that Jing Xun looked down at the bracelet for a while, then raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes seemed to be stained with warmth.

"I didn't prepare a gift for you." She told calmly.

Ji Yooyan immediately said with a gentle eyebrow: "It doesn't matter. You like this gift, it is the best gift for me." After a pause, she laughed at herself halfway, "Besides, thank you tonight. With your light, I can stand here all the time."

Due to family education, the word thank you is nothing but ordinary to Ji Yuyan, and she habitually expresses it both to her own and outsiders. But Jing Xiu didn't know what had come to mind from these words, but in an instant, Ji Youyan saw her expression cooling down, and the coolness in her eyes was no worse than before.

"So, should there be a thank you gift?" Jing Xiu clenched the box in his hand, lowered her white neck, and said coldly.

Ji Yuyan was startled, and said, "No..."

"Heh." The voice was almost inaudible, like a sneer, but it was dull. Jing Xiu raised his head, moved his hand holding the box in the direction of Ji Youyan, and then suddenly stopped and retracted.

After a while, she moved her eyes away, her gaze fell into the darkness behind Ji Yuyan, and said without emotion: "Then thank you for the meeting present, what else is there?"

How could Ji Yuyan fail to understand such an unceremonious visit. Ji Youyan intuitively felt that she stepped on the thunder, but panicked, she didn't even know what she should say at the moment.

"Wait..." Seeing Jing Xiu stepping back and preparing to close the door, Ji Yuyan subconsciously blocked it.

Jingxuan stopped as she wished.

She was blocking the light, and in the dim and unclear light, Ji Yuyan felt that Jing Xuan's face was ambiguous, as if it was very cold, and as if there was something inexplicable.

Ji Yuyan cleared his mind for a moment after taking a bath, and once again, he was in a state of chaos like drinking. Finally she remembered something, her eyes dazzled, and she said sternly: "I just read the script. In the opening tutor show set by the director team, you need to perform an action scene from "Big Industry". But, your body How can you do such a big move again, it's too risky."

Two years ago, when Jing Xiu was filming the movie "Disparity" due to an accident by the working group, he fell from a high altitude while hanging Wia, and luckily recovered his life, but broke his left hand and rib, and the rest of his body also had bone fractures and fractures. contusion. The doctor regretfully said that Jing Xun, who has an amazing Wu Dan image, which is rare in the new generation in recent years, will never be an action movie.

It is strange that in the mentor show of the previous life, Jing Xiu did not perform this segment. This made Ji Yuyan very uneasy, always worried that something changed during the rehearsal.

Ji Youyan's caring and gentle voice pressed on Jing Xun's heart. It was warm, but with uncontrollable pain.

She closed her eyes, those days of pain and fear seemed to be yesterday. It hurts everywhere, the body hurts, and the heart hurts. At the moment she fell, she thought she was going to die and wanted to see Ji Yooyan; after the rest of her life, the moment she woke up, she was in pain and fear, and wanted to see Ji Yooyan.

She needs Ji Yoon so desperately, but where is Ji Yoon.

Late care is like a quilt in summer and a fan in winter-redundant and ridiculous.

Jing Xiu put his hands around his chest, stepped aside, and leaned against the door halfway. The light flowed out with her movements, and Ji Youyan could see Jing Xun's face clearly.

The eyes look like ice skates, and the eyebrows are frosty.

"What does it have to do with you?" Jing Xiu's lips even curled up.

A short question without emotional ups and downs, but like a sharp arrow, with the bitter cold, it pierced Ji Yoon's heart.

Ji Youyan turned pale, opened his mouth and stopped talking. Her eyes were full of sadness, and she explained in embarrassment: "Axun, I...I'm just worried about you. Talk to Director Chen and he will understand. We don't have to take risks, right?"

"We?" Jing Xiu repeated the word, lowered his head and smiled lightly, the emotions in his eyes became lighter, "In what capacity are you saying this now? Colleague? Friend?"

"Or... huh, kind ex?"

At the end of the conversation, with a faint dumbness and trembling, she was hidden under her aggressive momentum. Ji Yuyan didn't notice it, she was yelling, no, neither...

She didn't want to be her colleague, her friend, or her predecessor.

She opened her mouth, but she couldn't make a sound. She is really nothing...

Jing Xiu seemed unwilling to pester her anymore. She straightened up, obviously as if she was about to close the door.

In a panic, Ji Yooyan subconsciously chose to say: "Friend, Axun, can we still be friends?" She comforted herself, first calmed down the relationship, and first needed someone who could legitimately care about her identity, and other things could be done gradually, There is still time.

