My Lady Is Not A Demon

May single chapter summary

I haven't issued a single chapter for a long time, and I nag at the end of the month, which is a simple release of recent pressure.

May has passed. According to the original renewal plan, the Dongzhou Wuchen Village case was over long ago. Now that it is halfway through the Yin & Yang case, it is almost time to push the two orders.

It's a pity that this month's update broke...

But looking back on everything I experienced this month, I was really exhausted, and I was doing my best to be able to update stably. This month can be regarded as a very difficult and difficult time in my life. I have been running around the hospital almost every day, constantly tossing from this city to that city, and such days are still going on.

Nothing is always smooth sailing, and there is nothing that cannot be overcome. In April last year, my mother was diagnosed with advanced gallbladder cancer. The doctor said that he could only live for six to eight months. It was the darkest moment of life. Fortunately, after active treatment, it seems that my condition has begun to improve, which also gave me the energy to open a new book. It has been almost a year now, and people are still alive, which is the greatest comfort. However, this month, my mother's condition suddenly began to deteriorate and the progress was extremely rapid. Thinking about it, I am too naive. If a terminal illness can be treated so easily, it will not be called a terminal illness. I can only continue to be hospitalized, chemotherapy, radiotherapy, ... to blindly test targeting and immune PD1. Unfortunately, after going to many hospitals, there is no effective treatment plan. One of the doctors who have a good relationship called me to the office alone, and only said one sentence: don't toss, give up.

give up……

Hearing this from the doctor is really desperate and ironic, but I also understand that he really kindly reminded me that after all, this cancer is the only type of cancer that has no targeted drugs currently on the market. It can only be tested blindly, and all treatments are available. It is the groping stage, it is better to leave some quiet time for the patient. But I am not reconciled. If I give up the book, I can reopen it. If I give up my life, it will really be gone. I can only continue to find other hospitals and ask other patients about their treatment methods...even if there is still no hope ahead.

This month is a month without feeling any temperature. Although it is still being updated, there is very little energy to play, drive or add a little funny plot. It is just that you open the outline every day in your spare time and write it down in accordance with the outline. The brain felt blocked by a glob of glue. Sometimes I want to stop for two days to make adjustments, but to put it in a cliché, after all, I want to earn money to treat diseases. After all, everyone who knows it knows that if you really want to treat this disease, it is a bottomless pit. There are many patients who can't be cured before they are sentenced to the death penalty of their own.

There are really many, many patients like that...

Only by experiencing it personally can you feel the deep sense of powerlessness.

Everything can only be expected.

In fact, what makes people most sad this month is that some hospitals are reluctant to accept patients like my mother at all, perhaps because they are afraid of trouble and know that they are no longer saved. Sometimes going to the hospital is like going to the government to do errands. No one is behind and can't do anything.

Because of ascites, my mother had to go to a hospital for a long time because of ascites, which made people feel helpless.

I wanted to have a glimmer of hope and ask the doctor to treat it in a radical way, but the doctor ignored it. But this is not to blame for doctors. Hospitals require various evaluations, performance, non-payment of medicines, and medicine comparisons. It is not only doctors who do not accept patients, but also the system.

In short, everyone has difficulties, patients, family members, doctors...

...

Forget it, let's talk about storytelling.

The Dongzhou case is only a few chapters at most. The next case is Wuchen Village, and there will not be many about Xiao Xuan'er. After that, there are Yin & Yang Zong, Pisces Kingdom and Guanshanyuan, and finally the court ends.

The rest of the plot is actually not much, and there is no energy to expand.

Although the crotch is updated this month, the foreshadowing and pitfalls buried in the later cases in the book have been written out. After those cases are over, the book can only end in this way.

All I can do is to try to write the whole story, nothing more.

The ending must be a happy ending.

...

That's it for the time being. I want to say a lot of things, but I don't know what to say. After a certain age, those familiar with them begin to bid farewell and leave the world one after another.

My grandmother passed away the year before last, and the other grandma who loved me the most passed away last October, familiar, unfamiliar, friends' parents, neighbors' elders... people who have lived in memory are slowly erased from memory. It is also proving that he is about to enter a cycle.

Life comes fast and goes fast.

Last week, I came out of the First Hospital of Lanzhou University and went to Baiyin to find a patient to seek some experience. It happened that my university roommate was from Jingtai, so I stopped by. Who knows, there was a marathon. I almost felt the end of so many young lives at close range, and my heart was full of mixed flavors. Life is really extremely fragile, sometimes even more fragile than dandelion.

There are many misfortunes in this world, but Life still has to go on and work hard to look forward.

Finally, by the way, let’s talk about the cause of my mother’s disease. My mother had advanced gallbladder cancer. It is also a cancer with a very high degree of malignancy and the worst prognosis. At present, the only cancer that has no specific drugs on the market can only be used to treat other cancers. Targeted drugs are tested blindly. The reason is that there are fewer people with this type of cancer in the world, and the proportion in our country is relatively high, so there are very few researches. According to the doctor’s explanation, the cause of my mother’s pathogenesis was that she did not eat breakfast for a long time, and her daily intake of water was very small, which induced gallstones, and did not perform surgery in time, which eventually led to disease. Therefore, everyone, whether you are yourself or your parents, must be warned to eat breakfast. If your parents have gallstones, they must have surgery and don't delay.

Health is the most important thing.

But to be honest, even if I persuade you to pay attention to your body like this, there are actually very few people who really go to your heart.

Just like my classmate’s father died of liver cancer the year before, she has always advised us to pay more attention to our parents’ bodies and experience them regularly. Although we said that we would pay attention, we did not take it to heart, because we always felt that this kind of thing was very far away from us and would not happen to ourselves or our family.

But after it really happened, what can I do besides regret.

It’s the same now. After my mother’s diagnosis, I tried my best to persuade friends around me to check on myself or my parents, eat breakfast, etc., all of them dignifiedly agreed, but I know very well that few people go to In my heart, even if you care about it, when you look back because of laziness, you procrastinate and procrastinate, and finally forgot.

People's fluke psychology is hard to get rid of.

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Let's stop here first, I will always be stable when the late stage update is stable, there is an outline, and it will not affect the emotions in the book too much.

I sincerely hope that everyone will pay attention to your health and the health of your parents.

Good night.

One more sentence: breakfast is delicious.

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