My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Yuyan came here as a traffic star, and she knows how important and difficult the anti-criminal work is. Jing Xiu herself is not the one who took this route. She herself and even the team would not pay special attention to the data and comments on the Internet, so that she would be caught off guard when she was hacked before.

But Jing Xiu said that she played for herself for a day in the anti-triad group. Ji Youyan had mixed feelings in his heart, moving, joyful, and distressed.

"Don't go." Ji Youyan whispered with a little nasal voice.

Jing Xiu's eyes were dim, and he said faintly: "I know, I am actually..."

Ji Youyan quickly said, "I didn't mean that."

"Axun, I feel distressed." She stroked Jingxun's cheek on the screen, and said in a low voice: "Those disgusting slurs are not worthy of my baby's eyes."

The three words "My baby", Ji Yuyan's tenderness and naturalness, are like a stone she suddenly cast, which messes up Jingxuan's spring water as soon as it falls.

Jing Xiu's eyes waved, trying to calm down, but the corners of her lips were still arched and disobediently.

She lowered her head and said softly: "It's not worthy of your eyes, so don't look at it either."

Looking at Jing Xun's pretending to be calm but unable to conceal his delicate appearance, Ji Yuyan disappeared. She was interested in teasing Jingxun, deliberately and sweetly agreed: "Okay, I will listen to my baby."

Jing Xiu raised his eyes to look at Ji Youyan, and his throat moved.

"My baby is so good, baby I..." The tone was completely different from usual to be sticky.

Before she finished speaking, Jing Xiu interrupted with a little shame: "Speak well."

Ji Youyan laughed hahaha, the first full smile today. She slyly said: "Ayu, it's not fair. Is it only allowed that the state official set fire to not allow the people to light the lamp?"

Jing Xiu frowned and expressed doubts.

"You call it a baby first, and you are not allowed to call you a baby?"

After using "People", Jing Xiu showed an expression of disgust. But when she saw that Ji Yuyan had the spirit to joking with herself, she had been composure and finally followed up with lightness.

"I just read the comments." Jing Xiu said calmly.

"But with so many comments, why do you have the word "baby" in every article you read?" Ji Youyan said plausibly: "Axun, did you deliberately pick up the "baby" comment?"

She was joking, but Jing Xiu didn't expect that after listening to it, her long eyelashes fluttered a few times, and she changed the subject with a guilty conscience: "It seems that you are in a good mood and you can go to bed."

Ji Youyan's cautious thoughts that were hidden by Jing Xun all of a sudden couldn't stop laughing. The more she smiled, the hotter Jing Xun's ears became. She pretended to be cold and wanted to find a place, when Jing Shurong suddenly knocked on the door to call her.

"My mother is looking for me." Jing Xiu remembered Ji Youyan's embarrassment last time, and did not open the door directly, so he informed Ji Youyan first.

Ji Yuyan thought that Jingxuan was going to hang up the video, she hesitated for two seconds, and asked Jingxun: "Okay, then...Do you mind if my aunt and I pay a visit to an early age?"

Jing Xiu was surprised that Ji Yuyan rarely had the intention to contact her parents before. During the second half of the relationship, even if the two were in the same room, when she and her mother were in the video, Ji Youyan would pretend to be a transparent person as long as he did not appear in the camera, and would never actively ask for a video to say hello.

"Of course it can." Jing Xiu's tone was calm and his eyes were gentle.

She opened the door and explained to Jing Shurong: "Mom, Yanyan and I are in the video. Yanyan is about to go to bed. When you call me, I deliberately didn't hang up, saying that I want to pay you an early life."

Jing Shurong raised her eyebrows, a little useful and a little skeptical. So courageous now?

Jing Xiu turned the screen to Jing Shurong. Ji Youyan still looked at Jing Shurong, but still had the courage to show the kind of calm and well-behaved smile that parents like most, and said hello: "Good evening, Auntie. No, it’s the afternoon in France. Auntie, I’m going home for the New Year, and I’m going to work in the group in two days. If I can’t fly to France, it’s time for New Year greetings to you and my uncle. Auntie’s early greetings."

Impeccable.

Jing Shurong couldn't fault it. Jing Xiu locked her eyes with her eyes on the side, Jing Shurong had to smile, and said politely: "Just receive the blessings and heart. Auntie also wishes you a happy new year."

The two of them hung up the video after a few unfamiliar words, Ji Yoo said with relief. Although very nervous, it was not as difficult as I thought. As long as she can see Jing Xiu's joyful satisfaction just now, she is willing to make every effort.

She believes that Jing Shurong's opinions on her can be slowly resolved with her sincerity towards Jing Xuan. She is willing to prove it to Jing Shurong slowly.

The next day is the New Year's Eve, Ji Youyan wakes up according to the usual routine at home, and the family eats breakfast. Ji Yuyan and Ji Changsong were a bit embarrassed because of the quarrel yesterday, but no one mentioned yesterday's thing again.

After breakfast, Zhong Qingyu sent Ji Changsong to write the Spring Festival couplets, but Ji Changsong asked Ji Youyan: "Can you still hold the pen?"

Ji Youyan frankly said: "The hand is born."

"Go write and read." Ji Changsong ordered.

Ji Youyan didn't decline and accepted the task.