She has no confidence now, and she has no confidence that "I want to start again with you" from the predecessor who had failed Jingxuan a lot and hadn't contacted for two years-speaking it out of her own mouth will not make Jingxuan even more disgusted.

However, this answer is obviously not much better.

Jing Xiu's thin lips curled up, as if he heard a very funny joke, his eyes were a little moist. After smiling, she sighed and said with emotion: "Mr. Ji is really forgetful. You can forget everything you have said before. Or..." At this point, she paused and did not continue. , Transited: "No."

"Don't insult me, don't insult yourself." She frowned solemnly affirmed.

This time, after she finished speaking, she closed the door without hesitation, and threw Ji Yuyan into the darkness and silence alone.

insult? Ji Youyan looked at the ruthless door panel, and couldn't react to it for a while.

What did she say? Ji Yuyan stepped on the floating pace and returned to his room in despair.

In the dark bedroom, the blue reminder light flashing on the bedside mobile phone was very obvious. Ji Youyan rubbed his temples, suppressed his thoughts, and walked quickly to the bed.

It was a reminder of WeChat news-Ruan Ningwei added her.

Ji Yooyan passed through, then lifted the thin quilt and lay halfway into the bed, closing his eyes to rest.

The phone in his hand vibrated suddenly. Ji Yuyan raised his hand and opened it. Ruan Ningwei greeted her with an emoji, and explained: "Good evening Ji, I’m sorry to disturb you. It’s Mr. Tao who told me to add you. of."

What do you add her to? it goes without saying.

The script she got today, now every student has got it, and started to prepare.

In the first phase of the program, 99 students will perform solo performances for 1-3 minutes. The instructor will give them a first rating based on their performances. The later ratings are based on the popularity of off-site fans voting. The later competitions are all co-stars. When students choose co-stars, they are selected in descending order of rank and popularity. Obviously, the higher the popularity, the higher the autonomy, and the stronger the alliance is easier to shine, and the popular players are naturally more willing to co-act with the popular players to create a topic. The difficulty is obvious for those with low levels to come back.

A good start is half the battle. The importance of the first grade is obvious.

Ruan Ningwei is obviously not the first, let alone the only one, to rely on the resources at hand to gain advantages in this program. And few who can be selected into this show have no relationship between top and bottom. The amount of management is more or less, and the relationship is close or not.

There are human relationships in everything, and potential rules everywhere.

Fortunately, Ji Yuyan did not hate Ruan Ningwei, and even after Ruan Ningwei committed suicide in the last life, she still admired and pityed this "empty sister" very much. This made her feel that the matter of opening a small stove to guide Ruan Ningwei had become relatively less annoying.

Moreover, the later instructors also have to choose the students they want to bring for guidance. Ruan Ningwei will naturally be brought by her, so let's guide in advance. Ji Youyan deceived herself and comforted herself.

She couldn't help others by opening her eyes on key comments like some of her peers, so Ruan Ningwei mainly relied on herself. After several thoughts, Ji Yuyan helped Ruan Ningwei choose and slightly modify a cute and easy-to-handle script.

Do not seek merit, but seek no fault.

Ruan Ningwei was a little surprised after hearing the choice, but accepted it without objection.

The conversation was about to end. Ji Yuyan scanned the panda pillow next to his pillow and suddenly decided to trouble Ruan Ningwei and said, "Ning Wei, can I trouble you to take a detour to my house when you come here tomorrow, and bring me something? ?"

Ruan Ningwei responded with a good temper.

After the explanation, the night is already late. Ji Yuyan turned off the lights and prepared to rest. Obviously, after a whole day of rushing and exhausting, she was so sleepy to death, but her thoughts were like an energetic wild horse, so she couldn't sleep.

Tossing and turning, confused, and about to fall asleep, Ji Youyan sat up suddenly and found a precious reed grass from the endless river.

She understood what Jing Xiu was talking about.

Back then, when they chatted about their feelings, they said, “People who have been with each other can’t be friends if they break up. Unless they haven’t really loved them,” Jing Xiu believed that at the time.

Ji Yuyan leaned on the back of the bed, reflecting on herself, she was the one who made a mistake.

But, if you can be a lover, who wants to be a friend?

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Teacher Jing's heart: I'm angry! Return the bracelet to you!

Stretch out smartly, no, a bit reluctant o(╥﹏╥)o

Sister Ji: Quack! lovely! (*?▽?*)

Yesterday, I forgot to say happy winter solstice to the little cuties=. =

We don’t know why we celebrated the winter solstice one day in advance, so I just forgot o(╥﹏╥)o