My girlfriend is a cello player

Late at night in the suburbs, on the observation deck on the mountainside.

A man and a woman sat on the guardrail, letting the breeze blow across their faces. Occasionally, cars flashed their headlights on the road behind them.

Gan Yanyu seemed to enjoy it.

She opened her hands and completely let go.

With a slight smile on her face.

The world was right in front of her, as if nothing could destroy everything she had at this moment.

If she died here now, in this gentle place.

It would be a good ending!

If there was anything else worth understanding

"Lin Tian, ​​what do you mean by 'half'?"

Gan Yanyu asked, turning her head.

She still knew nothing about Lin Tian.

Living alone, working alone, it was already difficult enough for her, but she could still lend a hand to others

These things should be very abnormal for a high school student, but for Lin Tian, ​​he never seemed to think there was anything wrong.

For him, it seemed that his world should be like this.

"What do you mean by 'half'?"

"It's what you said when I was talking about my childhood."

"You mean that."

Lin Tian looked at the night sky, looking like he didn't care.

He looked up and began to tell the story:

"I was born in a family that shouldn't have existed - my mother was pregnant, and my father had no choice but to marry her."

"When I was three years old, my mother ran away with a bucket, leaving me and my father to live together."

"What does 'run away with a bucket' mean? Why did your mother run away with your bucket?" Gan Yanyu asked.

"Just understand that she ran away with all the luggage."

Lin Tian didn't know how to explain this term with a strong historical and social background to Gan Yanyu.

Continued:

"Then when I was 15, my father said something inexplicable to me, and since then, I have started to live on my own"

"What inexplicable words?" Gan Yanyu couldn't help interrupting.

"He said to me, 'Dad also has his own ideals to pursue. He can't be bound by this love affair. As a member of the Lin family, if you want to achieve something, you must first be without your parents. Dad is helping you.'"

"So, he ran away too."

"Ah?"

Gan Yanyu was stunned.

She could understand every sentence of Lin Tian's words individually.

How could she not understand them together? ?

But

So pitiful!

Gan Yanyu didn't expect that Lin Tian would have such a childhood that he couldn't bear to look back on.

But he was so strong.

Thinking of this, Gan Yanyu quickly became depressed and her eyes gradually drooped.

Seeing that Gan Yanyu's aura became wrong, Lin Tian quickly patted her shoulder and smiled.

"It's all over!"

"I still have to thank them. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have clarified my life goals so quickly. There's nothing wrong with living alone."

It was obviously her own experience, why did she have to comfort Gan Yanyu herself?

"Then have you ever thought of giving up your life?" Gan Yanyu raised her head and stared at Lin Tian.

Hearing this, Lin Tian took a deep breath.

He knew exactly why Gan Yanyu asked this question.

"Jacqueline Dupre."

"Huh?"

"A British cellist." Lin Tian said.

"How come I didn't know that there was such a cellist in Britain."

"Britain has such a long history, it's normal to have musicians you haven't heard of." Lin Tian quickly patched it up.

After all, Britain in the previous life and Britain in this world are also two completely different histories.

"That's right."

"Jacqueline Dupre started learning cello at the age of five. At the age of 20, she became famous for playing Elgar's "Cello Concerto" and became the best cellist of that era. She made the whole world remember this beautiful and talented cellist."

"20 years old, so amazing."

Gan Yanyu murmured.

She is already 18 years old this year, but she is still nothing.

Lin Tian continued:

"When Jacqueline was 26, she suffered from multiple sclerosis. Since then, she withdrew from the music stage and died young at the age of 42."

"How could it be?!" Gan Yanyu couldn't help but scream. Her heart also trembled at this moment.

"What many people don't know is that the world only remembers that she was ill at the age of 23, but in fact, for more than ten years afterwards, she still dragged her seriously ill body to perform small-scale underground performances."

"As long as there is a chance to play, she will never miss it. Even if she is dying, she almost played the cello until the last moment of her life."

Lin Tian finished the story calmly.

Looking at the girl.

The purpose of his telling this story is very clear.

Jacqueline Dupree, a great and talented cellist, is a pity.

In Gan Yanyu, Lin Tian saw some shadows of that lady.

Equally gifted, and also achieved some success at a young age.

Similarly, at a young age, she suffered from a terminal illness.

Maybe, this is the reason why the gods envy talented people.

However, Gan Yanyu's current achievements are far from the ideal she pursues.

Lin Tian hopes that Gan Yanyu can cheer up.

Since you like it, then do it!

Since you want to keep playing, then play until you die!

At least, leave without regrets.

What about taking the photo to heaven to show grandpa? If I were your grandpa, I would slap you twice first!

Lin Tian's emotions gradually became excited.

After a day of hard work, he found that he still couldn't change the girl's mind.

This deep sense of powerlessness and self-blame had already enveloped him.

This is the last thing he can do for Gan Yanyu.

If it still doesn't work, Lin Tian is afraid that he really has no other way.

"You are right, Lin Tian"

After a long silence, Gan Yanyu raised her head.

After listening to the story just now, tears were rolling in her beautiful eyes.

"I can't just leave like this, I can't let grandpa down"

"Yes!"

Seeing that the girl finally had some spirit, Lin Tian said in a shocking voice.

"I believe that grandpa will wake up one day. Ten, twenty, thirty years, I will wait!"

"That's right" Lin Tian said emotionally.

Wait a minute?

"Wake up?"

"Three days ago, grandpa had a car accident and became a vegetable. The doctor said that it might be difficult for him to wake up again."

"Ah"

Although it is very immoral, I don't know why, it is obviously a very sad thing.

Hearing this news, Lin Tian was actually a little relieved.

It turned out that he was not dead.

It seems more immoral to misunderstand that someone is dead.

But when he really heard the news that Grandpa Gan had an accident, Lin Tian's mood became heavy.

After all, he is a vegetable. Reality does not have so many novel plots, and the probability of waking up is almost 0.

No, Gan Yanyu said just now that we have to wait.

Ten years, twenty years, thirty years?

No,

Your terminal illness is quite lame!

When Gan Yanyu came here, she thought of her grandfather, her nose was sore, and tears quickly flowed out.

In order not to lose her composure in front of Lin Tian, ​​she quickly got down from the guardrail and turned her face away.

"Grandpa, this liar, clearly said that he would wait for me to come back from the UK after curing asthma"