My Feelings Can Wait

On the plane, Jing Xiu clasped his hands tightly in front of him.

That was her unconscious action when she was nervous. Yao Xiao felt sorry for her: "Teacher Jing, let's sleep for a while. Ji people have their own natural looks, and Mr. Lin will definitely be fine."

In order to meet Ji Yoon, Jing Xun has been tossing around several cities at home and abroad almost non-stop over the past few days, and he has not given himself time to rest. She ran with Jing Xiu, her whole body was too tired, and she felt that she was alive after sleeping in the dark yesterday. But as soon as she saw Jing Xiu today, and heard her low voice, she knew that Sister Ji must have been wildly beastly again last night! Ms. Jing must not be allowed to rest well.

Jing Xiu pulled at Yao Xiao's lips far-fetched, "Yes."

She leaned back in the chair, closed her eyes, her thoughts confused.

This should not have happened. My grandfather had a serious illness a few years ago, so he paid special attention to health preservation, avoiding irritability and anger. Although Tao Xingruo did not make it clear on the phone, she still heard that the reason for the quarrel between her grandfather and uncle was related to her previous grievances with Xiao Die.

How much tornado does the flapping of a butterfly's wings cause? Jing Xiu was flustered and she was the one who caused the elderly.

Arrived in Beicheng, she contacted Tao Xingruo to inquire about the latest situation after getting off the plane. Tao Xingruo said that she had waited for her outside the airport. Lin Zhaoyuan was relieved and sent to the doctor in time, and her blood pressure and angina were relieved. The doctor said that there was a sign of stroke and he needed to stay in the hospital for treatment and meditation.

Jing Xiu breathed a sigh of relief, and got on Tao Xingruo's car from the airport to the hospital.

"What's wrong with your voice?" Tao Xingruo wanted to ask on the phone.

Jing Xiu cleared his throat unnaturally, and said lightly: "Maybe I have some cold."

If Tao Xing had no doubt about him, and just wanted to care about her, he turned his head and suddenly found an unnoticeable red mark behind her ear. She thought, "You came from Canada?"

"Ok."

"It seems that Yu Yan is also there?" She raised her eyebrows and asked Jingxun.

Jing Xun bit her lip and didn't respond immediately, Tao Xingruo knew it. She joked in a brisk tone: "Is it the cold that Yuyan passed to you?"

Jing Xun's ears began to turn red visibly. She changed the subject and said, "You didn't make it clear on the phone just now, what is going on?"

Tao Xingruo started talking about business, and his mood sank again. "I heard that my grandpa had been arranging to get Xiao Die into the bait during this period of time, and the net was about to be closed. It turned out that my uncle had violated the situation and broke the net first.

"After my grandfather found out, he called my uncle to the study. I didn't know what the uncle said, and the father and son quarreled. Then my grandpa was so angry that he threw the tea cup on his uncle, and the uncle came and turned to leave. Without going out, Grandpa held his heart and collapsed."

Jing Xiu pursed his lips and blamed himself.

Tao Xingruo saw her thoughts and comforted her: "Don't think too much, it has nothing to do with you. Grandpa and uncle have accumulated a lot of contradictions in the past few years, especially in the past six months, the uncle has seen the door in coldness. , Began to have the idea of ​​setting up another door and retreating by himself. Xiao Die’s matter can only be regarded as the fuse."

"Xinxiu, the Lin family..." She didn't say everything, and said euphemistically: "After listening to Yi's real feedback during this period, I feel that Jiang Chun's handling of things is not as convenient as before. You have to prepare mentally."

Jing Xiu closed his eyes slightly, and said inaudibly. She was also aware of these things during this time.

When I arrived at the hospital, it was already late at night. Quietly in the corridor, a middle-aged man leaned on the seat half asleep.

Hearing the footsteps, the man followed the sound and looked over. Seeing that the people here are Tao Xingruo and Jing Xun, he twisted his brows.

"Uncle." Jing Xiu nodded and greeted him politely and distantly.