She is no stranger to writing Spring Festival couplets. When she was young, Ji Changsong wrote the Spring Festival couplets at the door. As long as Ji Yuyan is responsible for the blessing characters on the bedroom doors, when he grows up, both the spring couplets and the blessing characters will be handled by Ji Yuyan. Ji Yuyan knows that Ji Changsong likes to point to the Spring Festival couplets when his guests visit each year and praise his daughter, who is better than blue and well-written.

Ji Changsong watched Ji Yuyan writing on the sidelines, Ji Yuyan was inexplicably nervous, and always felt that Ji Changsong would provoke him if he was not careful. "Can you? Or I will write another copy?"

"That's it." Ji Changsong said solemnly: "It's been a long time since I practiced the calligraphy, and it should be like this again."

Although he was very dissatisfied, Ji Yuyan breathed a sigh of relief if he did not preach severely. The two went to the door to paste the Spring Festival couplets together, and the father and daughter turned their heads to each other and glued the Spring Festival couplets. Zhong Qingyu watched from the side and said with emotion: "At last it looks like a family."

Both Ji Yooyan and Ji Changsong's hearts trembled.

When putting on the couplets, Ji Changsong pressed the couplets with a towel while saying something in his words: "Why is the New Year regarded as a family reunion day? All people have to go home and need a home to go back?"

Ji Yoo said nothing.

"As the old saying goes, the Qi family rules the country and the world is peaceful, and you can imagine how important the family is to a person."

Ji Yuyan guessed that Ji Changsong was going to repeat the same old tune again, and said helplessly: "Dad, I know what you have to say. I say again, I don't want to start a family, but Lu Fang is definitely not the person I want."

"Lu Fang is a good boy. He knows his roots. If you can be handed over to him, your mother and I will let you go..." It was like talking to himself again, Ji You said heavier and interrupted: "You and How does my mother think that it is important or how do I, a person who is going to spend my life with each other, think that it is important? Who is it for?"

Ji Changsong's face was solemn, and he rebuked: "Is it because I taught you how to talk to your elders so rudely?"

If you reason with him, he will tell you authority. He was always right anyway. Ji Yuyan tightened his brows and silently posted another spring couplet.

Ji Changsong's face was also forbearing. After a while, he calmed down and said: "You really don't like it, and your mother and I can't force you. But, at your age, it's time to put marriage issues into the plan."

"Okay, I see, I put it in the plan." Ji Yoo said perfunctorily.

Ji Changsong knew at a glance that she hadn't listened to her heart, and pointed out: "People always have a home. No matter how strong a woman is, she always needs a man to stand up and protect her from the wind and rain."

Ji Yuyan's subordinates stopped, and looked sideways at Ji Changsong. She suddenly felt that Ji Changsong might not be completely ignorant of the matter between her and Jing Xun.

"The current society is no longer the one in your history books that earns a living from physical strength. Women are not that weak and men are not that strong. There are many forms of modern family composition. The marriage union in many Western countries has long been not the so-called one man and one man. Female." Ji Youyan tried to calm down.

But the phrase "in your history book" in her words seemed to be mocking, and Ji Changsong's fire point was poked. He said coldly every word: "But if you live in Chinese society, you have to accept Chinese rules."

"China also initiated a civil union vote for same-sex couples several years ago. Isn't its existence enough to justify it?" Ji Youyan retorted.

"Isn't the failure of the vote enough to prove that it's intolerable?" Ji Changsong retorted.

A strong smell of medicine rose between the two again, and Zhong Qingyu heard the sound and reprimanded: "Posting a spring festival couplet, there is nothing so noisy. The people at the gate are not afraid of being laughed at by others. Everyone will tell me a little less. ." She pulled Ji Yuyan and Ji Changsong into the door and closed the door.

Having said that, Ji Youyan simply picked out the words and said: "Actually, you all know it in your heart, don't you?"

Zhong Qingyu shouted: "Yes, I don't want to have a good Chinese New Year, right?!"

Can it really be non-existent without being exposed? Cover your ears and steal the bell.

But she couldn't bear it when she looked at her mother's pleading look. Who is embarrassing whom? Who is begging whom?

She clenched her fists, took a deep breath and said, "I'm going to post fortune."

What Ji Changsong wanted to say was stopped by Zhong Qingyu.

The family still barely spent a "peaceful" New Year's Eve with their faces and hearts at odds. After twelve o'clock on New Year's Eve, the sound of firecrackers and fireworks died out, and everything was silent.

Ji Yooyan and Jing Xun shared a video, and met Jing Xun's father in the presence of the French. Jing Xun's father was very friendly and warmly invited her to visit France after the New Year.

At the end of the video, she thought of Jingxun's father's kindness and welcome to her, and then thought of her parents' ignorance and denial of Jingxun's existence just because of her gender, and became more aggrieved by Jingxun and ashamed of her incompetence.

She lost sleep until midnight and decided to write to her parents.

Maybe like so many characters in the script of "A Letter in the World", only by using words to stagger the time and space, can she and her parents be able to communicate peacefully.

One letter can't finish, then two letters, three letters... evasion will never solve the problem, this is the more and more invented truth in her life.

Her Axun, can't follow her to suffer such grievances.

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Sister Ji: My baby deserves the love of the whole world!

Ji Changsong: Even if my Ji Changsong died of illness, even if I jumped from here, I would not accept this woman Jingxun!