Lin Wenying nodded back to her, opened his mouth to say something and endured it. He gestured to smoke, got up and walked away.

Tao Xingruo said that grandpa refused to see him when he woke up, so he had to stay outside the ward. She opened the door of the ward and saw that there was only a small lamp beside the bed left in the ward. The old man was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, as if he had fallen asleep.

The two of them were hesitating to go in, the old man suddenly opened his eyes and looked at the door.

"Xinxiu, are you here?" The old man said weakly, propping his arms as if he was about to get up.

Jing Xiu and Tao Xingruo hurriedly stepped forward, one helped the old man to sit up and the other adjusted the angle of the hospital bed so that the old man could lie down comfortably. Tao Xingruo went out to call his mother to report safety, Jing Xun sat on the edge of the old man's bed, softened his voice and said with concern: "Grandpa, is it still uncomfortable?"

Lin Zhaoyuan said nonchalantly: "It's okay, it's all old problems."

"I'm sorry, I made Grandpa tired." She said guilty.

Lin Zhaoyuan's calloused hand patted Jingxun's hand, and shook his head, "What silly thing to say." After speaking, he seemed to have thought of something, and sighed for a long time, "It's Grandpa who is old..."

"It's old, it's useless..." People said that the tree fell to the ground. He didn't expect that even his own son would be the same.

This is the first time Jing Xiu has seen Lin Zhaoyuan showing such a frustrated old attitude. She was sad and shook her head and said, "No matter what. It is said that there is an old man in the family, such as a treasure. Grandpa, you just need to take a break."

Lin Zhaoyuan smiled and said, "We Xunxiu's Chinese is becoming more and more authentic." After he laughed, he darkened his eyes and said in a low voice, "Xiuxiu, Grandpa promised you, and the appointment was missed." After planning for a long time, he found out. It turned out to be kept in the dark by his son. Lin Wenying has no spine, and doesn't want to offend the Xiao family at all. He said that the Lin family is no longer better than before, and that the favors will stay on the sidelines, so they will meet each other in the future. It's time to leave a retreat for future plans. He has more than enough energy now.

Jing Xiu couldn't see how embarrassed the old man was when he said that he was about to miss an appointment. He said sensibly, "Nothing. Grandpa, Xiao Die can get the punishment like this, I'm very satisfied."

She gave an example: "Do you remember Grandpa? Five years ago, it was the same period of canvassing for same-sex unions. Xiao Die stood on the opponent's side, and he fought me several times overtly and secretly, angering me several times. But this time , You don’t dare to say anything at all, it saves me a lot of energy."

The old man was so coaxed by her to press the post, he nodded her nose and said lovingly, "You..."

He has been paying attention to Jing Xiu's vocalizations, and applauded: "Your uncles cringe and don't know who they are like. You have a temperament like your mother, courageous and determined." Although Jing Shurong and He is not kissed, but because he owes Jing Shurong and her mother, and because Jing Shurong has the most personality like him, he has always preferred this daughter the most in his heart. He loves Wu and Wu, and he also loves Jingxiu the most among his grandchildren.

But he changed his conversation and said with earnestness: "But Xiuxiu, there is nothing wrong with being brave, but you must remember to protect yourself. Grandpa can't bear you being wronged."

Jing Xiukuan said in the old man's heart: "Grandpa, I am not wronged. Life is hard to be perfect. I am content to get the one I want most."

Gains and losses are up to others, joy and sadness are in oneself.

Lin Zhaoyuan admired and said helplessly: "I like people so much? Is it worth it?"

Suddenly being pierced, Jing Xun's eyes filled with shame.

Lin Zhaoyuan said lovingly: "Well, you feel happy for yourself, and grandpa is happy for you."

"However, if Grandpa wants to vaccinate you, even if the draft is passed, there is still a long way to go before the overall concept of this society is transformed. So this road is difficult to walk, let alone you stand with her like this In a conspicuous position, you have to bear more than others. You must be really prepared, weigh the pros and cons, and consider yourself and her future. You don’t feel wronged, and don’t let her feel wronged."

"If you can, Grandpa hopes that he can pave all the roads for you, but Grandpa might..." He didn't finish. Tao Xingruo returned after the call, and Lin Zhaoyuan stopped his depression.

The grandfather and grandson said for a while, it was getting late, Lin Zhaoyuan should rest, Tao Xingruo and Jing Xun left.

On the way back, Jing Xiu was silent. She understood what Grandpa hadn't finished.

The loss of the Lin family and the opposition of Ji Yooyan's parents made her more and more aware of how embarrassed and sad Ji Yooyan was before.

"Tao, you said, I no longer renew my contract with Guangyu. Is it feasible to bring Jiang Chun out to set up a studio?" Jing Xiu said softly.

Tao Xingruo said in surprise: "Why did you suddenly think of this?"

"Because I want to leave a retreat." Jing Xiu's face was fading in the moving light and shadow, weak and firm. She could not consider herself, but she could not but consider Ji Yoon.

Tao Xing was moved. She knew that Jing Xiu's original intention was purely to make good movies. This is what she likes and is also her artistic pursuit. Even a pure idealist like Jingxun has begun to learn to compromise with reality.

"Feasible." With the connections that Jiang Chun and Jing Xun have accumulated in the circle over the years, Jiang Chun's executive power, Jing Xun's vision and fame, whether it is signing newcomers, making films or investing in films, the prospects are very promising.

"But once you set up a studio, you don't just need to make a film." Tao Xingruo reminded her.

"I know." Jing Xiu said calmly. She has been considering this plan ever since she met Ji Yuyan's parents. If one day she and Ji Yooyan must bear something publicly, then after she turns the scene, she can at least make up for the loss of Ji Yooyan's career and win more opportunities for her.

The phone popped up, and it was Ji Youyan who sent her a WeChat message after the night show.

She wrote poetry literally: If I had never seen the sun, I could have endured the darkness.

Jing Xiu's expression softened as soon as he saw her news.

She returned an ellipsis coldly.

Ji Youyan replied in seconds: If I had never hugged Xiongxiu, I could have tolerated pandas.

The attached picture is a "desolate.jpg" with a dog wrapped in a quilt.

"It's hard to sleep alone." Ji Yuyan was pitiful.

The corners of Jing Xiu's lips suddenly overflowed with a smile.

Tao Xing said clearly, "Yuoyan is looking for you?"

"Ok."

Seeing her sincerely happy appearance, Tao Xingruo's dissatisfaction with Ji Youyan disappeared and revealed: "Speaking of the studio, Yi Zhen also tested my tone the other day."

Upon hearing Wei Yizhen's name, Jing Xiu paid some attention to Tao Xingruo's words.

"Yizhen is not very satisfied with Yoo Yan's view of you as more important than her career, but she also appreciates Yoo Yan's behavior, so under consideration, she hopes to develop a new form of in-depth cooperation with Ran Wen, and wants to form a partnership with Yoo Yan. The studio, and then signed a contract with Ran Wen in the form of an artist studio. In this way, you can share resources. As a partner, Yi Zhen can also continue to bring Yu Yan and other artists at the same time."

"It can make Yizhen worry so much about her love brain, this time I see Yu Yan's sincerity to you." Tao Xingruo said jokingly.

"She's not a love brain." Jing Xiu couldn't help but defend sweetly. "She just took care of her career and life."

She listened to Tao Xingruo's affirmation of Ji Yuyan, and looked at the act of being cute and cute from Ji Yuyan on WeChat last year, and she felt an unprecedented sense of peace of mind.

Yanyan no longer left her wishful thinking alone like before.

She fought side by side with her, working hard for their future with her.

Is there any value worth asking?

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Sister Ji: She's a pretty girl.

Teacher Jing: It's good for a woman. (Crossed out the .jpg, the teacher is also very skilled)

Author Jun: What a sweet woman! (Akimbo.jpg)

If I had never seen light, I could have endured darkness. From Dickinson.